A Kid On the Street!The Judgment of the Nations
31 “When the Son of Man comes in his glory and all the angels with him, then he will sit on the throne of his glory. 32 All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats, 33 and he will put the sheep at his right hand and the goats at the left. 34 Then the king will say to those at his right hand, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world, 35 for I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, 36 I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care of me, I was in prison and you visited me.’ 37 Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry and gave you food or thirsty and gave you something to drink? 38 And when was it that we saw you a stranger and welcomed you or naked and gave you clothing? 39 And when was it that we saw you sick or in prison and visited you?’ Read More
40 And the king will answer them, ‘Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did it to me.’ 41 Then he will say to those at his left hand, ‘You who are accursed, depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels, 42 for I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, 43 I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not give me clothing, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.’ 44 Then they also will answer, ‘Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison and did not take care of you?’ 45 Then he will answer them, ‘Truly I tell you, just as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.’ 46 And these will go away into eternal punishment but the righteous into eternal life.”
I finished Dr. Planter's book with much sadness, for in many ways, it is a memory of what was, and a memory of my life.
Li Po, 8th-century poet, once said: "The birds have vanished into the sky, and now the last closed cloud drains away. We sit together, the mountain and me, until only the mountain remains." I live on Polk the mountain, in the midst of a world where I feel very uncomfortable--upper-class, white people, for the most part, who knows nothing about what has been, and want the homeless moved out. I am not well-liked by many of these people, in fact I am a threat by my presence. I am a threat by my going up and down the street feeding, and caring for the older homeless, taking them into restaurants to eat, and being their friend. I am threatened, hated, or simply ignored. The mountain and I remain. And so, not much has changed in my life through the years. I grew up in a small town, where I was taught to have any other sexual feelings accept for a girl was wrong, and where one friend of mine was murdered because he at 14, was caught having sex with a guy. I had a son at 15, to have him adopted out, and the secret kept. I entered the ministry, and for 17 years suffered in the closet, and then kicked out, and found myself on the street, a prostitute. When I came back it was as an Old Catholic/Anglican priest, for outside of the Metropolitan Community Church, all other denominations were basically homophobic. My calling was to work with youth, and as a result I found myself being 'promoted' to a Bishop in the Old Catholic tradition because like all churches my church of ordination was afraid to work with kids, which is why the established church is dying. I have friends ordained in the Old Catholic tradition who remain in their other denomination, never fully coming out for who they are, and wanting to be a part of the mainstream, even when I could have come back, I refused, for I am as the book of Hebrews tells us "outside the gates", the kids on the street are. Therapy never really works with them, for like me, they too are a square peg that will not fit into a round hole. That is the main reason I do not apply for grants, they are from the establishment that desires based on the idea of the established upper class, and I can not lie, and take money it is impossible for me to use in line with their goals. Yesterday, on Haight Street, I visited with two 19 year old, Craig, and John, from South Carolina. Young, "travelers", no interest in services, simply traveling around the country, living a 'hippie' lifestyle. One called me later, and we met again in the Haight, and shared with me of sexual abuse by his stepfather, discrimination for liking both boys and girls. He loves traveling. The boy gave me a huge hugged and took off. Polk Street has older men who sleep in the doorways at night, they are "the ones who are dangerous to customers" these guys are struggling to stay a live, not harm to anyone. Today is the Feast of St. Oscar Romero he exemplified what it means to be a disciple of Jesus in the modern world of poverty and violence, and challenges both the church and the world to stand for justice for the poor, those on the street, those without housing, He calls us to pay up personally: One who is committed to the poor must risk the same fate as the poor. And in El Salvador (and San Francisco!) we know what the fate of the poor signifies: to disappear, to be tortured, to be captive, and to be found dead.
Plaster gave me the highest compliment, one that I strive for every day, with every inch of my soul and body:
"River is the surrogate Holy Father to the "lost boys" and "Lost Girls." Following is this years Stations of the Cross, entitled "Hauntedness" and I invite to join me the rosary every day praying that your "Hauntedness" may lead you to enter into the lives of the "Forgotten Ones!": Tenderloin Stations of the Cross
“Our Journey With Our Brothers and Sisters Who Live on the Street" “Our Hauntedness!” “The street transforms every ordinary day into a series of quick questions and every incorrect answer risks a break down, shooting or pregnancy." Ta Nehie Contes April 7, 2023 Noon Meet In Front of City Hall Sponsored By: Temenos Catholic Worker and Society of Society of Franciscan Workers (1)
The Stations of the Cross Introduction People, who live on the streets, the homeless, have haunted me all of my life. From the time I was six years old, driving late night through Sequoia National Park, seeing an old homeless woman walking up the road, and when I was seven walking across the street with a homeless person begging for money. Haunting is the relentless remembering and continue reminding that will not be appeased the propaganda of assistance and care or the promises of our city, state, and national Governments that all will be well. In over twenty years in San Francisco we have seen the problem grow immensely, with tons of money being spent. Haunting is both acute and generally are haunted, but that haunting comes from the haunting of society. The (2) United States is permanently haunted by the homeless, its massive population of poor and the violence intertwined in its past, present and future days. Haunting’s aim is to wrong the wrongs, a confirmation that the rich and middle class hope to evade. On Good Friday the cross call’s us to look at its “backside”, the side that points us seeing the homeless from their perspective, not one judgment, but one of love, and to work to end homelessness. The First Station The Agony of Jesus in the Garden of Olives Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. 32 They went to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to his disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” 33 He took with him Peter and James and John and began to be distressed and agitated. 34 And he said to them, “My soul is deeply grieved, even to death; remain here, and keep awake.” 35 And going a little farther, he threw himself on the (3) ground and prayed that, if it were possible, the hour might pass from him. 36 He said, “Abba,[a] Father, for you all things are possible; remove this cup from me, yet not what I want but what you want.” Jesus felt sorrow and dread over what lay ahead of him of him. He prayed for the burden to be lifted and the cross to be removed. He accepted his future, “:Not my will but your will.” We are haunted by the pain of the homeless, and as we see them around us we feel dread and fear. In our haunting we are pushed to walk with them and help them. “Not my will but thine be done.” (Mark 14:43-46). All: Jesus declares: “If anyone wants to become a follower, let them deny themselves and take up their cross. And follow me.” The Second Station The Betrayal and Arrest of Jesus Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. 43 Immediately, while he was still speaking, Judas, one of the twelve, arrived, and with him there was a crowd with swords and clubs, from the chief priests, the scribes, and the elders. 44 Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, “The one I will kiss is the man; arrest him and lead him away under guard.” 45 So when he came, he went up to him at once and said, “Rabbi!” and kissed him. 46 Then they laid hands on him and arrested him. 47 But one of those who stood near drew his sword and struck the slave of the high priest, cutting off his ear. 48 Then Jesus said to them, “Have you come out with swords and clubs to arrest me as though I were a rebel? 49 Day after day I was with you in the temple teaching, and you did not arrest me. But let the scriptures be fulfilled.” 50 All of them deserted him and fled.1 A certain young man was following him, wearing nothing but a linen cloth. They caught hold of him, 52 but he left the linen cloth and ran off naked.” (Mark 14:42-46) Rejection always hurts. It tears at our self-esteem, makes us feel like we are nothing, and leaves us doubting who we are. Homeless people are rejected all the time. When people walk by and do not even see the person on the side walk they feel like they nothing. May we be haunted by the feeling of rejection, as we look at our neighbor before us. All: Jesus declares: “If anyone wants to become a follower, let them deny themselves and take up their cross. And follow me.” (4) The Third Station The Sanhedrin Condemns Jesus Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. 53 They took Jesus to the high priest, and all the chief priests, the elders, and the scribes were assembled. 54 Peter had followed him at a distance, right into the courtyard of the high priest, and he was sitting with the guards, warming himself at the fire. 55 Now the chief priests and the whole council were looking for testimony against Jesus to put him to death, but they found none. 56 For many gave false testimony against him, and their testimony did not agree. 57 Some stood up and gave false testimony against him, saying, 58 “We heard him say, ‘I will destroy this temple that is made with hands, and in three days I will build another, not made with hands.’ ” 59 But even on this point their testimony did not agree. 60 Then the high priest stood up before them and asked Jesus, “Have you no answer? What is it that they testify against you?” 61 But he was silent and did not answer. Again the high priest asked him, “Are you the Messiah,[k](5) the Son of the Blessed One?” 62 Jesus said, “I am, and you will see the Son of Man seated at the right hand of the Power’ and ‘coming with the clouds of heaven.’ ” 63 Then the high priest tore his clothes and said, “Why do we still need witnesses? 64 You have heard his blasphemy! What is your decision?” All of them condemned him as deserving death. 65 Some began to spit on him, to blindfold him, and to strike him, saying to him, “Prophesy!” The guards also took him and beat him.(Mark 14:55-63), Envy and jealously can be like a cancerous disease, They haunt us, spreading through our bodies leading to destruction. Gossip and false accusations, leads us to push aside the homeless, in much the same way the Sanhedrin pushed aside Jesus. We are haunted by only listening to gossip, accusations, and the fear of others in pushing homeless individuals aside. All: Jesus declares: “If anyone wants to become a follower, let them deny themselves and take up their cross. and follow me.” (6) The Fourth Station Peter Denies Jesus Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. 66” While Peter was below in the courtyard, one of the female servants of the high priest came by. 67 When she saw Peter warming himself, she stared at him and said, “You also were with Jesus, the man from Nazareth.” 68 But he denied it, saying, “I do not know or understand what you are talking about.” And he went out into the forecourt.[a] Then the cock crowed.[b] 69 And the female servant, on seeing him, began again to say to the bystanders, “This man is one of them.” 70 But again he denied it. Then after a little while the bystanders again said to Peter, “Certainly you are one of them, for you are a Galilean, and you talk like one.”[c] 71 But he began to curse, and he swore an oath, “I do not know this man (7) you are talking about.” 72 At that moment the cock crowed for the second time. Then Peter remembered that Jesus had said to him, “Before the cock crows twice, you will deny me three times.” And he broke down and wept. Mark 14:66-72.” We are all like Peter. We deny our friends and lie when placed in a fearful situation. We are always for ourselves. We are haunted by these denials. We are haunted by the denials of caring for homeless people on the street. Like Peter if we return in faithfulness to Jesus, he will use our haunting on raising people on the streets into a new life. All: Jesus declares: “If anyone wants to become a follower, let them deny themselves and take up their cross. and follow me.” The Fifth Station Pilate Condemns Jesus to the Cross Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. (8) 15 As soon as it was morning, the chief priests held a consultation with the elders and scribes and the whole council. They bound Jesus, led him away, and handed him over to Pilate. 2 Pilate asked him, “Are you the King of the Jews?” He answered him, “You say so.” 3 Then the chief priests accused him of many things. 4 Pilate asked him again, “Have you no answer? See how many charges they bring against you.” 5 But Jesus made no further reply, so that Pilate was amazed. “6 Now at the festival he used to release a prisoner for them, anyone for whom they asked. 7 Now a man called Barabbas was in prison with the insurrectionists who had committed murder during the insurrection. 8 So the crowd came and began to ask Pilate to do for them according to his custom. 9 Then he answered them, “Do you want me to release for you the King of the Jews?” 10 For he realized that it was out of jealousy that the chief priests had handed him over. 11 But the chief priests stirred up the crowd to have him release Barabbas for them instead. 12 Pilate spoke to them again, “Then what do you wish me to do[a] with the man you call[b] the King of the Jews?” 13 They shouted back, “Crucify him!” 14 Pilate asked them, “Why, what evil has he done?” But they shouted all the more, “Crucify him!” 15 So Pilate, wishing to satisfy the (9) crowd, released Barabbas for them, and after flogging Jesus he handed him over to be crucified” Mark 15: 1, 6-15. Dietrich Bonhoeffer critiques unconditional forgiveness in his book, The Cost of Discipleship as “cheap grace” and tells us, “cheap grace is the preaching of forgiveness without requiring repentance, baptism with out church discipline, communion without confession, and forgiveness without absolution. Forgiving someone without requiring repentance in action, allows them to continue their abusive behavior and allows continued suffering.” As we see Jesus condemned, and our condemning by cheap grace let a remember the words of St. Oscar Romero: “There are many things that can only be seen through eyes that have cried.” Leader: Lord, may we looking at the cross hear the voice of Jesus calling us to turn our eyes to the sidewalks, the alleys, and street corners, and see your children, and our brothers and sisters. Amen. (10) All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” The Sixth Station Jesus is Scouraged and Crowned with Thorns Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “Then they took Jesus and had him scourged. And the soldiers wove a crown out of thorns and placed it on his head, and clothed him in a purple cloak, and they came to him and said, ‘Hail King of the Jews!’ And they struck him repeatedly.” John 19:1-3 Pilate had Jesus scourged, a truly brutal punishment. He was probably stripped to the waste and bent over a short pillar. The pain was excruciating. James, 55, was in a doorway, with his belongings and a policeman told him to move, James said ‘It is raining’ and the policeman struck him with his baton. (11) All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” Seventh Station Jesus Is Mocked by the Soldiers and Given His Cross Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “The soldiers lead him away inside the palace, that is the praetorian, and assembled the whole cohort. . They begin salute him. . .and beat him. . . And when they had mocked him they stripped him of his purple cloak, dressed him in his own clothes and led him out to crucify him.” Mark 15:16,18a19-20.” The City has proposed to build some housing for homeless people, small houses in several of our neighborhoods, the residents are screaming, “No homeless housing in our neighborhood.” (12) The homeless remain silent, so different from us who are housed and have money. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” Eighth Station Simon the Cyrenian Helps Jesus Carry the Cross Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “They pressed into service a passer-by, Simon, a Cyrenian, who was coming in from the country, the father of Alexander and Rufus, to carry his cross.” Mark 15:21 Those in charge of the crucifixion of Jesus compelled Simon, a man from the country. They had to compel (13) Simon, he knew little of Jesus, but what about us? We know all about Jesus, and his ministry of serving the poor, and yet we have to be compelled to house, feed, clothe, and provide health care to our homeless neighbors, and little at that. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” The Nineth Station Jesus Meets the Women of Jerusalem Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “A large crowd of people followed Jesus, including many women who mourned and lamented him. Jesus turned to them and said: ‘Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for me; weep instead for yourselves and for your children.’” Luke 23:27-28. (14) Compassion means literally, to suffer with someone. Empathy means to feel with them. These women displayed both qualities as they accompanied Jesus. We are called to show both of these qualities in our accompanying our homeless neighbors on their journey. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” The Tenth Station Jesus Is Crucified Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “They brought him to the place of Golgotha (which is translated Place of the Skull). They gave him wine drugged with myrrh, but he did not take it. Then they crucified him and divided his garments by lots for them to see what each should take.” Mark 15:22-24 (15) First they drove nails through his hands and feet. Then they raised him on the cross, where he hung painfully for three hours. Pope John XXIII had a crucifix on his bedroom wall. He prayed in front of it before retiring, upon arising, and whenever worries awakened him during the night. “A cross,” he said, “is the primary symbol of God’s love for us.” I wear a silver cross with an Amherst in the middle. The Amherst was given to me by a young man, sitting on Haight Street. James place the Amherst in my hand after turning down a man’s offer of $100.00, saying, “River this is for your love for us street kids,” and I placed it on a silver cross to remind me that serving homeless kids is more valuable than money, power, prestige and security. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” The Eleventh Station Jesus Promises Paradise to the Penitent Criminal Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you.(16) All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “When they came to the place called the Skull, they crucified him and two criminals there, on his right, and the other on his left. . Now one of the criminals hanging there reviled Jesus. .The other, however rebuking him, said, ‘Have you no fear of God, for you are subject to the same condemnation?. .And we are condemned justly.’ Then he said: ‘Jesus, remember me when you come into your Kingdom,’ and Jesus replied, ‘Today you will be with me in Paradise.’ One criminal said, ’no’ to Christ, the other ‘yes”. To the one who said ‘yes’ he promised immediate entrance into “Paradise”. We are asked today to say ‘yes’ to caring for our homeless neighbors, and Christ’s promise is we enter into the reign of God here on earth. For the Kingdom of God is here now, and in service we have a taste of Paradise.(17) All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” The Twelfth Station Jesus Speaks to His Mother and to His Disciples Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “Standing by the cross of Jesus were his mother’s and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary of Magdala. When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple there whom he loved he said to his mother, “Woman behold your son.” Then he said to the disciple, ’Behold your mother.’ And from that hour the disciple too her into his home.” John 19:25-27. With these words Jesus gives Mary to us, making her our mother, who reminds us to unite our sufferings with her son on the cross and her at the bottom of the cross. In so (18) doing we share in Christ’s work of serving others. Jesus calls us to serve the those who are most ignored in our society, and we see the homeless on our streets. Let us bring Christ’s love and grace to our homeless brothers and sisters. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” The Thirteenth Station Jesus Dies on the Cross Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “At noon darkness came over the whole land until three in the afternoon. And at three o’clock Jesus cried out in a loud voice, ‘My God, My God, why have you forsaken me.’ .. .Jesus gave a loud cry and breathed his last. (19) Jesus, as faithful Jew, would have prayed the Psalms regularly. It is no surprise that these words from Psalm 22 are in his mouth in those painful last moments. Shortly afterward he surrenders his total self to God with these words: “”Father into your hands I commend my spirit.” May these words at our last be on our lips when we breathe our last. And may they come after a life of service to him in the broken body of Christ as seen in those who sleep on the street. For each day we see the broken Christ in each homeless person we meet. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” The Fourteenth Station Jesus Dies on the Cross Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation.(20) “When it was already evening, since it was the day of preparation, the day before the Sabbath, Joseph of Arimathea, a distinguished member of the council, who was himself awaiting the Kingdom of God. . .courageously went to Pilate and asked for the body of Jesus. Pilate was amazed that he was already dead. .he gave the body to Joseph. Having bought a linen cloth he took him down, wrapped him in the linen cloth and laid him in a tomb that had been hewn out of the rock. Then he rolled a stone against the entrance of the tomb.” Mark 15:42-46. Starting on Good Friday we enter into a period of silent grief, a time of mourning that looks with hope to the joy of the resurrection that begins at mid-night on Sunday. We grieve in much the same way when someone we love dies. There are tears and sorrow, of course, but rays of hope and belief in new life in Christ that is to come. On this day as we return home, let us look at Christ dead in our midst, in those on the street, and let us pledge to (22) bring them new life in our care of them in the days ahead. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” The Fifteenth Station Jesus Rises from the Dead Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. “. . . .When they looked up, they saw the stone had been rolled back; it was very large. On entering the tomb they saw a young man sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe, and they were utterly amazed. He said to them, “Do not be amazed! You seek Jesus of Nazareth. He has been raised, he is not here. Behold the place where they laid him.” Mark 16:1-6 Hallelujah Christ is Risen! He is Risen Indeed! (23) His triumph is ours as well. On Easter Sunday, and in the many other Easters of our lives, we rise above our failures, our burdens, and our struggles, we too emerge victorious. Throughout our own Good Fridays, the risen Lord is by our side, pledging that we too, will rise again, and enter his Reign on earth, and unto eternity. Through the years I find the majority of youth and adults who are on the streets have poor experiences with Christians. Christians are the unseen. Not welcome in local churches, and the direct persecution through trying to remove them from their neighborhoods. As we enter the new life of Easter let us hear the words of Jesus, and asked ourselves do we honor his commands: 31 “When the Son of Man comes in his glory and all the angels with him, then he will sit on the throne of his glory. 32 All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd (24) separates the sheep from the goats, 33 and he will put the sheep at his right hand and the goats at the left. 34 Then the king will say to those at his right hand, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world, 35 for I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, 36 I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care of me, I was in prison and you visited me.’ 37 Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry and gave you food or thirsty and gave you something to drink? 38 And when was it that we saw you a stranger and welcomed you or naked and gave you clothing? 39 And when was it that we saw you (25) sick or in prison and visited you?’ 40 And the king will answer them, ‘Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did it to me.’ 41 Then he will say to those at his left hand, ‘You who are accursed, depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels, 42 for I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, 43 I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not give me clothing, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.’ 44 Then they also will answer, ‘Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison and did not take care of you?’ 45 Then he will answer them, ‘Truly I tell you, just as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.’ 46 And (25) these will go away into eternal punishment but the righteous into eternal life. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” I would like to invite any one to come forward if you would like to be anointed with oil, and given the body of Christ in the Eucharist. Thank you for coming and may you have a Happy Easter! "Today I choose. Today I bear witness to grace. Today I practice kindness. Today I choose love over fear. Today I am not afraid to be generous. Today I belong to the whole world, not merely a portion of it. No matter what others around me choose, today I choose to live in peace." Steven Garnaas--Holmes Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T,
P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross
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Short Shifted!John 5:1-16
THE EIGHTH STATION Simon the Cyrenian Helps Jesus Carry the Cross MARK 15:21 Leader We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. They pressed into service a passer-by, Simon, a Cyrenian, who was coming in from the country, the father of Alexander and Rufus, to carry his cross. Leader Those in charge of the crucifixion of Jesus compelled Simon, a man from the country. They had to compel Simon, he knew little of Jesus, but what about us? We know all about Jesus, and his ministry of serving the poor, and yet we have to be compelled to house, feed, clothe, and provide health care to our homeless neighbors, and little at that. All Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” 10 THE NINTH STATION Jesus Meets the Women of Jerusalem LUKE 23:27-28 Read More
Leader We adore you O Christ, and we praise you.
All Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. A large crowd of people followed Jesus, including many women who mourned and lamented him. Jesus turned to them and said: ‘Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for me; weep instead for yourselves and for your children.’ Leader: Compassion means literally, to suffer with someone. Empathy means to feel with them. These women displayed both qualities as they accompanied Jesus. We are called to show both of these qualities in our accompanying our homeless neighbors on their journey. All Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” "Short shifted" is a word that means "to pay little or no attention to a subject or person." But what I did not know was the "formal", "archaic" definition of "short shift". It shocked me: "Barely adequate time for a confession before execution." Figuratively this is the way many homeless people feel. They are treated differently, people really never treat them as "human beings". I remember a time in Portland being very sick, a minister "friend" told me he could pick me up after his dinner, meaning I would wait two hours; a homeless friend ran and got his car and took me to the hospital, and my minister friend commented later, "how could you ride to the hospital with a person like that?" My friend was "short shifted." I have been talking to several elderly on the street. They sleep in the doorways of closed businesses, and I am told how they are simply ignored and sometimes spat upon. This is "short shifting". St. Clare of Assisi tells us: "We become what we love and who we love shapes what we become." On Good Friday as we begin the Stations in front of City Hall, we enter the Tenderloin, a stand end for ancient Jerusalem, where Christ is right in front of us and see him crucified every day on the streets, he is real, and calls us to a life of compassion meaning literally, to suffer with someone. Empathy means to feel with them! In doing so we will be "short lifted" with Jesus! But O what a great time we will have! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! "Today I choose.
Today I bear witness to grace. Today I practice kindness. Today I choose love over fear Today I am not afraid to be generous. Today I belong to the whole world, not merely a portion of it. No matter what others around me choose, today I choose to live in peace." Steven Garnaas--Holmes Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T,
P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross"Our Haunting!"
April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with Fr. River Damien Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish Soda Bread 2.5 lb. loaf image 1 during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that. $15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
THE SEVENTH STATION"In Kids on the Street Joseph Plaster explores the informal support networks that enabled abandoned and runaway queer youth to survive in tenderloin districts across the United States. Tracing the history of the downtown lodging house districts where marginally housed youth regularly lived beginning in the late 1800s, Plaster focuses on San Francisco’s Tenderloin from the 1950s to the present. He draws on archival, ethnographic, oral history, and public humanities research to outline the queer kinship networks, religious practices, performative storytelling, and migratory patterns that allowed these kids to foster social support and mutual aid. He shows how they collectively and creatively managed the social trauma they experienced, in part by building relationships with johns, bartenders, hotel managers, bouncers, and other vice district denizens. By highlighting a politics where the marginal position of street kids is the basis for a moral economy of reciprocity, Plaster excavates a history of queer life that has been overshadowed by major narratives of gay progress and pride."
THE SEVENTH STATION Jesus Is Mocked by the Soldiers and Given His Cross MARK 15:16-20 Leader We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. The soldiers lead him away inside the palace, that is the praetorian, and assembled the whole cohort... They began to salute him. . .and beat him. . . And when they had mocked him, they stripped him of his purple cloak, dressed him in his own clothes and led him out to crucify him. Read More
Leader The City has proposed to build some housing for homeless people, small houses in several of our neighborhoods, the residents are screaming, “No homeless housing in our neighborhood.” The homeless remain silent, so different from us who are housed and have money.
All Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” In his book Dr. Joseph Plaster presents and excellent sociological perspective of Polk Street through the years. He points out that until LGBTQ entered into the mainstream Polk Street was stigmatized, poor, and seen as the area were queers were to hang out and now Polk Street is simply an upper middle class straight street.
In his chapter on "Street Churches" and talking about three street ministers through the years, of which I am the "last one", he describes our ministry as: ""the anarchist Catholic Worker Movement. devoted to nonviolence, voluntary poverty, and serving people on the margins; and the Old Catholics, a religious underground that claims ecclesiastical. . authority through and unbroken chain of ordinations stemming from the apostles. . .River approached street kids as 'sacred figures' and the Tenderloin as 'a sacred space.' Taking as his inspiration the life of Christ, he 'sought out the most loathsome and unclean' and created a ministry identified with those 'who find themselves abandoned and isolated in their suffering.'' Each year using the Tenderloin as a standard for ancient Jerusalem he made the Stations of the Cross, reenacting the journey of suffering that marked Christ's last hours.s 'People think about the crucifixion in terms of the past, something that is back there two thousand years ago,' he said,'But to me, Christ is right here. I see him being crucified everyday on the streets of the City.' No one wants people who are poor, who are homeless around them--put them "somewhere" else. Polk Street is a common example. As primary upper middle class people moved in, the inexpensive SRO's were moved out. Housing is now expensive, surrounded by coffee shops; The citizens of Haight Street would not allow an area for assisting homeless individuals, and now a high rent apartment building is being constructed. Street kids are shunned. The cross points to the crucifixion of Jesus in our very midst and summons us to ask: Were You There When They Crucified My Lord? Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Today I choose.
Today I bear witness to grace. Today I practice kindness. Today I choose love over fear. Today I am not afraid to be generous. Today I belong to the whole world, not merely a portion of it. No matter what others around me choose, today I choose to live in peace. Steven Garnaas--Holmes Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T,
P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross"Our Haunting!"
April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with Fr. River Damien Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that. $15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
Make Me New!Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.
Psalm 51 THE SIXTH STATION Jesus is Scourged and Crowned with Thorns JOHN 19:1-3 Leader We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. Then they took Jesus and had him scourged. And the soldiers wove a crown out of thorns and placed it on his head, and clothed him in a purple cloak, and they came to him and said, ‘Hail King of the Jews!’ And they struck him repeatedly.” Leader Pilate had Jesus scourged, a truly brutal punishment. He was probably stripped to the waste and bent over a short pillar. The pain was excruciating. Read More
James, 55, was in a
doorway, with his belongings and a policeman told him to move, James said ‘It is raining’ and the policeman struck him with his baton. All Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!” Like most laments Psalm 51 begins with a cry directly to God. We call out with four imperatives: have mercy, blot out, wash and cleanse. But in the middle of the section we admit we are our on worst enemy: "I know my evil well; it stares me in the face."
Day before yesterday I went to Kaiser for a check up and walked passed some forty people who have no health insurance; my evil stares me in my face. I walked passed Jamie, a sixty year old man last night begging me for socks, and I should have taken my socks off and given them to him--my evil stares me in my face. I have let my own pain, and tiredness get in the way. I need to trust God completely! It is not easy to trust God this much! It is not easy to let the potter start over with the clay. Looking ahead, this is why I think the resurrection is Jesus' greatest act of obedience--and ours too! It is total surrender to God's gift of life, to God's creating hand! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Today I choose.
Today I bear witness to grace. Today I practice kindness. Today I choose love over fear. Today I am not afraid to be generous. Today I belong to the whole world, not merely a portion of it. No matter what others around me choose, today I choose to live in peace. Steven Garnaas--Holmes Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T,
P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross"Our Haunting!"
April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with Fr. River Damien Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that. $15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
Feet to the Fire!
The Fifth Station
"Pilate Condemns Jesus to the Cross" Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. 15 As soon as it was morning, the chief priests held a consultation with the elders and scribes and the whole council. They bound Jesus, led him away, and handed him over to Pilate. 2 Pilate asked him, “Are you the King of the Jews?” He answered him, “You say so.” 3 Then the chief priests accused him of many things. 4 Pilate asked him again, “Have you no answer? See how many charges they bring against you.” 5 But Jesus made no further reply, so that Pilate was amazed. Read More
“6 Now at the festival he used to release a prisoner for them, anyone for whom they asked. 7 Now a man called Barabbas was in prison with the insurrectionists who had committed murder during the insurrection. 8 So the crowd came and began to ask Pilate to do for them according to his custom. 9 Then he answered them, “Do you want me to release for you the King of the Jews?” 10 For he realized that it was out of jealousy that the chief priests had handed him over. 11 But the chief priests stirred up the crowd to have him release Barabbas for them instead. 12 Pilate spoke to them again, “Then what do you wish me to do[a] with the man you call[b] the King of the Jews?” 13 They shouted back, “Crucify him!” 14 Pilate asked them, “Why, what evil has he done?” But they shouted all the more, “Crucify him!” 15 So Pilate, wishing to satisfy the crowd, released Barabbas for them, and after flogging Jesus he handed him over to be crucified” Mark 15: 1, 6-15..
Dietrich Bonhoeffer critiques unconditional forgiveness in his book, The Cost of Discipleship as “cheap grace” and tells us, “cheap grace is the preaching of forgiveness without requiring repentance, baptism with out church discipline, communion without confession, and forgiveness without absolution. Forgiving someone without requiring repentance in action, allows them to continue their abusive behavior and allows continued suffering.” As we see Jesus condemned, and our condemning by cheap grace let a remember the words of St. Oscar Romero: “There are many things that can only be seen through eyes that have cried.” Leader: Lord, may we looking at the cross hear the voice of Jesus calling us to turn our eyes to the sidewalks, the alleys, and street corners, and see your children, and our brothers and sisters. Amen. All: Jesus said: “If anyone wants to become my follower let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me!”
Daniel 3:25, 34-43; Matthew 18:21-35
In Daniel , we see Daniel in the furnace, and Azariah prays from a furnace which would make some of us self-obsessed. With no human rituals left, he asks for the balm of God's mercy. He focuses on God's wonders--and when he is delivered (3:52-90), Azariah sings praise to stars, snow, clouds, hills, rivers, birds, even "fire and heat"(66). What could destroy, instead transforms. When we look at the homeless, drug addicted, mentally ill, the young and old on our streets and are haunted! It is time that we lift our heads and look around us at the trees, hear the sounds of babies, and people, and see in them the beauty of God's creation, and turn our eyes to the street, and be a transforming agent. or as Oscar Romero tells us: “There are many things that can only be seen through eyes that have cried.” Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T,
P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross"Our Haunting!"
April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with Fr. River Damien Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that. $15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
Tomorrows Justice Today!Luke 16:19-31
". . .Moreover between us and you a great chasm is established to prevent anyone from crossing who might wish to go from our side to your side or our your side to our side." The chasm between Lazarus and the rich man was impossible to cross because the rich man did not serve Lazarus in life. The rich man like Peter denied Jesus, and lost eternal life. Read More
Yesterday there were around thirty people at the funeral of Alex Jones in the park in front of City Hall. Around us was the majesty of the City, and the children's park where Alex once took his little child.
The people present were people I have known through the years on the street. Like Alex they are on the side of the "chasm" where most people will not go, the "chasm" of poverty, drug use, homelessness. Like Peter we deny the existence of Jesus on the street. During our sharing time in the service each one shared of Alex's goodness, the "starfish" on the sand he threw back into the sea of life. It was a very moving service. Talking about the future we must take seriously the question of justice. If our hope for a better future is dismissive of the Alex's of the present than we have not understood the message of Jesus. Eternal life in God is a gift that we can embrace or refuse. It is a gift that begins in the here and now of our lives, and receiving it in fullness involves considerations about our existence as a whole. Homelessness is growing, they have little excess to health care, food, and housing. We can listen to the wisdom of Jesus on how life decisions, just and unjust, play a role in defining our ultimate relationship with God. Or we can listen to other voices, the choice is ours! You can be a Peter who denies Jesus or one who follows him! Yesterday I was experiencing eternity, and the presence of God at Alex's funeral! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! The Fourth Station Peter Denies Jesus Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. 66” While Peter was below in the courtyard, one of the female servants of the high priest came by. 67 When she saw Peter warming himself, she stared at him and said, “You also were with Jesus, the man from Nazareth.” 68 But he denied it, saying, “I do not know or understand what you are talking about.” And he went out into the forecourt.[a] Then the cock crowed.[b] 69 And the female servant, on seeing him, began again to say to the bystanders, “This man is one of them.” 70 But again he denied it. Then after a little while the bystanders again said to Peter, “Certainly you are one of them, for you are a Galilean, and you talk like one.”[c] 71 But he began to curse, and he swore an oath, “I do not know this man you are talking about.” 72 At that moment the cock crowed for the second time. Then Peter remembered that Jesus had said to him, “Before the cock crows twice, you will deny me three times.” And he broke down and wept. Mark 14:66-72.” We are all like Peter. We deny our friends and lie when placed in a fearful situation. We are always for ourselves. We are haunted by these denials. We are haunted by the denials of caring for homeless people on the street. Like Peter if we return in faithfulness to Jesus, he will use our haunting on raising people on the streets into a new life. All: Jesus declares: “If anyone wants to become a follower, let them deny themselves and take up their cross. and follow me.” Deo 'Gratias! Thanks be to God! ================================= Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T, P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross
"Our Haunting!" April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with Fr. River Damien Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that. $15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
The Third Station
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Ask and You Will Find, Seek and It Will Be Given to You!Matthew 7:7-12
New Revised Standard Version Updated Edition Ask, Search, Knock 7 “Ask, and it will be given to you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened for you. 8 For everyone who asks receives, and everyone who searches finds, and for everyone who knocks, the door will be opened. 9 Is there anyone among you who, if your child asked for bread, would give a stone? 10 Or if the child asked for a fish, would give a snake? 11 If you, then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good things to those who ask him! Read More
I spent the afternoon with Carolyn a young lady on her spiritual journey, presently at the Zen Center. She has been with me a couple of times on the street and very easy to work with and very caring in working with everyone.
Today looking through our many photos taken through the years Carolyn commented: "You have lived such a full, inspiring, giving and beautiful life." Carolyn does not know how much her words meant to me. A friend once told me "You are like a mountain and you can only view from a distance to see the beauty of your ministry." Li Poe wrote: I spent the afternoon with Carolyn a young lady on her spiritual journey, presently at the Zen Center. She has been with me a couple of times on the street and very easy to work with and very caring in working with everyone.
Today looking through our many photos taken through the years Carolyn commented: "You have lived such a full, inspiring, giving and beautiful life." Carolyn does not know how much her words meant to me. A friend once told me "You are like a mountain and you can only view from a distance to see the beauty of your ministry." Li Poe wrote: "The birds have vanished into the sky, and now the last cloud drains away. We sit together, the mountain and me, until only the mountain remains." Lent reminds us that our time will come, and we too will vanished, I am very aware that my time is coming. And as it comes I will continue to practice faith summed up in this quote by Leonard Boff: "Spirituality is that attitude which puts life at the center, and defends and promotes life against all the mechanisms of death, desiccation, or stagnation. " The life I have asked for has been given to me, sought has been found, and the door has been opened. And as an old Buddhist saying says: "Don't make yourself small for anyone. Be the awkward, funny, intelligent, beautiful little weirdo that you are. Don't hold back weird it out." Lent invites all of us to be "little weirdo's for Jesus, and for all other faiths as well or non-believers-our time is short, "weird it out" for when you "ask, seek, you will find", and God surprises us! ----------------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T, P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that.
$15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
The Betrayal and Arrest of Jesus!Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. 43 Immediately, while he was still speaking, Judas, one of the twelve, arrived, and with him there was a crowd with swords and clubs, from the chief priests, the scribes, and the elders. 44 Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, “The one I will kiss is the man; arrest him and lead him away under guard.” 45 So when he came, he went up to him at once and said, “Rabbi!” and kissed him. 46 Then they laid hands on him and arrested him. 47 But one of those who stood near drew his sword and struck the slave of the high priest, cutting off his ear. 48 Then Jesus said to them, “Have you come out with swords and clubs to arrest me as though I were a rebel? 49 Day after day I was with you in the temple teaching, and you did not arrest me. But let the scriptures be fulfilled.” 50 All of them deserted him and fled.1 A certain young man was following him, wearing nothing but a linen cloth. They caught hold of him, 52 but he left the linen cloth and ran off naked.” (Mark 14:42-46) Read More
Rejection always hurts. It tears at our self-esteem, makes us feel like we are nothing, and leaves us doubting who we are. Homeless people are rejected all the time. When people walk by and do not even see the person on the side walk they feel like they nothing. May we be haunted by the feeling of rejection, as we look at our neighbor before us.
The Trevor Project's latest report examining the Mental Health of Black Transgender and Nonbinary Young People reveals one in four, of their group as compared to twelve percent of the cisgender and LGBQ groups have higher rates of victimization, attempts from others to change their sexual orientation and housing instability. We have failed to see one of the understandings of our evolution as human beings is the various gender differences; and the Church in particular continues its journey of bias, transphobia, and homophobia. We are still racially discriminating. A recent study show that 50% of blacks have no faith in their white brothers and sisters. When we fail to acknowledge the racial discrimination, fail to even seek to understand, and ignore the rejection and discrimination of trans and nonbinary folk we are betraying Jesus in our midst! All: Jesus declares: “If anyone wants to become a follower, let them deny themselves and take up their cross. And follow me.” --------------------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T, P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross
"Our Haunting!" April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with Fr. River Damien Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that.
$15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
Being Nudged!The First Station
The Agony of Jesus in the Garden of Olives Leader: We adore you O Christ, and we praise you. All: Because by your Holy Cross you have saved all of creation. They went to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to his disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” He took with him Peter and James and John and began to be distressed and agitated. And he said to them, “My soul is deeply grieved, even to death; remain here, and keep awake.” Read More
And going a little farther, he threw himself on the ground and prayed that, if it were possible, the hour might pass from him. He said, “Abba, Father, for you all.
things are possible; remove this cup from me, yet not what I want but what you want.” Jesus felt sorrow and dread over what lay ahead of him of him. He prayed for the burden to be lifted and the cross to be removed. He accepted his future, “:Not my will but your will.” We are haunted by the pain of the homeless, and as we see them around us we feel dread and fear. In our haunting we are pushed to walk with them and help them. “Not my will but thine be done.” (Mark 14:43-46). All: Jesus declares: “If anyone wants to become a follower, let them deny themselves and take up their cross. And follow me.” The Reverend Canon Dana Corsello of Washington National Cathedral wrote this piece based on Matthew 25:31-46 which summarizes our First Station:
"I know many of you heard about the “true angel in Buffalo,” Sha’Kyra Aughtry, who with her partner, Trent Alls, Jr., rescued a man standing outside their home in a raging blizzard at 5 a.m. on Christmas Eve. Joey White, a 64-year-old mentally disabled man, became disoriented and lost while walking home from his movie-theater job that evening. He was on the brink of severe frostbite when Sha’Kyra looked out the window and saw him staggering in the elements. They took him in and nursed him until a band of Good Samaritans could make their way in a 4X4 truck to the Emergency Room two days later. I share this story with you because of what Trent said to David Begnaud of CBS Mornings when David surprised them with Superbowl tickets courtesy of the NFL and Delta Airlines. Trent confessed that he may not have opened the door if Sha'Kyra hadn’t prodded him. What really convicted me was his confession, “Before this incident I only wanted to help people when it was convenient for me.” That sentence and sentiment hit me hard. Convenient for me. How many times have we seen people in need and kept walking or driving down the road? I have even said to myself, “Surely someone will help them. I can’t today. Too busy, too much going on.” And then I am wracked with guilt. How about you? “Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not take care of you?” Then he will answer them, “Truly I tell you, just as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.” Friends, let’s commit to taking risks and becoming “helpers” this Lent. It’s not about getting treated to the Super Bowl or Disneyland for our good deeds—it’s what Jesus calls us to do!". Omniscient God, guide us, nudge us, protect us as we open our hearts and minds to serve those in need. May we trust Christ Jesus in you to always lead us where we need to go and how best to love our neighbor. Amen. Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T,
P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross
"Our Haunting!" April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with Fr. River Damien Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that.
$15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
"Our Hauntedness!"People, who live on the streets, the homeless, have haunted me all of my life. From the time I was six years old, driving late night through Sequoia National Park, seeing an old homeless woman walking up the road, and when I was seven walking across the street with a homeless person begging for money.
Haunting is the relentless remembering and continue reminding that will not be appeased the propaganda of assistance and care or the promises of our city, state, and national Governments that all will be well. In over twenty years in San Francisco we have seen the problem grow immensely, with tons of money being spent. Read More
Haunting is both acute and generally are haunted, but that haunting comes from the haunting of society. The
United States is permanently haunted by the homeless, its massive population of poor and the violence intertwined in its past, present and future days. Haunting aim is to wrong the wrongs, a confirmation that the rich and middle class hope to evade. On Good Friday the cross call’s us to look at its “backside”, the side that points us seeing the homeless from their perspective, not one judgment, but one of love, and to work to end homelessness. As we enter Lent I meditate on how we are all haunted by hour own ghosts! One ghost that has haunted me since being smiled at by a homeless person in Memphis when I was six are the homeless. All my life the ghost of homelessness has followed me.
I was without an address for two years in L.A., yet I was not homeless making enough money to have a hotel room every night but always afraid I would be without food or a place to live, I struggled like hell everyday? There are times these two ghosts haunt me--over eating for fear of not having enough money for another meal, always worrying about losing my housing and not having enough money to find another place in San Francisco or anywhere. Being homeless leaves scars, severe scars. For nearly thirty years I have sought to confront the ghost of homelessness, using all my strength to walk with youth and adults who have no homes, food, health care, and friendship. The words of Sr. Marie Augusta Neal, raises a question for all of us in her words: "When the poor reach out to take what is rightfully theirs, what does the gospel mandate the non-poor to do? To let go our grasp on the things the poor need in order to survive." Deo Gratis! Thanks be to God! ---------------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T, P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross
"Our Haunting!" April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with Fr. River Damien Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that.
$15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather's iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
Time to Break Something!Ash Wednesday, February 22, 2023
Matthew 6:1-6, 16-18 Concerning Alms giving 6 “Beware of practicing your righteousness before others in order to be seen by them, for then you have no reward from your Father in heaven. 2 “So whenever you give alms, do not sound a trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, so that they may be praised by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward. 3 But when you give alms, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, 4 so that your alms may be done in secret, and your Father who sees in secret will reward you.[a] Read More
Concerning Prayer 5 “And whenever you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and at the street corners, so that they may be seen by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward. 6 But whenever you pray, go into your room and shut the door and Concerning Fasting 16 “And whenever you fast, do not look somber, like the hypocrites, for they mark their faces to show others that they are fasting. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward. 17 But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face, 18 so that your fasting may be seen not by others but by your Father who is in secret, and your Father who sees in secret will reward you.[g] As a child, I was warned to be careful in my grandmother's living room not to break her porcelain figurines, "Don't touch, Don't touch!" We do the same in our churches, warning God's children not to touch certain valuable items! Orderliness and not rocking the boat are the norm. We are trained to have a life of orderliness and control. Lent is a time of examination of our own actions. What actions have hurt our brothers and sisters? Maybe it is time to break something? Take notice of your surroundings and act! Maybe it is time to break open our church doors and let people of different races, genders, LGBTQIA+, and homeless in? To let them be themselves and meet them where they are? Pope Francis gives us some suggestions of how we can observe Lent, with several added by Father River: to break our habits of apathy and indifference and break the culture of turning a blind eye to those in need, breaking through to a better world by looking inside our heart, speaking out, and speaking up for our brothers and sisters who need our help: "Feed the Hungry" As a part of your fast for Lent, save half of food you are eating in a restaurant and take out to a homeless person, and talked to him; "Welcome the Stranger": Welcome an undocumented person into your home and church; welcome an LGBTQlA+ into your church and home; Welcome the Homeless": Take a homeless person out for a meal; sit with a homeless person on the sidewalk, take her out for lunch; "Visit the Sick": Visit the homeless in the hospital; visit the aged, the housebound who are ill. Let us renew ourselves this Lent and breakaway from a culture of indifference to one that cultivates encounters and welcome! |
The Twenty Second Annual Stations of the Cross "Our Haunting!"April 7, 2023
Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with River Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many Irish during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. Read More
There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the good fairies are released. We like to believe in that.
$15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164. Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/. |
Priest As Dreamer!"In the last days it shall be as God declares, that I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh and your sons and daughters shall prophecy, and your young men and women shall see visions, and your old men and women shall see dreams."
Acts 2:17 The Bushmen of Africa talk about two hungers:
The Little Hunger yearns for food, while the Great Hunger, yearns for meaning. Only a life that yearns for the hunger for purpose is truly fulfilled. Only a life that has the Great Hunger is truly human! Priest the Dreamer! One night a young twelve you old,sitting around a campfire at summer camp, felt his "heart strangely warmed", called to ministry, and thus began his journey to fill the Great Hunger, in the search for meaning! Priest the Dreamer! Read More
His journey took him through college, seminary, and ordination into ministry, following the Great Hunger, of the Dream. At his ordination, his bishop challenged the ordinals, "you are called to wait tables." Priest the Dreamer!
"To wait tables!" "Preach the Word and Administer the Sacraments", the Dream became a covering of hope and meaning! Priest the Dreamer! And the Dream brought him to San Francisco, becoming visible in those we serve! Priest the Dreamer! The dream is seen in the young man who pulls a knife, and spits in anger at the priest who sees the face of the broken Christ! Priest the Dreamer! One sees the dream in the man stabbing this priest with a syringe full of blood, giving him malaria, and later murdering the priest's son, leading to the priest learning the meaning of Jesus's command to forgive! Priest the Dreamer! The dream is seen in the young boy, high on drugs hitting the priest with a club and the days following not knowing whether he would be able to walk again! The dream was seen on the boy's face when told he was forgiven! Priest the Dreamer! My dream has been sustained, supported, and this is why in the best and worst of times I see the Dreamer leading me into Galilee What is your dream? What sustains you in the darkest of times? Find the dream that feeds the hunger for meaning! Priest the Dreamer! Lent begins Wednesday, and is a time of reflection! A time to enter into the heart of the Great Dreamer, finding the Dream meaning! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Fr. River Damien Sims sfw, D.Min, D.S.T
P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 9416 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124
"Our Haunting!"
April 7, 2023 Civic Center Noon-2 p.m. Food Provided By: AUNT BARBARA’S KITCHEN GOOD FRIDAY IRISH SODA BREAD BLITZ ON POLK STREET in alliance with River Sims of Temenos https://www.temenos.org/ Please help support a Good Friday initiative. Fr. River Sims aims to serve 200 folks with Irish Soda Bread, the food that supported many IrishIrish Soda Bread 2.5 lb. loaf image 1 during hard times. It’s in the spirit of community and nurturing. There’s a legend that when a cross is made in each loaf before baking, all the goodfairies are released. We like to believe in that. $15/loaf payable through www.temenos.org , pay pal, or Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen/Temenos Catholic Worker, P.O. Box 642656, San Francisco, CA 94164 Aunt Barbara’s Kitchen is a Cottage Food Operation from a home kitchen in Marin County. The business started with $10 and Aunt Barbara’s great grandfather iron skillet with the intention to build a business model that feeds the hungry and revenue that goes to youth in college. The owner volunteers her time to this endeavor and takes no revenue for herself, at this time. She hopes to reshape the model of what businesses can create for communities, especially our youth, to cultivate and showcase the power of human investment. 415 717 0151 https://barbaramcveigh.com/aunt-barbaras-kitchen/ |
Holy Moments! The Beauty of the Broken!Sirah 15:15-20;I Corinthians 2:6-10; Matthew 5:17-37
6th Sunday in Ordinary Time The Gospel readings for the 6th Sunday of Ordinary Time focus on the commandments. Jesus revisits the Jewish Law offering another way of thinking about them. Jesus does not condemn those who do not follow the commandments. He recognizes that we as humans are not perfect beings. Instead, he gives us a lesson on humility by pointing out that we are all broken in some way. He urges us to understand the imperfections in ourselves, which allows us to understand the imperfections in all broken human beings. If we want to follow Jesus, we must love each other despite our brokenness. We have a very, very difficult time loving our brothers and sisters. We judge, we criticize and when I judge I am reminded when am pointing one finger toward another, there are three which point back at me. "Holy Moments!" Read More
Recently I was eating on Mission Street, and a lady spoke to me, I did not recognize her, a stunning woman. "You do not recognize me? I am Delila, one of the working girls?", laughing. "You saved my ass on Polk Street many a time?" We talked, and she shared her work with sex workers in the Mission, and handed me this poem laughing, the girls and I call you the "rent boy priest", you are our priest: Rent Boy I used to have a room Somewhere I could call all mine I was alive and happy I was doing fine. I turned to my Dad and told him I was gay He beat me, scolded me and threw me away ashamed and disgusted that I his son was gay. Cast aside like yesterday’s trash Once a loved child until that day I came out and told him, ‘Dad, I’m gay’ Shunned by religion Told by the Church of England to go away I slept on the streets I sold my body for food Yeah I bought a sandwich For which I let myself get screwed You may find my language wrong, or think I am crude Well, I make no apologies, Living on the streets you have to be shrewd Come on captain, vicar, teacher, and whoever you are Sure you can wear your shoes You don’t have to pay me more I am a boy that cannot refuse After all sex with you Buys me my food. I used to be someone’s child Yes someone’s son, a brother, cousin, nephew and so on Here I am selling myself to you for sex But hey ho its the way life goes, Working the streets yes the sluts, whores, rent boys and Ho’s Come on minister You can wear your shoes Your office, home, a hotel you choose If you are paying for me I ain’t gonna to refuse I can even do a bargain discount on a blow job up against the wall You choose Sir Anyway at all. I used to have a home I used to be someone Now all I am is a rent-boy Homeless A nothing A Nobody That’s right No one. . .!!! -------------------- Billy De-Vere "Holy Moments!" Yes, this morning brought back memories, very painful memories, and good memories. I have learned that happiness is not black and white but comes together in the middle and you see both feelings, simply as one entity complementing the other. One can come to simply see life in the present, and each moment is a Holy Moment, bringing a transformation to our lives. I was raped, physically and emotionally abused, and yet I experienced much goodness in my fellow sex workers, 'johns', and many others. "Holy Moments!" It was through the process of coming out of sex work. Jesus was present and brought me back to a new life, and ministry that is far more rewarding than my ministry before. Each moment is a "Holy Moment!" Coming to San Francisco I was divided, resentful of the Church, depressed, anxious, and afraid, as I began this ministry. And into my life came a psychiatrist, Dr. William Anderson. Dr. Anderson simply listened to me through the years and guided me into seeing the wounds that I suffer, as a part of one broken jar, healed together, making a beautiful piece of work. For his patience, giving me a low fee, and most of all love I will always be thankful! Each moment is a "Holy Moment!" I am proud to be called the "rent boy" priest, for in woundedness comes healing for others. Ha! Holy Moments! My former denomination literally crucified me for being gay, making up rumors, to cover their tracks. I have one friend now from those days who could not have been my friend before he retired. I was thrown out on the streets, and I hated, literally hated the Church, and God. "Holy Moments!" But in allowing myself to let the Spirit of God move, my love for the Church has returned, the Church I serve like John Wesley is "outside the Gates". "Holy Moments!" Each week as the Eucharist is celebrated on Haight Street with homeless young people and adults, and in my apartment with individuals who work the late shift in the surrounding hospitals the Church is present. "Holy Moments!" Sitting with a family whose brother has just been found dead in a storage container he rented, and was locked , the Church is present. "Holy Moments"! The following Ode is a reminder the Church is made up of broken people: Ode to the Church. How much I must criticize you, my church, and yet how much I love you! How you have made me suffer much and yet owe much to you. I should like to see you destroyed and yet I need your presence. You have given me much scandal and yet you alone have made me understand holiness. Never in this world have I seen anything more obscurantist, more compromised, more false, and yet never in this world have I touched anything purer, more generous, and more beautiful. Many times I have felt like slamming the door of my soul in your face – and yet how often I have prayed that I might die in your sure arms! No, I cannot be free of you, for I am one with you, even though not completely you. Then, too – where would I go? To build another church? But I cannot build another without the same defects, for they are my own defeats I bear within me. And again, if I build one, it will be my Church, and no longer Christ’s. No, I am old enough to know that I am no better than others. I shall not leave this Church, founded on so frail a rock, because I should be founding another one on an even frailer rock: myself. And then, what do rocks matter? What matters is Christ’s promise, what matters is the cement that binds the rocks into one: the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit alone can build the Church with stones as ill‐hewn as we. Carlo Carretto. Life is a "Holy Moment!" Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ---------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 --------------- Dr. Anderson, I hope you are reading my blog, for I want to truly thank you for all the Holy Moments you gave to me. |
Priest As Fool! In the Beginning!Reading 1 Gn 1:1-19
In the beginning, when God created the heavens and the earth, the earth was a formless wasteland, and darkness covered the abyss, while a mighty wind swept over the waters. Then God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. God saw how good the light was. God then separated the light from the darkness. God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." Thus evening came, and morning followed–the first day. Read More
Then God said, "Let there be a dome in the middle of the waters, to separate one body of water from the other." And so it happened: God made the dome, and it separated the water above the dome from the water below it. God called the dome "the sky." Evening came, and morning followed–the second day. Then God said, "Let the water under the sky be gathered into a single basin, so that the dry land may appear." And so it happened: the water under the sky was gathered into its basin, and the dry land appeared. God called the dry land "the earth," and the basin of the water he called "the sea." God saw how good it was. Then God said, "Let the earth bring forth vegetation: every kind of plant that bears seed and every kind of fruit tree on earth that bears fruit with its seed in it." And so it happened: the earth brought forth every kind of plant that bears seed and every kind of fruit tree on earth that bears fruit with its seed in it. God saw how good it was. Evening came, and morning followed–the third day. Then God said: "Let there be lights in the dome of the sky, to separate day from night. Let them mark the fixed times, the days and the years, and serve as luminaries in the dome of the sky, to shed light upon the earth." And so it happened: God made the two great lights, the greater one to govern the day, and the lesser one to govern the night; and he made the stars. God set them in the dome of the sky, to shed light upon the earth, to govern the day and the night, and to separate the light from the darkness. God saw how good it was. Evening came, and morning followed–the fourth day. Responsorial Psalm Ps 104:1-2a, 5-6, 10 and 12, 24 and 35c R. (31b) May the Lord be glad in his works. Bless the LORD, O my soul! O LORD, my God, you are great indeed! You are clothed with majesty and glory, robed in light as with a cloak. R. May the Lord be glad in his works. You fixed the earth upon its foundation, not to be moved forever; With the ocean, as with a garment, you covered it; above the mountains the waters stood. R. May the Lord be glad in his works. You send forth springs into the watercourses that wind among the mountains. Beside them the birds of heaven dwell; from among the branches they send forth their song. R. May the Lord be glad in his works. How manifold are your works, O LORD! In wisdom you have wrought them all— the earth is full of your creatures; Bless the LORD, O my soul! Alleluia. R. May the Lord be glad in his works. Alleluia Mt 4:23 R. Alleluia, alleluia. Jesus preached the Gospel of the Kingdom and cured every disease among the people. R. Alleluia, alleluia. Gospel Mk 6:53-56 After making the crossing to the other side of the sea, Jesus and his disciples came to land at Gennesaret and tied up there. As they were leaving the boat, people immediately recognized him. They scurried about the surrounding country and began to bring in the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was. Whatever villages or towns or countryside he entered, they laid the sick in the marketplaces and begged him that they might touch only the tassel on his cloak; and as many as touched it were healed. ========================= Remembering the Emmaual AME Church in Charleston, South Carolina, in 2015 offering nothing but words of forgiveness towards Dylan Roof, I see and hear Jesus saying: Humans are not made for the Sabbath: the sabbath is made for humans." This proclamation by Jesus is not to be confined to a narrow interpretation of Jewish law, but a cosmological statement concerning the relationship of each and every human being to all institutions. Institutions are made for humanity or as one seminary professor once proclaimed: "Jesus came to put an end to religion." Institutions have become instruments of death. Their preservation has become the a form of idolatry, we raise millions for their survival ignoring the homeless, the handicapped, all they have been created to serve. Institutions have become more ineffective and corrupt. Basic human needs are ignored for their survival. In the last twenty years, sexual abuse rings through all institutions because we have endowed them with magical, life-changing power, and because we place the "Divine" within the Church, the Church has hurt millions. I love the Church, and see its human form, but also see her as my Mother in the service of feeding the hungry etc. I do not give her magical power over me, but work in service. We must begin to look at our expectations of institutions and see how we project life-giving qualities within them, thus setting them up to have power over us. Jesus would have us withdraw those projections we place on institutions and place those expectations within ourselves. We must include whatever we project onto the institution of Jesus; each of us must come to know himself or herself as priest, anointed one, prophet. If we fail to withdraw our projections and continue to endow institutions with magical-divine power they will kill us. Jesus never intended to found a "religion", he intended for us to encounter the Divine, bring the Divine within ourselves, and serve others. As the Buddhists say: "There is a time on the spiritual journey when a person must decide never to belong to anything else ever again. Temenos is formed as a religious, church, non-profit, for tax purposes, at my death its money will be given for socks, food, and other supplies for street kids, and then dissolved. I am a priest, ordained as a sign of my calling, but the priesthood to which I am a member is that of the "priesthood of all believers." In the beginning, all was good, and in the person of Jesus he came to love, heal, and show us what the Kingdom of God truly is, not an institution for the reign of our God! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 temenos.org 415-305-2124 ------------------------------ If you want to be a prophet don't belong to an organization! Daniel Berrigan. |
A Light Not of Our Own Making!"Priest As Fool!"
Isa. 58: 7-10: "Share your bread with the hungry, shelter the oppressed and the homeless, clothe the naked... 2 Corinthians 2:1-5: "For I resolve to know nothing while I was with you, but Jesus Christ and him crucified. ." Matthew 5:13-16: "Jesus said to his disciples, 'You are the salt of the earth'." Read More
Each day, in the words of the Eucharistic liturgy the words "Be what you see, become who you are," ring out as a reminder in that we are the salt of the earth, we should permeate all of creation with sermons being preached in acts of care, we are called to be instruments of God's work in the world, actively attending to the concrete needs of others. God is the deep origin of all that we do. The light of our concrete actions illuminate not our heroism and sanctity, but God's activity in and through us. My late friend Dr. Michael Dwinell wrote a book entitled Being Priest to One Another! One chapter is entitled: "Priest as a Fool," I will relate as it affects me, and I invite you to reflect on how you see yourself as a priest in the "priesthood of all believers". With all, I pour myself out into a powerful and passionate proclamation that the celebration of the Eucharist represents and demonstrates the heart of the drama of creation itself. I speak of death, of a raging death of violence. In lifting up the bread, and saying: "This is the body of Christ". I proclaim the absurd! It is even more absurd to remind that we are commanded imaginary and sacramentally to eat the dismembered limbs and spilled blood. Yet, even more, absurd is to proclaim that this is the food and drink of eternal life, of heaven, the very act of becoming one with Almighty God. This proclamation overturns our aesthetic taste, and our moral values, beyond reason. Either the declaration of a priest is the ravings of a lunatic or they are the absolute truth. If the witness and proclamation of the priest are of truth then the world is not what we think it is. Our modes of perception and our definitions of reality are grossly deficient and disturbed. The fool is one who takes the entire worldview, the whole view, turns it upside down, in and out, and throws it in the air, so that we understand what we take for granted is a mere fraction of reality. "Priest feeds us with brokenness and splits and death, and we are saved by cannibalizing brokenness and splits and death." I am always being asked questions about my relationships with institutions, and why I am not afraid of rumors and accusations, of being a "friend" to people I hang with. I see no divisions, no fear of anyone, but simply as children of God. I take all lightly and center in the Eucharist. I am a "fool for Christ." Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ---------------------- Father River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 [email protected] ========================= My thanks to Fr. Stephen Bartlett-Re and Bill and Dina Tiege for their support and care in my recovery from surgery! |
To the Mississippiby: Charles Timothy Brooks (1813-1883)
Majestic stream! along thy banks, In silent, stately, solemn ranks, The forests stand, and seem with pride To gaze upon thy mighty tide; As when, in olden classic time, Beneath a soft, blue Grecian clime, Bent o'er the stage, in breathless awe, Crowds thrilled and trembled, as they saw Sweep by the pomp of human life, The sounding flood of passion's strife, And the great stream of history Glide on before the musing. There, row on row, the gazers rise; Above, look down the arching skies; Read More
O'er all those gathered multitudes
Such deep and voiceful silence broods, Methinks one mighty heart I hear Beat high with hope, or quake with fear;-- E'en so yon groves and forests seem Spectators of this rushing stream. In sweeping, circling ranks they rise, Beneath the blue o'erarching skies; They crowd around and forward lean, As eager to behold the scene-- To see, proud river! sparkling wide, The long procession of thy tide-- To stand and gaze, and feel with thee All thy unuttered ecstasy. It seems as if a heart did thrill Within yon forests, deep and still, So soft and ghost-like is the sound That stirs their solitude profound. More poems by Charles Timothy Brooks Copyright (c) 2007 - 2023 Black Cat Poems. All rights reserved. Browse poems by poet | Browse poems by subject These days I think of my life like the Mississippi River, a mighty river, one that at 15, a friend and I canoed from New Madrid, Missouri to New Orleans, Louisiana. We told our parents we were finishing our canoeing merit badge, and in the days before social media left them a note telling them our real plans. It was going to be a fun trip, only taking "a week" but it was the first real-life lesson we both would experience, a lesson that would prepare us for real life. We both were raised in well to do families, and given anything we wanted, in otherwords, we were entitled, spoiled rotten kids. It was a beautiful June morning as we pulled away from the New Madrid levy. Sunny, beautiful blue sky, And as we paddled further we encountered heavy currents, and through the next ten days found ourselves fighting heavy currents, and two thunderstorms. It was dangerous. There was much beauty, the trees, the wild ducks and geese, all varieties of birds, plenty of snakes, rabbits, and other creatures. We ate plenty of catfish and carp. We ate craw dead's. And as we entered the New Orleans harbor we could see the Gulf of Mexico looming ahead and the Mississippi joining the Gulf. Sitting at Toast eating a beautiful, healthy lunch, I experience guilt passing by people sitting on the street and only giving them a candy bar. I experience guilt in my warm apartment every night, and in having excellent health insurance. We all deserve food, housing, and health insurance. Every last human being deserves these rights. I was asked the other day for the umpteenth time, "What is your legacy going to be?" Donations have been withdrawn because I am not making any "progress" with getting the homeless off the street (hilarious with all the money the City has spent the last thirty years to do just that)! My legacy, is "I try!" My life tumbles hits the banks of the river, is knocked around by rocks and fallen branches of doubt, disappointment, people's judgment, anger, and hatred. Like all fish in the stream, I am bruised, and injured, by illness, and age. And like all fish, who fight the harshness of the river, I ultimately will lay down my life and enter the Gulf, the Great Sea, the presence of God. We become one with the Source and all of our anger, hatred, and prejudices disappear in that Great Love! One day Dorothy Day responded to some harsh criticism with these words: "I try!' Getting nearer to flowing into the Great Gulf/Sea of Life, I too respond with all of my heart and being, "I try!" to practice Matthew 25:31-43: Matthew 25:31-46: “When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, then he will sit on the throne of his glory. All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats, and he will put the sheep at his right hand and the goats at the left. Then the king will say to those at his right hand, ‘Come, you that are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; for I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care of me, I was in prison and you visited me.’ Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry and gave you food, or thirsty and gave you something to drink? And when was it that we saw you a stranger and welcomed you, or naked and gave you clothing? And when was it that we saw you sick or in prison and visited you?’ And the king will answer them, ‘Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me.’ Then he will say to those at his left hand, ‘You that are accursed, depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels; for I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not give me clothing, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.’ Then they also will answer, ‘Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not take care of you?’ Then he will answer them, ‘Truly I tell you, just as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.’ And these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.” Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! "It seems to me that if you or I must choose between two courses of thought or action, we should remember our dying and try so to live that our death brings us no pleasure on the world." John Steinback (East of Eden) -------------------------------------------------------- Ash Wednesday! February 22, 2023 Anointing and Imposing of Ashes On Polk: 8:00 p.m.-2:00 a.m. and Haight Street 2:00 p.m.-5:00 p.m. ======================= We beg for gifts to provide pastoral care, food, socks, and other needs! You May Give By Mail: Temenos Catholic Worker P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 Pay Pal If anyone needs a tax summary for 2022 please email River! ------------------------- "I was suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that I loved all those people, that they were mine, and I theirs, that we could not be alien to one another even though we were total strangers. It was like walking from a dream of separateness." Thomas Merton |
In the Shadow Lands!
The Visit of the Magi: Matthew 2:1-9
2 In the time of King Herod, after Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea, magi[a] from the east came to Jerusalem, 2 asking, “Where is the child who has been born king of the Jews? For we observed his star in the east[b] and have come to pay him homage.” 3 When King Herod heard this, he was frightened, and all Jerusalem with him, 4 and calling together all the chief priests and scribes of the people, he inquired of them where the Messiah[c] was to be born. 5 They told him, “In Bethlehem of Judea, for so it has been written by the prophet: 6 ‘And you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah, for from you shall come a ruler who is to shepherd[d] my people Israel.’ ” Read More
7 Then Herod secretly called for the magi[e] and learned from them the exact time when the star had appeared. 8 Then he sent them to Bethlehem, saying, “Go and search diligently for the child, and when you have found him, bring me word so that I may also go and pay him homage.” 9 When they had heard the king, they set out, and there, ahead of them, went the star that they had seen in the east,[f] until it stopped over the place where the child was. ============ We now enter the season of Epiphany, the season in which we celebrate Christ being the Light of the World. The reality is his light is covered by shadows. We live in Shadow Land. All around us are the shadows of violence, fear, climate change, homelessness, poverty and so many more. The Shadow Land seen in Rebeca Shaw's words "tells us that human activity is driving plant and animal species to extinction at a rate not seen since the dinosaurs vanished 65 million years ago. The biannual Living Planet Report from the World Wildlife Fund estimates that vertebrae populations have had an average decline of 70% since 1970." One report estimates that 40% of youth suicide are LGBTQ-related, and 10% of those are transgender. In the past three months, there have been two deaths of transgender youths. Both committed suicide. Their parents wanted nothing to do with them. We recently walked out on the Golden Gate Bridge, and with the "Service of Committal" cast their ashes into the sea, into the arms of God. A little of me dies with each person I know who dies. These shadows have been allowing our compassion to remain in the Shadow Land. It has been strange trying to share my grief, about my two young friends, who have died of suicide in the last 2 months. When asked why I am sad, and I am honest, faces turn the other way, and the subject is changed. They do not understand about why a person wishes to change their gender expression, and become transgender. For me it is seeing each person as a human being to be loved, allowing them simply to be a child of God. Many people are breaking traditional gender norms: young goth youth are wearing eyeliner and fingernail polish. I wear fingernail polish. We need to simply enjoy the child of God in each person. Several friends have talked to me about "retiring" and recently I read you become "elderly" when you have no mission or hope, and simply let yourself begin to die. There is a fire of love that burns within me and until that fire dies, I will not be "elderly" and retire. We live in the Shadow Land when we stay in our own"little tribes" and do not step out into the light of love for each person we encounter. So the question and challenge to us comes in the words of Fr. Gustavo Gutierrez Merino" "So you love the poor? Then tell me what are their names?" ======================== Fr. River Damien Sims. sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Following the Star!The Visit of the Magi
2 In the time of King Herod, after Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea, magi[a] from the east came to Jerusalem, 2 asking, “Where is the child who has been born king of the Jews? For we observed his star in the east[b] and have come to pay him homage.” 3 When King Herod heard this, he was frightened, and all Jerusalem with him, 4 and calling together all the chief priests and scribes of the people, he inquired of them where the Messiah[c] was to be born. 5 They told him, “In Bethlehem of Judea, for so it has been written by the prophet: 6 ‘And you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah, for from you shall come a ruler who is to shepherd[d] my people Israel.’ ” 7 Then Herod secretly called for the magi[e] and learned from them the exact time when the star had appeared. 8 Then he sent them to Bethlehem, saying, “Go and search diligently for the child, and when you have found him, bring me word so that I may also go and pay him homage.” 9 When they had heard the king, they set out, and there, ahead of them, went the star that they had seen in the east,[f] until it stopped over the place where the child was. Read More
---------------------------------------- Dorothy Soetile reminds us that following the Star is a lifelong pursuit: "The frightened shepherds become God's messengers. They organize, make haste, find others and speak with them. Do we not all want to become shepherds and catch sight of the angels? I think so. ...Because the angels sing, the shepherds rise, leave their fears behind, and set out for Bethlehem, wherever it is situated these days. --------------------------------------------- On the night of the birth of Jesus, there were three Wise Men, three Kings, powerful men, all they had to do was wiggle their little fingers, and all would be given to them. When they approached Jesus each offered a gift and walked away empty-handed. They were the first to acknowledge our call to leave our fears behind and set out for Bethlehem, wherever it is situated these days. Fr. Louie Vitale, from a wealthy family, a bomber pilot in the Second World War, followed the Star, leading him to his Bethlehem, turning his life upside down and leading him to the priesthood of working with the homeless and a non-violent advocate; The Reverend Glenda Hope, following followed the Star to Bethlehem was ordained the first woman in the Presbyterian Church in San Francisco, spending her life working with the homeless. Rio following the Star encountered Bethlehem in his call to ordination, the Star which led him through rejection and abandonment and brought him out of prostitution, to ministry with the homeless youth in San Francisco. Following the Star to Bethlehem does not make life easier, but centers us in Christ, allowing us to see the Reign of God where all will be healed! All three have seen the "Slaughtering of the Innocents" on the streets of San Francisco spending their lives in service. The "Slaughtering of Innocents" continue on the streets of San Francisco, and throughout our nation and the world! So Happy New Year! My NewYears Resolution is to continue to follow the Star which I found in Bethlem on the streets of San Francisco and to follow these concluding words: Hildegard Von Bingen "As the light begins to return in this circle of the seasons, we have spent some necessary time in quiet contemplation, not the simple vows of silence that are part of our normal waking and working hours, but the solitary contemplation that comes without distractions. My thoughts have often considered the many trappings and traditions of our church that rule the day-to-day moments of our lives. I imagine most religions have these and I question their relevance and purpose except to control the lives of the participants in some way. More and more I feel the need to ignore all the little “do” and “do nots” preached with the fiery threats of some hellish afterlife if we do not comply. The important basics only remain, to treat all of creation with respect, compassion, and above all, love. God is love. God loves all. We are asked to love all as well." -------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw. D.Min, D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 We are beggars! All gifts are tax-deductible in 2022! |
God!
The Birth of Jesus Luke 2:1-14
2 In those days a decree went out from Caesar Augustus that all the world should be registered. 2 This was the first registration and was taken while Quirinius was governor of Syria. 3 All went to their own towns to be registered. 4 Joseph also went from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to the city of David called Bethlehem, because he was descended from the house and family of David. 5 He went to be registered with Mary, to whom he was engaged and who was expecting a child. 6 While they were there, the time came for her to deliver her child. 7 And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in bands of cloth and laid him in a manger, because there was no place in the guest room.[a] The Shepherds and the Angels 8 Now in that same region there were shepherds living in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 Then an angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10 But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid, for see, I am bringing you good news of great joy for all the people: 11 to you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is the Messiah,[b] the Lord. 12 This will be a sign for you: you will find a child wrapped in bands of cloth and lying in a manger.” 13 And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host,[c] praising God and saying, 14 “Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace among those whom he favors!” Read More
---------------------------------------- Two days ago I was having breakfast at a "Toast" across the street and in comes a man wrapped in a "tiger skin" blanket, with nothing underneath. The manager tried to rush him out, so I got up and ordered him breakfast and we sat outside. He introduced himself to me as "God", so for an hour we sat and talked about creation and his love for humanity. The police arrived and told the manager there was nothing they could do, "People run around in San Francisco naked all the time, he is apparently using drugs, but no threat to anyone." The comments of people walking by were very negative, many of them had been drinking, and several were smoking marijuana. There is a mushroom shop in the Haight, and I only know five or six people who are "straight edge", doing no drugs. We live in a drug culture, yet we criticize and try to run homeless people away when they are 'high'. I see naked men in the Castro all the time, but they are not homeless either, so that is ok. To me "God", in our photo is a sign, and he is a sign which means a great deal if we truly understand. We do understand it if we do not merely hear these tidings: This will be a sign for you: you will find a child wrapped in bands of cloth and lying in a manger,” but also have in our hearts the light which appeared with the angels. He appeared with light when these tidings were first proclaimed to make us realize that it is only those who have the spiritual light in their minds who truly hear. This Christmas when you see homeless individuals on the street, in your heart see "God"! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------------------ Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org ---------------------------- Personally, I would like to wish each one of you a very Merry Christmas! "May the Lord bless you and keep you. May the Lord make his face shine upon you. May the Lord lift up his countenance and give you peace." Amen. |
The Blessedness We Carry!Gospel Lk 1:46-56
Mary said: “My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord; my spirit rejoices in God my savior. for he has looked upon his lowly servant. From this day all generations will call me blessed: the Almighty has done great things for me, and holy is his Name. He has mercy on those who fear him in every generation. He has shown the strength of his arm and has scattered the pride in their conceit. He has cast down the mighty from their thrones and has lifted up the lowly. He has filled the hungry with good things, and the rich he has sent away empty. He has come to the help of his servant Israel for he remembered his promise of mercy, the promise he made to our fathers, to Abraham and his children for ever.” Mary remained with Elizabeth for about three months and then returned to her home. Read More
---------------------------------------- What Hannah, Elizabeth, and Mary all have in common, what allows them to sing in harmony is that they know they have received God's blessing, Each one of them has carried the blessing around in their body, kicking and growing until no one who looks at her can miss it. For Mary, there is a great blessing, and hope for the future, there is great fear, and yet great trust in God. Mary has been embarrassed and afraid of the most miserable of the miserable, but God has blessed her in her low estate and has made her a promise she believes, and that is the living definition of faith, faith that gives substance to our hopes, faith in things not seen. Today we think of the mothers on the border, cold, afraid, and not knowing what tomorrow may bring. They come bringing such hopes for their children, facing a government that appears not to care. They come to a country they believe bears hope for everyone, yet are met with indifference, and uncaring. Today we think of the young men and women living on our streets, cold, afraid, rejected, treated with indifference, and ignored. Today we hear the cries of the 44% of LGTBQ youth who are considering suicide, the 62% who have not been able to receive the mental health care needed, the 50% not in an LGBTQ life-affirming school, and the 70% who experience discrimination based on sexual identity or gender identity issues. These percentages are for California alone. Today Mary stands with her arms open, reminding us that we are all, men and women, mothers of all who live in despair, fear, and hopelessness, calling us to cast down the mighty from their thrones, to lift up the poor, bringing housing. health care, food, and equality for all. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
Cracking A Part the Shell to Open Hearts!Luke 1:26-38
Meister Echart wisely said, "Do not cling to the symbols, but GET TO THE INNER TRUTH. ."What good is it if Mary is full of grace IF WE ARE NOT FULL OF GRACE? And what good is it if Mary is the Mother of God? IF WE ARE NOT ALSO THE MOTHERS OF GOD?" Yesterday I completed the "Forty Mile Challenge" of the Trevor Project, by walking out to the center of the Golden Gate Bridge, where it was breezy and freezing cold. Praying the words of the Office of the Dead over the ashes in my hand of my young transgender friend I cast them over the Bridge into the Sea, and wondering at the same time if there was hypocrisy in doing so because those words come from the prayer book of a branch of religion he felt rejected him. Looking at the "inner truth of the Gospels," we see a Jesus who loved the poorest of the poor, the most broken, and never condemned anyone because of their sexual gender, in fact, he never mentioned it, calling each one of us into becoming "mothers of God." Redemption is not being "saved" from our "outward sin" but the liberation of our hearts from within to remove discrimination, hatred, and injustice from our hearts. "Redemption is the journey of being reconnected to the light of God within. It is a journey home that takes us through what seems like unknown land. Redemption is not the bringing of light into a creation that is essentially dark, but rather the liberating of light from the heart of life." J. Phillip Newell. Read More
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This Christmas go out on the streets, and look, look closely and you will find Transgender individuals, go to the Trangsgencer bar in your community, and take one individual out to lunch or dinner. We do not understand what we do not know! Push aside your taught beliefs by homophobes, and transphobes, and crack open the shell to new understanding and new life! Deo Gratias! ------------------------------------------ "Together, we can make sure that LGBTQ young people who need support know they are not alone. Your support will help us provide them with the affirmation and love they deserve--every single one. Your gift also helps Trevor to: Advocate against anti-LGBTQ laws and work with policymakers to pass legislation to protect LGBTQ youth Connect LGBTQ peers through TrevorSpace, our safe space social networking site Conduct original research to capture the unique experiences of LGBTQ young people Will you consider a monthly gift? By giving each month, this will help us ensure we’re able to reach every single one of the young LGBTQ people who reach out to us all year round. For questions about giving or website issues, please contact us at [email protected] or (212) 695-8650. The Trevor Project is a 501(c)(3) tax-exempt organization and your gift is tax-deductible! ================================== Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656. San Francisco, CA 94164. www.temenos.org 415-305-2124. |
Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe!December 12, 2022
"So Fill Our Imaginations!" Judith 13:18-19 "Then Uzziah said to her, "O daughter you are blessed by the Most High God above all other women on earth. . ." On this day of celebration let us "So Fill Our Imaginations" with the God who in various and sundry ways appears to us at the times needed. Our God reveals himself in many forms, and in the greatest times of need. Juan Diego was a simple man. He was Our Lady of Guadalupe's kind, "To him, she entrusted the delivery of a message instructing his bishop to build a sacred sight that would serve as a place of refuge and peace--a place where her Son would give the people his help, compassion and protection.. When the bishop turned him away, Juan Diego begged Mary to choose someone of status or nobility to do the very important work of God. "I am a nobody," he said, nothing, like a pile of sticks." But the Blessed Mother picked him up from his knees and commissioned him to go. Read More
Mary, Our Lady of Guadalupe, came to the people of Mexico, the native Mexicans, who had been raped, murdered, and beaten down. The people were a mixture of Spanish and Native American blood, considered nobodies. They had no rights. Mary came to give them hope, to raise them up. She brought a sense of identity that transformed the country.
Our Lady of Guadalupe has through the centuries continued to identify with the "nobodies": in their struggles; the poorest of the poor. In every major social justice struggle, her image leads the poorest of the poor. On a cool night in Los Angles, a young gay sex worker rested before her statue and heard her voice reminding him, "You were called to preach in your mother's womb, pick yourself up, go preach, let no one stand in your way," thus began his journey back to full-time ministry, a "nobody", but one who had a God-given purpose. The message of Guadalupe our mother, is for us to continue building a world in which all God's children will be well fed and safely sheltered, will have access to good health care, housing, and schools--will be treated with the same dignity and respect as the Son of God she bore. May God fill our imaginations with Our Lady of Guadalupe, who comes to the most oppressed, and the poorest of the poor in the world! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------------------ Book Review
"So Fill Our Imaginations The Words and Play of A Year of Preaching Mark Lloyd Taylor Dr. Mark Lloyd Taylor is Professor Emeritus at Seattle University, and has taught theology, worship, and preaching there for twenty-five years. He is a lay preacher at St. Paul's Episcopal Church. The sermons are from the years 2016-2017. Dr. Taylor preached from the Lectionary Cycle A. His sermons are well written and are very academic in presentation. The only criticism is that during the election year of 2016 and the year that followed he was very blunt about his feelings about the President in a very negative manner. What that raised in my mind was how the other parties' supporters were effective. My own practice is not to share my own beliefs about political issues within reason. I have donors from all sides and I show respect for them. We can not put others in the same bucket. Polarization is destroying our society, and we need to come together in a common space. Overall this is a good book, and Mark in his experience makes a good presentation. ======================================= Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 64265 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Repent! The Reign of God Is Near!"John the Baptist came to the Judean wilderness and began preaching.
."Repent of your sins, and turn to God, for the Reign of God is at hand. Matthew 3:1-2." Last night I sat with a seventeen-year-old transgender man* *as he died from an overdose of fentanyl; on November 20 we had the Club Q massacre in Colorado Springs, LGTBQ Club, and two were transgender. I thought of my own complicity in the discrimination of being an ordained priest; of my own pain caused by the Church. I thought of the pain the Church had inflicted on me as well! Read More
Dr. Megan Rhor writes: "Churches always want to welcome queer people but do it quietly to avoid the bullets, bullies and rage and all who blame queer people .for every problem in society." I have no adult friends who are active in local churches with whom I can comfortably about talk queer youth or even adults. Churches are always silent when it comes to LGTBQ issues, especially youth! When denominations open to LGBTQ they push everything behind the door and move on without being inclusive of education and talking about feelings and pain resulting from past discrimination. All is well as the sins of the past continue to corrode and destroy. Drug use is growing among youth. A recent study tells us that over half of California youth over 12 drink alcohol, and twenty-percent smoke marijuana. Personally, I only know six who are straight-edge and who are homeless or housed and I know hundreds. Our woundedness can only be healed as we grieve, and then put our lives back together. In doing so we can become wounded healers. For wounded healers embrace and move through their pain. Jesus accepts all of us equally, he loves each one of us equally and cares for us as his brothers and sisters without judgment. Join me in the Trevor Project, focused on suicide prevention efforts among LGBTQ youth. Their stated goals are to provide crisis intervention and suicide prevention services for people under twenty-five. The heaviest rates of suicide are among LGTBQ youth, forty percent of the total number. During December the Trevor Project is sponsoring a "Forty Mile Challenged Walk", walking forty miles during the month with individuals donating for each mile. Each mile is walked in support of LGBTQ youth. You may donate to me on Facebook or send a donation on their website: www.trevorproject.org. Join in making the "Reign of God come near!" =================== Advent Study Advent in Narnia Reflections for the Season By Heidi Haverkame Get a copy of the book and follow our reflections during the week. We are studying The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis. Read Week One. Fr. River Sims |
A Book Review and Reflection on Birthing the Holy Christine Valters PaintersPaintner presents an introduction to Mary as one who gives birth to the Holy in the early part of the Gospels and at the end surrenders herself to something she never ever could have imagined, to be the human Mother of the Messiah, of God.
In Birthing the Holy, Paintner presents the manifestation of a prism of Mary which continues to reflect the many forms of the love of Jesus. Cynthia Bourgeault writes that mystical hope "has something to do with presence--not a future good outcome, but the immediate experience of being met in communion, held in communion,by something immediately at hand." It was Mary, in the manifestations of "Our Lady of Guadalupe" and "Mary the Untier of Knots" through whom Christ kept me close to him when I wanted to run away. Those manifestations remind me of the words Dorothy Day about the Church: "She is both a whore and our Mother." Read more
Mary is why I am still a priest. Thirty-four years ago I left another state for Los Angles, broken, defeated, and hating the Church and Christ. My sexuality had turned the treasures of my life against me. I was removed from the ministry and marked with a scarlet letter. I vowed, I swore I would never go back. To make a living, and frankly, giving the Church and God a finger I became a sex worker. But God was not through with me, for through my Hispanic sex worker friends I was introduced to "Our Lady of Guadalupe", the racially mixed Mother of God, who lead her people into struggling against injustice. She transcended all boundaries. As I experienced the presence of the archetypical Rose, I found Jesus again, the Jesus who accepts all. And in the early morning light before her statue, my heart felt that strange warmness, that once called me to ministry, and I left sex work and began my move once again to ministry. Secondly, "Mary, Untier of the Knots" through the years has been very meaningful. The knots are those things within our lives that keep us tied up. The heart of healing work is the transformation of our wounds and self-imposed limitations of grief and loss that enslave us. The Wounded Healer, as so beautifully expressed by writer Fr. Henri Nouwen, points to the way that our own healing is broken open through our woundedness and allows us to become healers. Mary pointed me back to Jesus, my Hope and Redeemer. Jesus who is not judgmental accepts all of my spots and transforms them into tools of love. This Advent I encourage all of us to read Birthing the Holy and allow these manifestations of Mary to embrace each of us, allowing us to see Jesus, as our Healer, Redeemer, and the One who loves us with all of his heart. Julian of Norwich sums it all up in her poem: “God chose to be our mother in all things and so made the foundation of his work, most humbly and most pure, in the Virgin’s womb God, the perfect wisdom of all arrayed himself in this humble place. Christ came in our poor flesh to share a mother’s care. Our mothers bear us for pain and for death; our true mother, Jesus, bears us for joy and endless life. Christ carried us within him in love and travail, until the fulltime of his passion. And when all was complete and he had carried us so for joy, still all this would not satisfy the power of his wonderful love. All that we owe is redeemed in truly loving God, for the love of Christ works in us; Christ is the one whom we love.” Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
The Holy Thief!Isa. 2:15.
Matthew 24:37-44. "Work hard to enter the narrow door in God's Kingdom for many will try to but will fail.,. Luke 13:24. In The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, C.S. Lewis writes of four children who have been sent from their home in London to the countryside to escape the Blitz during World War II. They are in a new place living apart from their parents with two adult caretakers who are mostly absent. Read more
One rainy day Lucy finds a wardrobe all by itself in an empty room full of coats and as she enters she finds herself in the middle of a snowy forest. Lucy was the "Holy Thief" walking into Advent, similar to walking into the wardrobe. Lucy did not belong in the wardrobe, nor in the forest, she was not invited, just walked in. This was Narnia. In San Francisco, we often forget what cold and snow feel like. Advent in Narnia is being set apart from ordinary time, with a glimpse of a more kind and caring world. the "Holy Thief" sneaks into our lives quietly, bringing us a glimpse of Narnia. And in that glimpse, we see with our hearts homelessness, hunger, destruction of our environment, and global catastrophe. And move forward being a vision of transformation into Narnia. .Each day as I walk into Golden Gate Park, hang on the Haight, and walk through the darkness of the Tenderloin I always return more hopeful, for there I meet brothers and sisters who look death in the face and yet remain hopeful and joyful. God stealing in! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
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Advent StudyAdvent in Narnia.
Reflections for the Season by Heidi Haverkame. Get a copy of the book and follow our reflections during the week. We are studying The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis. Read Week One. Fr. River Sim. P.O. Box 642656. San Francisco, CA 94164. www. temenos.org 415-305-2124. |
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ONE BRIGHT MOMENT IN Narnia (The Reign of God!)Matthew 5:3-12
New Living Translation The Beatitudes 3 “God blesses those who are poor and realize their need for him,[a] for the Kingdom of Heaven is theirs. 4 God blesses those who mourn, for they will be comforted. 5 God blesses those who are humble, for they will inherit the whole earth. 6 God blesses those who hunger and thirst for justice,[b] for they will be satisfied. 7 God blesses those who are merciful, for they will be shown mercy. 8 God blesses those whose hearts are pure, for they will see God. 9 God blesses those who work for peace, for they will be called the children of God. 10 God blesses those who are persecuted for doing right, for the Kingdom of Heaven is theirs. 11 “God blesses you when people mock you and persecute you and lie about you and say all sorts of evil things against you because you are my followers. 12 Be happy about it! Be very glad! For a great reward awaits you in heaven. And remember, the ancient prophets were persecuted in the same way. Read more
Two days ago as I turned onto Hwy 121 and headed into Napa Valley, I began relaxing and smiling, experiencing the smells and sights of Autumn as the fall colors of the grapevines dashed before my eyes much like the leaves of the trees of my childhood in the south and midwest. Followed by the taste, and smell of the new wine. In those moments, I had a glimpse of entering Narnia.
The dream continued as I presented the stories of our homeless adults and youth on Polk and Haight Streets to the sixth-grade students attending St. Apollinaris Catholic School. There were no cell phones, no texting, and all were bright-eyed and attentive, asking questions well beyond their maturity, and retaining child-like qualities. There was no judgment, no classism, simply concern and compassion for our street youth and adults. Concerned only with the moment. These were "Narnia" moments with Aslian, the Great Lion-- the Divine Heart (Jesus) smiling at each one of us. These were moments of the Reign of God in all of its fullness. My heart was uplifted, and the tiredness within my bones vanished. On All Saint's Day, and All Soul's Day we remember all the Saints (both named and unnamed) who have crossed into Narnia, (the Reigh of God), and surround us in the Great Cloud of Witnesses, supporting and cheering us as we continue our journey. For we are called to bring the sunshine of Narnia into our world, feeding, being present to others, listening, and simply caring. Let us remember the words of St. Clare of Assisi: "We become what we love and Who we love shapes what we become," entering into the Divine Heart (Jesus), and loving others. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! -------------------------------- All Saints/All Souls Zoom! Tuesday, November 1, 2022 5:00 p.m. Meeting I.D. 761-4436-8264 "A Time of Remembrance And Prayer!" Bring the names of Loved Ones! You May Also Email me: at [email protected] or text: 415-305-2124 the Names of Loved Ones and I Will Remember Them in Prayer! --------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 64265 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org [email protected] |
Seeds of Compassion!Luke 13:18-21
New Living Translation Parable of the Mustard Seed 18 Then Jesus said, “What is the Kingdom of God like? How can I illustrate it? 19 It is like a tiny mustard seed that a man planted in a garden; it grows and becomes a tree, and the birds make nests in its branches.” Read more
Parable of the Yeast 20 He also asked, “What else is the Kingdom of God like? 21 It is like the yeast a woman used in making bread. Even though she put only a little yeast in three measures of flour, it permeated every part of the dough." Through the years I have lost donations, with comments like: "You do not do anything about the big problems and have results for our money." The truth is there is no way I can "solve" or "fix" people or the problems of homelessness, they are just too big. What I do is simply show love to each person at a time, listening, caring, giving them socks, and most importantly friendship, a ministry of presence! Our Gospel describes how our little acts of kindness will grow to fruition. Keanu Reeves comments: "The simple act of paying attention can take you a long way." Paying attention to someone on the street and to our friends and neighbors takes us a long way. Ultimately Jason Shulman in his book: The Instruction Manual for Receiving God, gives a good summation of viewing life and of simply being a seed of compassion: Let us say that the individual person is a drop of water. . Standing beyond this drop is the ocean: the entirety of All That Is. There are no drops of water in the ocean, of course, just water and more water. So there seem to be two worlds: the world: the world of the individual drop and the world of the ocean. It is tempting to think that the single drop is "my individual ego" and the ocean is God. But this is not true, "God in you and you in God" is the truth. It is as if you awoke to find yourself capable of knowing simultaneously that you are a separate bit of water --glistening, wet, fluid, and alive--and that this "drop" is just a moment of separation in an ocean of water. This ocean is the source of all drops. It is life unending. Knowing both the drop and the ocean is living the life of the Divine Self. It is one world. One life. One God. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! --------------------- Father River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Ex Denominalists!Luke 18:9-14
Parable of the Pharisee and Tax Collector 9 Then Jesus told this story to some who had great confidence in their own righteousness and scorned everyone else: 10 “Two men went to the Temple to pray. One was a Pharisee, and the other was a despised tax collector. 11 The Pharisee stood by himself and prayed this prayer[a]: ‘I thank you, God, that I am not like other people—cheaters, sinners, adulterers. I’m certainly not like that tax collector! 12 I fast twice a week, and I give you a tenth of my income.’ Read more
13 “But the tax collector stood at a distance and dared not even lift his eyes to heaven as he prayed. Instead, he beat his chest in sorrow, saying, ‘O God, be merciful to me, for I am a sinner.’ 14 I tell you, this sinner, not the Pharisee, returned home justified before God. For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.” ================ During the writing of the dissertation for my doctorate several years ago, I interviewed approximately one hundred and fifty people including teenagers seeking to find out how church denominations affected their lives, only five had a positive response, and the remainder had no response. In asking each to share their different journey and yet similar, one could hear the Pharisee speaking to each one:‘I thank you, God, that I am not like other people—cheaters, sinners, adulterers. I’m certainly not like that tax collector! 12 I fast twice a week, and I give you a tenth of my income.’ They left or were kicked out for a number of reasons: in an evangelistic church they disagreed with the theology; several were lesbian or simply female and called to professional ministry; others came out as Queer, and some for refusing to vote for Donald Trump. For all of them: their churches raised money for their building, and simply ignored the poor. In talking with street youth and adult homeless, churches ignore them, reject them, and for many were sexually abused by ministers, priests, or church members. Overall the denominational church has no meaning in their world. In fact, Christianity has no meaning in their lives. Looking into the eyes of each one, seeing their pain, one can hear the words of Jesus: I tell you, this sinner, not the Pharisee, returned home justified before God. For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.” And the Divine One stands with a smile, that radiates across the wounds of each one, with his wounds visible, not from dying for our sins, but as the healing accepting Abba saying: "How I have wanted to gather you together as a hen gathers her children under her wings." Safe in the arms of Jesus and our Mother God with their wounds healed. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ----------- Father River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
BLAZING LOVE!"I have come to set the earth on fire," Jesus proclaims, "and how I wish it were already blazing!"
(Luke 12:49). We might find these words unsettling, hitting a bit close to home. Is Jesus condoning the fires raging across our state? Is Jesus predicting violence, calling for more death and destruction? Read more
Quiet the opposite. In this context, fire is not destructive but cleansing. Jesus is taking a prophetic stance, crying out for a new world order that will begin with an ultimate judgment, one not to be feared but yearned for, a blazing love that sets right and heals the world. He is crying out not in anger, but anguish(12:50) giving us a glimpse of his own inner turmoil. For this fire can only be unleashed through his death--"the baptism with which I must be baptized"-which will set in motion the cleansing and renewal of those who follow him, and set them on fire. His call is for each human being to be loved as a child of God. A call to see through the evil present in people, and see the broken face of Christ. It is an invitation to bring this blazing fire to others. My friend Mike, in the photo above, last week as we were on the street, walked over to the elderly gentleman. He gave "Jim" some food, knelt down, and with tears in his eyes, looked at Jim's feet, the skin broken from walking, with sores, from not having fresh socks. He held the feet in his hands and placed a fresh sock on each foot with loving care! This is the "blazing fire of love", to individually help someone, putting oneself in another's place, and without worrying about personal harm assisting that person. This is the "blazing fire of love", to see each person as precious in God's sight! To take risks to serve! This morning at 5:30 a.m. as I prayed the "Vigil" in the "Daily Office," awaiting the dawning of the day, signifying trusting God to bring another dawn, my mind centered on the recent slayings in Raleigh, North Carolina, and I cry for all who are suffering; I cry for those murdered, for their families, and for the local community. All are broken, and all are in need now, and in the days ahead of the blazing fire of the love of God in individuals to take them into their arms, to hold and, to bring hope and love, and finally I cry for Austin, a young man so overcome with the evil of mental illness he hurt so many. May the blazing fire of love push our society to have mental health for all, and each of us to brings the blazing fire of love in caring for adolescents. In helping them find care and meaning in their lives. And may we remember the words of Father Ronald Rothlheiser: "Whenever we are discouraged in our faith, whenever our hopes seem to be crucified, we need to go back to Galilee, back to the dream and the road. .that we had embarked upon before things went wrong." And in closing let us pray the prayer in today's Vigils: "Hidden God, ever present to me, may I now be present to you, attentive to your every word, attuned to your inspirations, alert to your touch. Empty me that I maybe filled with you alone. Amen." --------------------- Father Christian River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 ----------------- I have started addressing Christmas Cards, and if you do not believe I have your snail mail and would like to have a card please email me. Thanks! |
A Grateful Life!(We have the statue of "Mary: Untier of Knots"/and "Asin", the Lion of Narnia!)
Each day I pray to "Mary: Untier of Knots", asking her to help untie the knots within my life, to Jesus the One who calls me to new life." Read more
2 Timothy 3:14-17 New Living Translation "14 But you must remain faithful to the things you have been taught. You know they are true, for you know you can trust those who taught you. 15 You have been taught the holy Scriptures from childhood, and they have given you the wisdom to receive the salvation that comes by trusting in Christ Jesus. 16 All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It corrects us when we are wrong and teaches us to do what is right. 17 God uses it to prepare and equip his people to do every good work." Fr. Henri Nouwen writes of living in gratitude, and one might ask "How can we live in gratitude? Every day we have death around us, and as I walk the streets and see the pain of homelessness, I have pain and now the long-term effects of the Coronavirus. We look back and we can divide our lives into good things to be grateful for and bad things to forget. I have found when that in dividing the past in such a manner leaves me limping toward the future. Fr. Henri says gently: "True spiritual gratitude embraces all of our past, the good as well as the bad events, the joyful as well as the sorrowful moments. From the place where we stand, everything that took place brought us to this place, and we want to remember all of it as a part of God's guidance. That does not mean all that has happened in the past was good, but it does means that even the bad did not happen outside the loving presence of God..Once all of our past is remembered in gratitude, we are free to be sent into the world to proclaim the good news to others." I look back and see my life in the closet, as a minister, my life as a whore, on the streets, all of which brought me here as a priest. My life good, and bad, has been a blessed life. My life in the injuries has been blessed. In working with people, I share their life experiences and share with them the love of Asian, "The Lion of Judah", and Christ in The Chronicle of Narnia ( The God who loves them no matter what, and does not judge them). The God who is with them now in their pain, and fears, and always is holding them in his arms. The photo above is of Asian, the Lion in The Chronicles of Narnia, who represents Jeus, and He is strong, nurturing, and always there. The photo was given to me by Tony, who calls himself, "A renaissance man," ( Harlem Renaissance that is). Tony is a young black man, and sees himself as the "personification of African-American culture, an artist, activist, B-Boy, Beatbox, Emcee, Father-Healer, Motivational Speaker, Teacher, poet, Spoken Word Artist, and Vegan." He chooses to live in his van, where he makes art and paints shirts and sweatshirts with the same pictures. He is a large man, always happy with a loud voice. Tony tells me he gave up on the Church a long time ago, "they preach judgment, hellfire, and tell us how to live in their middle-class ways when all we have to do is love one another". Tony does not want to house until "everyone has housing." He is getting me blankets, and jackets to give away. Tony is an example of being grateful for his life, he takes it as it comes and is grateful! As I have let go of the judgment garbage Christianity and embraced the giving non-judgmental love of Jesus, my life has become grateful, and that is what I share with the people I work with. For Asian (Jesus) teaches that we are all precious, so precious in the eyes of the Living God, for in the words of Dorothy Day, "He is disguised under every type of humanity that treads the earth! And each day as I lift the Bread and Wine, I am reminded that Jesus gave his life, that all might have a life! Be grateful! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ----------------------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-21124 [email protected] "The whole program of creation is to being us back into contact with God!" Jason Shulman |
Coming Out As A Human Being!"For freedom, Christ has set us free: stand firm therefore and do not again submit to a yoke of slavery Galatians 5:1."
Jason Shulman, tells us today on National Coming Out Day that when we encourage LGBTQ individuals to come out, we should be yelling from the house tops our coming out as human beings in these words: "To be human is to lose our way and find it again. The human lineage is the lineage of falling down and getting up again." Read more
My own journey can never be separated from my faith in Jesus. It is that relationship that has sustained me all of my life in the good times and the bad times. In the southern town in which I was raised, all were Christians, and the battle was between those who were really saved, the Baptists or the Methodists. I have gone to many a revival where all of us young guys went forward to be saved from the sins of masturbation, cussing, smoking, etc. This happened every spring and fall. When I became a Methodist minister the sins became a little more sophisticated, namely, homosexuality was an "intrinsic evil". I found myself out on the streets when I came out. The "coming out" event began my evolution of faith. I have come to see that "to be human is to lose our way and to find it again..to fall and to get up again." Heaven and hell as we have known it has been tools used to control humanity. Jesus loves every last one of us. Life is about remembering to whom we belong and to our call to love our neighbors as ourselves. Time and again we forget who we are, we fall down into living lives of destruction but are invited each time to rise up. To claim our humanity and the love awaiting us. When we forget our humanity we fail to remember our connectedness to each other and harm ourselves, and the environment. We fall when we hurt others. We can get up again and begin anew, we are imperfect. Come out--be human! Recognize the LGTBQ community as simply human beings, as well as all other communities of ethnicity, color, economic status, and religion. "To Fall Is To Be Human, To get up again is divine!" Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------------ Father River Sims P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 [email protected] |
PENIEL“Where Jacob walked with God and survived.. .”
Newsletter of Temenos Catholic Worker November/December, 2022 ‘Gratitude and Advent Seasons’ Father River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94109 Read more
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Sloughing Towards Bethlehem! As I read Joan Didion’s essay, “Sloughing Towards Bethlehem”, I find myself thinking of Haight Street then, and Haight Street now. The neighborhood of course has changed, the “hippie” culture is now a part of history, and it has been romanticized; Jerry Garcia’s apartment is now over an upscale apartment store; clean cut tourists with their cameras are everywhere. Apartments are rented for thirty to forty times the price of that era. But what remains are the street youth/adults who are on the street pan-handling, smoking pot, and struggling with their issues. Their needs are the same as that era, trying to find a place to belong, parents who abused them, rejection, and always being preyed upon by predators. Our society is filled with a sense of meaninglessness, godliness, and materialism, that dominated the Ms. Didion’s reflections. The streets of San Francisco, Sacramento, Los Angles, Chicago, and all our major cities—not just a California “thing”-are filled with the poorest of the poorest, homeless, drug-addicted, mentally ill, and all who do not make enough on minimum wage to have housing. In San Francisco, alone, we have twenty thousand-plus unhoused people. And people who are housed simply walk by, without giving a nod or a glance. During these seasons of “Gratitude” and “Advent” let us join together in reading Hebrews 11: “Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen,” and with a child’s awe of the reading of C.S. Lewis’s The Chronicle’s of Narna, in particular, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, and envision the Reign of God, “Narnia”, in which we see our friends, and loved one’s in the Great Cloud of Witnesses, calling us forward in struggling for the healing of our communities. Calling us to advocate with our leaders to turn their eyes to the streets, and pour out our taxes for food, housing mental health, physical health care, and treatment centers for all; calling each one of us to look at every corner of our streets and see the suffering of individuals in our midst, and provide food, and the presence of ourselves to each one. I would like to invite each and every one of you to purchase (if you can not afford the book, I will gladly give you one as a Christmas gift) Advent in Narnia: Reflections for the Season, by Heidi Haverkamp, and meditate on each day of Advent. In our childlikeness in the midst of our Narnia winter let us look for the green leaves, hear the birds singing, see the flowers blooming, the trees putting on fresh leaves, and know the winter is over and the “the White Witch” (evil, hunger, and all forms of degradation) is on the run, her sled is useless, and she must walk. Finally, her dwarf declares: “This is no thaw, this is spring. What are we to do? Your winter has been destroyed. I tell you! This is Aslan’s doing” (See chapter 11 in the book). On Christmas Day Christ is born! ----------------------- EVENTS All Saints and All Souls Days—November 1 and 2nd: On November 1 and 2nd we will remember in thanksgiving our loved ones who have died and entered into the Great Cloud of Witnesses, who now surround us encouraging us on our present journey, with anticipation of our joining them. At 5:00 p.m. PDT. November 2, "All Soul's Day, we will have a Zoom “Service of Remembrance and Thanksgiving” so please join us, and send your email to [email protected]. or call 415-305-2124. Gratitude Day, November 24, 2022: On November 24, 2022, we will celebrate “Gratitude Day” by serving a hot meal of Vegan Turkey on the Haight and Polk Street, beginning at 6:00 p.m. Any one who would like to volunteer you are invited to join me at 4:00 p.m. Maxes at Opera Plaza for a Gratitude meal and join in serving our meal. Allow until 9:00 p.m. This invitation is for anyone who is home alone and would like to join us as well. Christmas Eve: Mobile Christmas Eve Eucharist at 5:00-9:00 p.m. Haight/Polk Followed by gift-giving on the street! Gifts of Sweat Shirts, Long Sleeve Shirts, and/or Jackets are needed! Thank you! Thank you! To the Eight Grade Class of St. Apollonia Middle School in Napa for their sock drive! Join Us For Our Advent Study Advent In Narnia: Reflections for the Season by Heidi Haverkamp Beginning First Sunday in Advent! November 27, 2022, 2 p.m. PST, On Zoom! Send an email to Fr. River to Sign You UP! |
Matthew Shepherd1976-1998
Loving the Present Sufism, Mindfulness, and Recovery from Addiction and Mental Illness by Sarah Huxtable Mohr Read more
On this day in 1998, Matthew Shepherd was murdered. Remembering his death confronts us with what it means to be in the closet as LGBTQ. Matthew paid the price, as so many others continue to suffer. Matthew calls us "out" no matter who we are to be open and affirming of all.
Frankly, to be honest, youth who are homeless, queer, and counter-cultural, are basically ignored in our society. Being gay is counter-cultural in many ways. Matthew Shepherd reminds us of the detrimental consequences of not dealing with our own uncomfortably to our young people who are "different". The book Loving the Present by Sarah Huxtable Mohr is about her journey through mental illness and addiction. She shares the limits of psychiatry and mental health providers who do not understand spirituality and trust solely in medication. Mohr shares how spirituality through the Twelve Steps saved her life and has given her the opportunity of working as a therapist herself. A young man, whom I will call Jeremiah, reminds me of Matthew's story. Raised in a small town, he was unable to be out, but in the end, as he entered adolescence he shared his struggles with his minister. The minister told Jeremiah's parents who insisted on placing him in therapy. The therapist who himself was homophobic diagnosed Jeremiah as "depressed' and placed him on drugs. Jeremiah kept his mouth shut and became "straight", and continued his path to college, seminary, and ministry. Jeremiah was in ministry for ten years and continually struggled with his sexual identity. He requested his immediate superior to send him to a counselor to help look at his sexual identity to work on those issues, and the counselor informed his boss he was gay. Immediately Jeremiah's superior dismissed him as being "intrinsically evil". Jeremiah found himself on the street, being a prostitute, using drugs, and attempting suicide a number of times. A friend challenged him to attend a Queer Twelve Step Program. In the first meeting, Jeremiah felt loved and accepted for who he was and began working the Twelve Steps. The Twelve Steps brought him face to face with his issues, and ultimately he came back into a relationship with Christ, with whom he could relate and lead him into an acceptance of himself. For many, they find their spiritual relationship elsewhere. Jeremiah sees beyond homophobia, to the Jesus who loves each one of us. The Twelve Steps continue to sustain him and his ministry. On this day we remember Matthew Shepherd in his suffering, and our prayer is that in the Great Cloud of Witnesses he continues to call us to be open to the equality of all and that he walks with every young person who is struggling with his or her sexuality. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ---------------- Father Christian River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Write Down the Vision!Twenty-Seventh Week of Ordinary Time!
October 1, 2022 Habakkuk:2-4; 2:2-6 "God how long do I have to cry out for help before you listen? How many times do I have to yell, "Help, murder, police?". .And then God answered, "Write this. Write what you see. Write it out in big block letters so that it can be read on the run. . ." Read more
Our reading for the Twenty-Seventh Week of Ordinary Time is from the short book of Habakkuk, just three chapters, and is entirely devoted to a dialogue between God and the prophet. Habakkuk's name means "to wrestle and embrace," and in this book, he is wrestling with God, and also embracing him.
When Habakkuk was writing, Israel was under corrupt leadership where injustice, evil, and tragedy were the norm. Habakkuk saw the injustice happening around him and questioned whether God even cared. His heart ached for the people and the oppression they were facing. In the midst of the injustice, Habakkuk was trying to reconcile who he believed God to be and what he saw in front of him. It is a familiar dilemma that many of us have faced, wondering where God was in the midst of pain and sorrow and whether God truly cared. Against all odds, Habakkuk decided to wait faithfully for God's response to his lament. When God finally answered, Habakkuk heard this command, "Write it out in big block letters so that it can be read on the run," and God promises, he/her "will not disappoint" and will come at the "appointed time." We too see injustice, oppression, and discrimination around us. Homelessness is growing every day in the City and across the nation. Each day as I walk down the street, there are ten or so people frankly out of it, either on drugs or mental illness or both; working every day I see hundreds without clothing, sleeping equipment, and food. Housing being built is for the upper classes, there is hardly a middle class in San Francisco, the very rich or the very poor. The police are harsh with people who are homeless and are discriminatory and do not deal with mental illness or drug users well. People without housing are seen as a "problem" and are pushed from place to place. We walk by and ignore the one in front of us in need. The politicians are so polarized, and divided, that nothing is done. The religious community keeps their doors shut, and complains about homeless people sleeping on their doorsteps. This is not God's vision! God's vision is not found in our sitting back, and whining, but is found in "wrestling with the issue, and embracing God" in action. We are called to meet the needs of people without housing outside of our doors; to feed them; give up our money and our time to provide food and clothing for them; to advocate and fight for their needs in society and other issues; to open our doors to the needy of the neediest. St. Clare of Assisi once said: "We become what we love and Who we love shapes what we become." Sr. Helen Prejean, in the photo above, is a living example of that phrase. In 1993 she was a school teacher nun in New Orleans, and in an experience of seeing Christ in a condemned prisoner, she experienced a new conversion of the heart, and her life has been given to advocating for the end of the death penalty. She has become who she loves. God's vision asks all of us to show up and speak up for justice, and do justice! We must trust the vision of justice will come, even if we have to wait. We are simply carrying the torch until we pass the torch forward. Martin Luther King, Jr. eloquently said: "The arc of the moral universe is long but it bends towards justice." As the consecrated Bread and Wine are lifted at the Holy Eucharist, the words are uttered: "See who you are, become who you see! Let us lift our eyes up to the homeless, the poor, and see the broken body of Jesus, and minister to him, let us become who we see! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ==== Father River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Saints Michael, Gabriel, and Raphael: Angel's Unaware!John 1:47-51
John Shulman writes in The Manual For Receiving God, Jesus saw Nathanael coming toward him and said of him: Here is a true child of Israel. There is no duplicity in him. . . "God receives us just as we are. But we don't receive ourselves in the same way. We don't love ourselves as we are. Our deepest work is not so much to improve ourselves as to realize ourselves, to see ourselves clearly and dearly." I have spent the better part of my life trying to meet the expectation of others. And the result has been simply being a mess. But as I have come to love myself what gives my life meaning and purpose is merely to practice kindness to who and what I am, and in so doing I practice kindness and love towards everyone meet, a message I heard from our Lady of Guadalupe at the Cathedral of the Angels in Los Angels on a night of working as a sex worker, many years ago: "Jesus loves you as you are, get on with the ministry of loving others." Read more
Yesterday was the feast of three angels, which brought to mind the angels, the angels who are "Angels Unaware" that have come through my life. One of those angels was Damien, whom I first met in 1992, in Minneapolis, a young man, who struggled with his sexuality, being kicked out of his home because of that sexuality, and living on the street, hustling, and doing whatever he had to do to survive. He was an "Angel Unaware" to me and others. I struggled with my own sexuality, trying to find my way in a world without the institutional church, friends, and family, Damien walked with me, and from him, I "began to see myself more clearly and dearly." He died of AIDS and now is a part of the great Cloud of Witnesses that surrounds us. Damien lived out the tack that Jesus taught in the Gospel. One person approaches another, engaging in simple conversation, dignifying his existence by simply recognizing the fellow human being before him. Only then does Jesus speak of angels. Perhaps we would do well today to treat our pesky emails and texts, phone calls, and surprise visitors in this way. Don't keep looking for the next message, put down your games and snap chat; be present to the person on the other end of the one you just received. After all, you may unknowingly be entertaining an angel. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
Socks Are Life!One rainy, dark night, coming home from dinner with friends, waiting to cross the street, a young guy named"Shaggy" pulled on my jacket. He was wet, and begging for socks.
Looking down I saw soggy, wet, socks, looking like they had been worn forever. So I took my shoes off and handed him the socks on my feet. That began a journey of examination of the importance of wearing socks, and how difficult not having clean socks are for people who live on the streets to obtain. Few people give socks in donations, and they are expensive. Read more
When one walks the streets of Polk and Haight in San Francisco, one sees a variety of people--tourists, bright-eyed, awed by the buildings, art on the walls,cable cars, our multi-colored culture in general, people who are housed, middle class to the wealthiest, and people who have no housing. Estimates tell us in San Francisco alone there are twenty-thousand plus people without housing,and one-fourth of which are young adults--from 12-23. For the most part, they are sight unseen, no one seems to see them, the invisible population of the City. This is my parish, my church, a ministry of presence with people, especially youth without housing. It is alistening ministry, simply hanging out, making no judgments, and along with the listening food is given, and always the number one request-- socks. I have given you a pair of socks, take them in your hands (they will be given a pair of socks), feel and, smell their pleasant order, experience the soft touch, and imagine how comfortable your feet will feel when they are placed on your feet. Imagine wearing those socks for six or seven days, and imagine the smell. Imagine wearing wet socks. Socks are more than comfort, when feet are injured from not wearing socks or from dirty wet socks it leads to poor health through sores and infected feet which spreads throughout the body. Socks are an item of providing good health. Dorothy Day, one of the founders of the Catholic Worker movement once reflected on prayer to a group of teens who asked her how often she prayed: "Does God have a set way of prayer, a way that He expects each of us to follow? I doubt it. I believe some people--lots of people-pray through the witness in their lives, through the work they do, the friendships they have, and the love they offer people and receive from people. Since when are words the only acceptable form of prayer." My invitation is to each of you to give the prayer of clean socks! Clean socks save lives! |
A Hope Beyond Tragedy!Reading 1 Jb 3:1-3, 11-17, 20-23
Job opened his mouth and cursed his day. Job spoke out and said: Perish the day on which I was born, the night when they said, “The child is a boy!” Why did I not perish at birth, come forth from the womb and expire? Or why was I not buried away like an untimely birth, like babes that have never seen the light? Wherefore did the knees receive me? or why did I suck at the breasts? For then I should have lain down and been tranquil; had I slept, I should then have been at rest With kings and counselors of the earth who built where now there are ruins Or with princes who had gold and filled their houses with silver. There the wicked cease from troubling, there the weary are at rest. Why is light given to the toilers, and life to the bitter in spirit? They wait for death and it comes not; they search for it rather than for hidden treasures, Rejoice in it exultingly, and are glad when they reach the grave: Those whose path is hidden from them, and whom God has hemmed in! Read more
Suffering is not a subject we want to think of, even bring up, let alone talk about, when all of us suffer in one manner or another. Job was suffering over the death of his kids, and he went back and forth in his questioning and doubts about God. The actions of humanity result in our suffering. Climate change, violence, and abuse are a result of human action, yet we want God to deliver us. My young friend Damien was raised in a loving and caring home, with a conservative faith experience. At twelve years old he was "saved" in his words. He told me that from the age of nine, he knew he was gay. In adolescence, he would sneak around gay bars, and parks where men cruised, and had sex. Damien began to have symptoms of HIV at sixteen and went to a doctor who diagnosed him and told Damien's parents. Telling his parents, refusing to repent he was kicked out of his home and found himself hustling on the street. He was free, cute, and he lived wild. He converted to AIDS at twenty and experienced severe depression, had no faith in anything, and became suicidal. But in his struggle, found faith in a God of love, and he moved into being present to others. He was safe in his sex life, and with hustling clients; Damien worked with others suffering from AIDS, and volunteered in a hospice; he died in peace at San Francisco General Hospital at the age of 23. Through his struggles with doubt, rejection, and in despair without hope, the resurrection of the Crucified One, turned defeat into triumph, ugliness into beauty, despair into hope, and the cross into faith in the resurrection. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
Real Human Grief!"Then Job arose and tore his robe and shaved his head and fell on the ground and worshiped. And he said: "Naked I came from my mother's womb and naked shall I return. The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord" (Job 1:30-31). ESV
Death is inevitable, we can not escape death. As much as I watch my diet and stay at the proper weight, check my glucose, exercise, and get the proper rest, I will die. We have "little deaths" in our lives, preparing us for our final moments, and it is important we recognize and grieve these "little deaths" in preparation for living with compassion now! In my own life I remember many: Read more
My grandparents my parents, losing my first career in coming out, my friend Brandon in the photo, my son Zack, my friend Vicki Yeley, my friends Ken and Rose Innes, the thousands through the years of my ministry, and the thousands of friends who move through my life the gentrification of the City, little deaths, much grieving. Death weaves within our lives every day, we can run, we can try to hide, but death is present. Many times I am asked: exactly what do you do? How many people do you get off the streets? Tell me of someone you have really helped. My ministry, (our) ministry is not about providing material items, they are secondary, necessary for survival, and heart warming, it is one of spirit, being present with individuals in their lives in general, holding their hands, simply listening as they struggle with living on the streets, wrestling with addiction and abuse. Listening to their wrestling with God and meaning in life, and in facing death each day on the streets. The streets "ain't for sissies". Father Henri Nouwen in his lovely words shares his reflection on facing death: "Real human grief means allowing the illusions of immortality to die in us. When those whom we love with an "endless love" die, something also has to die within us. If we do not allow this to happen, we will lose touch with reality, our lives will become increasingly artificial, and we will lose our human capacity for compassion." To experience our "real human grief" allows us to open our hearts to others without judgment, in all-embracing care and love. For we see we are all on the same journey, and experience the same fate! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!" |
Peniel"Where Jacob Walked With God. ."
Journal of An Alien Street Priest: During our unusual late summer rains, I engaged in a simple ritual--walking on the beach in Pacifica, and picking up starfish washed up on the shore. A time of reflection on my twenty-eighth anniversary of coming to San Francisco, October 1, 1994. I slowly walked the beach, free of people, except for the few walking their dogs, hearing the waves rush in, feeling the rain on my face, I observed the starfish shells, and some alive, pushed in by the waves. This was a meditative practice for me, which I realized sounds loftier than reality. I was simply picking up starfish, alive, throwing them back into the ocean. Read more
Sometimes my attention landed on the shells, other times there were some alive, and my heart leaped as I picked them up and threw them back into the waves. It was all shocking and clear. For each one picked up my memory journeyed back through the years remembering all of the starfish on the street I have picked up, caring, listening, and throwing them into the Sea of Love.
Reading The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis for the past four weeks I have arrived at a new appreciation of life and ministry. In The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, one reads of Lucy (one of the children allowed into Narnia) asking Aslan ( the Lion who represents Christ) how to get into "Aslan's land." His reply: "Find the land within yourself." For me "Ashlan's land" is on these nitty, gritty streets, where each move can mean pregnancy, a wound, and death, where I have experienced the gift of casting the starfish of God into the Sea of Love.
Eckhart Troilo's commented: "Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it." To live in the present moment, accepting it as for what it is, and walking the way of the Gospel. And so as we enter into our twenty-ninth year we invite you to continue our journey together. The journey of following Jesus into Galilee, finding the "land of Ashlan" within ourselves, and finding the peace of God. Thank you for your support, friendship, and prayers during these years and for continuing with me on throwing our starfish into the Sea of Love! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------------------------ The Feast of St. Francis is October 4, in which we remember Francis, this year we will celebrate on October 6, providing vegetarian sandwiches on the street. -------------------------------------------------- We Are Beggars! We beg! We are in need of funds as always and invite you to give through the mail: Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
KnowingLuke 16:19-31
In the book of Ecclesiastes, we are told to "Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we may die." It is a book that calls us to live in the present as does the "Open-Eyed Crucifix" with Jesus looking strong, arms outstretched and open eyes looking out into the world loving humanity. The "Open-Eyed" crucifix was the one that shaped St. Francis, for as Jesus looks out he calls us to see the love in his eyes, the love that brought him to the cross, and go back and share that love with others. This is the heart of Franciscan theology. The one event in life of Francis's, that shaped his life, was the caring for the leper and touching his wounds. From that moment forward Frances touched the wounds of all he came into contact with. Read more
Reading The Chronicles of Narnia one is reminded of the childlikeness of St.Francis, and of how like a child he looked in wonder at the world and saw all creatures as equal.
In the words of Jason Shulman, St. Francis came to the knowledge that "knowing who you are is not a mystical thing but a matter of experiences, acceptance, honesty, and compassion. It is knowing you are small and selfish,, greedy and angry, great creative, tenderhearted, and caring" Being "childlike" is meeting "Joey" (photo above) where he is, on his level. Joey has been on the street for over thirty years. He is always talking about his inheritance, owning a number of brand-new cars, and always offering me one. I tell him "let's go get it," which never happens. He lives in a fantasy land in many ways. Joey talks of being happy, we meet him where he is. In seeing the evil in ourselves, the darkness that is so destructive, and comes out in divisions in our daily lives, and the good, the very best of ourselves, we see the good in others. In seeing the good in others, we are able to say of the world, "This is good", and like Jesus, we can love each other. We are the yin and yang. We are called to be children again. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! -------------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Love ExtravagtantlyGod Sees Behind Appearances
10-13 Jesus went on to make these comments: If you’re honest in small things, you’ll be honest in big things; If you’re a crook in small things, you’ll be a crook in big things. If you’re not honest in small jobs, who will put you in charge of the store? No worker can serve two bosses: He’ll either hate the first and love the second Or adore the first and despise the second. You can’t serve both God and the Bank. Read more
On a rainy, dark night, the phone rang and Donnie called. He was really sobbing and needed help. Donnie was young, 19, and struggling with his sexuality. In the weeks before he had been hanging out with a bunch of "fundie" Christians, was "saved", and Donnie was now "straight". That night he had "acted out", in fact, he had been "acting out" with other men making money, and his new “friends" begged him to pray and pointed to Scripture which suggested one should "cut off" the member that had sinned. Donnie tried to cut off his penis. He had cut deep into his testicles. When I arrived, blood was everywhere, and the young "Christians" were praying, had their hands on his head, and on his hands holding his injury. As I helped him up to take him to the hospital one of the young girls commented, "Let him stay so we can pray the "sin out of him," and my response is not quotable. Donnie was bandaged, healed, and spent the next five years of his life really struggling, and one night he walked out into traffic, both his legs were cut off and spent the rest of his life in a care facility where he died of an infection. In our gospel we see Jesus praising a dishonest man, or was he not praising his ingenuity? The renowned intellectual Bernard Lonergan once shared that he liked this text because "it is the one place in scripture where human intelligence and ingenuity are praised." The question one might raise is "Why would Jesus use an example of dishonesty to do this?" Because what Jesus is praising here is not dishonestly but ingenuity--ingenuity as the antithesis of complaint, whining, and despair. Jesus points out that those who are outside our religious circles tend to be more ingenious in times of trouble than we committed believers who often give ourselves over to grumbling and inaction. Our religious circles and our social circles are made up of people we feel comfortable with, usually of the same economic, and racial makeup. They are made up of the same religious, and political beliefs. To cross those boundaries makes us uncomfortable, and so we complain, groan, and act out against anyone who differs from us. I am with Lonergan in his takeaway from this story: Ingenuity is the opposite of complaint and despair. I live in the grey areas, there is no black or white. Our fears, complaints, and whining come from a fear of death, death in all aspects--loss of social status, friends, and life. Henri Nouwen tells us to "Befriend Death Our first task is to befriend death. I like the expression “to befriend.” I first heard it used by Jungian analyst James Hillman when he attended a seminar I taught on Christian Spirituality at Yale Divinity School. He emphasized the importance of “befriending”: befriending your dreams, befriending your shadow, befriending your unconscious. He made it convincingly clear that in order to become full human beings, we have to claim the totality of our experience; we come to maturity by integrating not only the light but also the dark side of our story into our selfhood. That made a lot of sense to me, since I am quite familiar with my own inclination, and that of others, to avoid, deny, or suppress the painful side of life, a tendency that always leads to physical, mental, or spiritual disaster. . . . I have a deep sense, hard to articulate, that if we could really befriend death we would be free people. So many of our doubts, hesitations, ambivalences, and insecurities are bound up with our deep-seated fear of death that our lives would be significantly different if we could relate to death as a familiar guest instead of a threatening stranger." When we befriend death, we learn that ultimately all that matters are the words of the Apostle Paul who sums up the message of Jesus with these words from I Corinthians 13: "For right now until that completeness (the final end of our lives) we have three things to do to lead us to our final consummation: Trust steadily in God, hope unswervingly, love extravagantly. And the best of these is love." Every act we do is a cry for love. Our acts are all seeking a place to belong, and we hurt a lot of people. My young Christian friends really, and honestly believed they were loving Donnie, but that love destroyed him. To love is to give our lives away, not expecting anything in return, not to make a judgment on anyone! To risk crucifixion like Jesus! In so doing we find ourselves and the needs of all will be fulfilled! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
@Bombas Keeping Your Eyes on the Prize!Feast of Our Exaltation of the Holy Cross!
Numbers 21:4-9; John 3:13-17 "God said to Moses, "Make a snake of fiery copper and put it on a flag pole. Anyone bitten by a snake who, then looked at the copper snake lived. Our heading tells us that over 500,000 plus people experience homelessness every night. This morning I ran across the street to the hardware store and there were six people sleeping on the street corner. Homelessness is increasing everywhere.
The Feast of the Church yesterday was the Exaltation of the Cross. Whether one is Christian or not the cross can be understood as the suffering of Jesus, for the inability of people to take care of one another. We are called to suffer with others. And each one of us can take care of one of our homeless brothers and sisters in simple acts. One of our simple acts is giving individuals socks. Read more...
We have given nearly sixty thousand pairs of socks in the last three years. We could not have done that without the support of Bombas, the company. We are one of their 3500 + National Giving Partners.
Today they are launching its first-ever impact report, which outlines the foundation of its mission and its evolution over the last 9 years. It highlights how their collaborative infrastructure of giving works and how we who are, one of their 3500 +giving partners are in an alliance of supporting our communities from New York City to Juneau, Alaska. There is information and a video on (www.beebetter.com) that will share this wonderful work. Our friend Jeremy, in the photo above, is a representative of the thousands served by @Bombas across the country. Our thanks are given to Bombas for the people they serve across the country and on Haight and Polk Street in San Francisco, CA. Suffering is a great human equalizer, we all suffer in one way or another--the use of drugs--especially alcohol, cigarettes, and marijuana--point to our trying to ease our suffering. We use our work to ease our suffering, productivity, making money, as Fr. Henri Nouwen tells us, all point to our suffering: When productivity is our main way of overcoming self-doubt, we are extremely vulnerable to rejection and criticism and prone to inner anxiety and depression. Productivity can never give the deep sense of belonging we crave. The more we produce, the more we realize that successes and results cannot give us the experience of “at-homeness.” In fact, our productivity reveals to us that we are driven by fear The Festival of the Exaltation of the Cross is a reminder that each of us suffers and calls us to share with one another and in so doing our suffering becomes much easier! |
Lives in Chains!It was fitting to celebrate and rejoice, for this, your brother was dead and is alive; he was lost and now is found.
Luke 15:32. Last night I watched Lifetime's movie: "House of Chains," a graphic movie about child abuse. A leader of a religious cult has a family and keeps his kids chained to their beds, teaching them the world is evil. Once they were rescued it became apparent from the ending that regardless of how much therapy these five young adults would be given, they were wounded for life. Read more...
I did not sleep, my own demons haunted me during the night. For I hang and love youth from severely abused homes all the time. I hang out and love adults on the street victims of sexual and emotional abuse as young kids. I can think of at least thirty who have shared that their lives in their "houses of chains" in the last month. They run away, turn to drugs, and get hooked up in abusive relationships, each seeking escape from the pain, and the wounds of their first abuse. The sad reality is the majority will never adjust to what we call a "healthy", "normal life" if there is such a thing. I spent an hour with a thirty you old "Jim" on Thursday. His history is that of being sexually abused by both his mother and father from the age of 4 as well as physically abused. He ran away at 13. "Jim" is so torn up emotionally he will never lead what we call a "normal life." "Jimmy" lives in an old bus with an abusive girlfriend, has psychotic dreams, and explosive anger, and stays high on pot and LSD all the time. During his early years "Jimmy" was a prostitute, and now sells weed, and steals. Rather than providing support--places to live, with a harm reduction approach, we housed people for the most part turn our heads. Our lawmakers propose stricter drug laws without seeing the person. There is more stealing in our stores resulting from people not having money for food. Kaiser publishes patients' medical and mental health history online, which I love to read, and at times become depressed, but overall it is interesting. One of my diagnoses is "Severe PTSD". In my memory, I return to my childhood. When I was four my mother remarried, and had my dad, sign the adoption papers, with the promise of never seeing me again. It was only five years ago I received a photo of him from probably a cousin (who failed to put their return address on the envelope), the first time I had ever seen his face. According to a mental health worker many years later I suffer from an attachment disorder, (I love of how these diagnoses are always permanent) which makes it difficult to attach to other people. The fact is my adoptive father was my dad, he loved me with all of his heart. I could not have had a better childhood. I was able to obtain the best education, four degrees. I had the best of health care, vacations, and most of all non-judging love. I became a minister in a church that tells us that "homosexuality is an intrinsic evil," and when I began to come out was sent to therapists who reinforced that--one said, "straight, and only sex with the man on top is the true way" (LOL). Then came the years of prostitution. And from there my healing journey began. Through the years in San Francisco, I have witnessed killings, deaths in all sorts of horrible circumstances, and much recently one zoon death firsthand. I see violence nearly every other day, sometimes seven days a week. I can not retreat into Oakland Hills or to San Carlos every night. Violence is real, very real. The reality is I have always had health insurance, access to good medical care, and mental health treatment. I will always suffer PTSD in one form or another, it is one of the scars of the cross I carry. But I have access to care. I survive and have been able to function well. I have not lived a life in chains, but one growing and caring. Even at my worst, I need no one feeling sorry for me or their sympathy. I have had and continue to have a good and very privileged life unlike too many to count have had. There is an old Native American saying: "Never judge another person until you have walked a mile in their moccasins," you see for all our lofty ruminations about God, for all the symphonies and theologies and liturgies for the divine. I have yet to find a more profound expression of God's nature than the one that begins, "once upon a time, there was a shepherd and a lost sheep." God With Us is a marvelous storyteller, for he tells us we are his children and that maybe one percent of the time we get it right, and the other ninety-nine percent God is pure love! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ---------------------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!" |
The RockMy flesh and my heart fail: The rock of my heart and my portion is God (Ps. 73)
The soul is the rock upon which the integrity of our heart stands (Rabbi Matthew Millbrim). Zach. On several occasions, and always by older people, the question is raised, "What are you going to do when you are too old to do this work?" "When are you going to retire? Psalm 32:7 comes to mind, "You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance." The Hebrews were nomadic people; they had no place to call home. And we are told in Scripture that we, too, are nomads; our only home is God. We are called to follow Christ and serve him; he is our Refuge, our Rock, our Home. Read more...
Late one night, when someone had threatened me, Sean, a young hustler, said to me, "You must have done something wrong to hang out and take care of us; no one else gives an f.ck as you do." In many ways, my young friend was correct; I was overcome with guilt over my sexuality, my life on the street, and my deceit with my early religious denomination; guilt overwhelmed and crushed me, and then there was Zach. It was in my journey with Zach that I began to see God as my "Place," my "Refuge," and as "Pure Love"--only giving, never expecting anything in return. Zach was my son, from a relationship with a girl in my teens, adopted at birth. I had him traced down and found him here on Polk. Zach was fourteen when I first met him, a crazy kid, running away from home, at thirteen, into speed and hustling for money. Struggles with his adoptive parents and questioning his sexuality led him to Polk Street. Zach was a charmer, a manipulator, and we became friends; I found him funny and in a lot of emotional pain. A favorite story is of him coming by my place around noon one day. As I worked, he laid down on the floor, went to sleep, and I pulled him out of my way for two days. He could not be awakened. He was so tired. When he awoke, he took a shower and starved. We went out to eat. Zach traveled to Portland, and one evening late, the Portland police called to inform me Zach had been murdered. That began a new journey for me. I went into a deep depression with hatred for the man who murdered him. On a rainy, foggy night, a San Francisco General Hospital nurse called and told me of a request for the Sacrament of Reconciliation. I walked into the man['s room and gasped, for this was the person suspected of murdering Zach and who had attempted to kill me several years earlier. I moved into the room, boiling with hatred and observing a broken man dying of AIDS, a skeleton of himself, and in so much pain. His suffering was so visible. Dave looked at me, started crying, and asked me to hear his confession and pray. What started out being my job as a priest turned into my heart melting and seeing him for who he was. A broken human being, and the child of Christ, the force of Pure Love. In those moments, the presence of God surrounded us, and we both found the grace of Christ. My journey is following Christ, and each day is taking up my bow and shooting the arrow at the target of practicing pure love, failing, getting up, and trying again. "The soul is the rock upon which the integrity of our heart stands!" (Rabbi Matthew Millbrim). Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
The Jerod's of San FranciscoOn and In our Hearts
Matthew 22:1-14 There are times I am sitting at lunch with friends who live in Marin, Sausilito, Pacific Heights, and other wealthy areas, and the question will be asked: "River, what can you tell us about the homeless problem, what is going to be done about it?" After seeing my face, the subject is quickly changed, for I hate the question, a question with no answers, and a question that brings up much personal pain seeing the faces of so many who live and die on the street. In those moments my thoughts go to Jerod, whom I met when he was 14. He came from a good family in Sausilito. Jerod had a troubled adolescence, and could not get along with his stepdad, he ran away. I met him on Polk, where he was prostituting, he was into speed. Read more...
Over the next three years we became friends, he went home a couple of times, but always came back to the streets, and I became acquainted with his parents. One rainy night he called, asking for a place to stay, and I told him yes, I waited and waited, but he never showed. I received a postcard from Paris, telling me how much fun he had days later. His parents looked for him until a number of years later they had to move, to get away from the memories, the fear, and the pain. In all probability he was trafficked, simply picked up and taken away. Boys are trafficked just as much as girls, but it is hard for parents and others to face the fact boys are used in such a way. I see many other young boys become forty-year-olds panhandling and sleeping in our alleys. So the only solution I know is to love each one, to let them enter into my heart, to suffer with each one, to pour out my own blood if necessary, for each is the broken body of Christ. To give without expecting anything in return. As Dorothy Day once commented: "The only solution is love!" This is my solution! Get dressed for the Wedding Banquet! Let Christ clothe you with the joy of compassion. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
Mary Mother of Mercy!The Assumption of Mary!
August 15, 2022 Revelation 11:19a; 12:1-6a, 10ab; Luke 1:39-56 Janet provides the following reflection on her painting of Mary, Mother of Mercy: "Beloved mother Mary protectively and lovingly holds humanity within her mantle. As she loved Jesus so she loves each one of us. Three racially diverse subjects serve as the inspiration for the figure of Mary thereby contributing to a genuinely inclusive and invitational interpretation. The Blessed Mother does not tower over the people within her mantle rather she is a similar size, familiar and relatable. Mary the unifying force, rises up with outstretched arms holding us within her love, her hands gripping her mantle with strength. The inclusive subjects within Mary's mantle, archetypes symbolizing a small portion of the human race, honor diversity. . . ." Read more...
The Dish Washer's Son, Some Border's You never Cross, by Mike J. Quinn is a book about Frank, whose mom was married to an undocumented immigrant, his father. He simply disappeared one day. Frank did not have a birth certificate being born at home.
At 17 Frank hangs out with the "vigilantes" to chase down undocumented individuals in the desert. In a raid on the Taco Bell where he worked, he was picked up by the authorities and sent to Mexico, where he did not even know the language. In the process, he met his dad's family, where he discovered he died trying to return to the United States. Frank came to appreciate his heritage. He henceforth proudly described himself as Mexican American. This book goes into the shades of crossing the border, the dangers, and the treatment of immigrants by the border patrol. My heart remembers fifteen-year-old Diego, who was an illegal immigrant. He came to the United States to make money for his family, working as a sex worker. Diego was kind, sweet, and caring. He loved his family with all of his heart. In the two years he was here he became HIV positive, developing into AIDS, and one night a "john' called the police, and Diego was deported. Two years later a letter arrived from his mother telling me he had died. On this "Feast of the Assumption of the Virgin Mary" let us remember "Mary, the Mother of Mercy", whose hands reach out to all. Mary, the Mother of Mercy, raises the questions about immigration, and asks: "Why do we need borders?" for we are all of the same family? Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------------------------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
FaithThe writer to the Hebrews writes:
"The fundamental fact of existence is that this trust in God, this faith, is the firm foundation under everything that makes life worth living. It's our handle on what we can't see. The act of faith is what distinguishes our ancestors, set them above the crowd".(11:1-3) Read more...
During the past years of the pandemic, I have been asked many times about faith as I have been holding the hands of injured and dying. I have questioned and continue to question my belief in the midst of the desolation around me on the streets, the continued attacks on faith on social media, and everywhere one turns.
I have remembered these years is in spite of my degrees, and ordination, I am simply a Grocer's Son. My dad owned a grocery store, as did his before him. And I remember him as a man of strong faith, with which he lived and died. A simple faith, a childlike faith, which he bequeathed to his son. My dad's love of Jesus gave him a heart of compassion. No one ever came to our store, or house and went away without food or clothes. From him, I learned the words of Henri Nouwen in practice: "Compassion asks us to go where it hurts, to enter into the places of pain, to share in brokenness, fear, confusion and anguish. Compassion challenges us to cry out with those in misery, mourn with those who are lonely, and weep with those in tears. Compassion requires us to be weak with the weak, vulnerable with the vulnerable, and powerless with the powerless. Compassion means full immersion in the condition of being human." My dad taught me that nothing human is alien, as described by Fr. Henri Nouwen: "Through compassion, it is possible to recognize that craving for love that people feel resides also in our own hearts., that the cruelty that the world knows all too well is also rooted in our own impulses. Through compassion, we also sense our hope for forgiveness in our friends' eyes and our hatred in their bitter mouths. When they kill, we know that we could have done it; when they give life, we know that we can do the same. For a compassionate man or woman nothing human is alien; no joy and no sorrow, no way of living and no way of dying." This came from my dad's strong faith, which he shared with me. I was raised in the church, remembering at four years old being taken to the communion rail to receive the Sacrament of Holy Communion and told, "This Sacrament is for everyone, regardless of age, color, or belief." I have never refused anyone Holy Communion. I met the presence of the real Jesus of Nazareth and was called to ministry, through my dad's faith. His faith sustained him through lung cancer, and at his death, remembered telling others "My dad taught me by example to open my heart to love everyone, and meet them with an open heart, regardless of the pain. For each is a child of God." We all want to believe, to be loved, we join groups, spend hours on social media, and follow leaders when what we are seeking is to experience God's love in all of the wholeness Christ gives. Marianne Williams comments: All human behavior is love or is a call for love." Every aspect of our behavior is a desire for love. My challenge to all of us is to look at our behavior and ask ourselves the question, "Aren't we really looking for love?" And if we give care to one another daily, what would our world look like? If we call someone? If we invite someone to dinner? A young twenty-two-year-old college student told me, "I am going to be selfish until I make big money and then give it to the poor?" If we simply feed someone or talk to a person, it will amount to a great flower of giving. For me, the answer is in Jesus of Nazareth, the one who challenges me every day to feed the hungry, and care for each person I come in contact with. To open my heart, and be hurt. I am only a "Grocers Son", a grocer who shared his love of people each and every day! I will always be the Grocer's Son, regardless of degrees or titles, simply the son of a man who gave witness to his faith through his work, and whose witness still leads me forward! I came to San Francisco, in the fall of 1994, and moved into 1618 Polk Street, one room, sharing a bathroom and shower room. I came remembering the words of Scripture, trusting only in, "Jesus Christ, the one who was crucified. (I Cor. 2:3) At the time I could look out my window and see the "old Polk Street, filled with gay bars, and bookstores, not the gentrified street that it is now. Polk where young hustlers (sex workers) and transgender sex workers roamed at night. Polk where speed and heroine were cheap. On October 1, a warm night I began my ministry simply by sitting down with young guys for pizza, and the rest is history. There is a story about a Desert Father who asked his Abbot a question: "Tell me how to become a monk," the response: "If you want to find rest in this life, and the next, say at every moment "Who am I?, and judge no one. " I work at never judging, always meeting people where they are, and being present in the moment. Larry was one of the first young men(16) I met, he dressed nicely, and loved his pizza. This was the beginning of a long relationship that would extend for fifteen years. He came from a very religious family, in a conservative area, struggling with his sexuality, and he ran away when his parents kept pushing Scripture down his throat. Homophobia runs deep in the Christian faith, and at the time only one or two denominations were open and affirming, believing Holy Scripture did not condemn LGBTQ. individuals. Larry came to San Francisco, "the gay mecca", and found his home. Larry, being a pretty boy, was popular, and to make a living, he was a "hustler" a prostitute. In the struggle to survive Larry became hooked on heroin and speed and found himself with AIDS. As his illness progressed, his body broke down and becoming difficult of getting treatment, we began talking to his parents. They allowed him to come home. For the next eight years, Larry continued to struggle with drugs, his parents, giving him a place to live, and the insurance for his treatment. In the last two years of his life, Larry found a spirituality that allowed him to accept his sexual orientation, and find peace with his parents. He died at age thirty-one. Larry's story is the story of tragedy and triumph. The tragedy of homophobia, premature death, and our not having universal health care. Yet the triumph is his reconciliation with his parents and finding a faith that allowed him to be both gay and a believer. Over the past twenty-eight years, there have been many Larrys. In the last two years, I see Lary's face in so many. Young guys die prematurely, and the question is always raised "How are you able to face death all the time?" Reverend Henri Nouwen answers the question for me: Those you have deeply loved become part of you. The longer you live, there will always be more people to be loved by you and to become part of your inner community. The wider your inner community becomes, the more easily you will recognize your own brothers and sisters in the strangers around you. .The wider the community of your heart, the wider the community around you." Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------ Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.com. -------------------- Jeffrey and Sallie Piel have given a gift: "In honor of my grandmother Marie Mills, August 1891-August, 1969. |
Book Report and Reflections on Why Do Nations Rage?
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A Review of The Eyes of God: A Fisherman's Tale by Marilyn Huntsman and Bibliotheca. Volume 5
Translation from the Original Tongues being the Version set forth
Anno Domini 1611 1881 The American Edition 1900 Newly Edited 2016 Ms. Huntsman springs for us a tale of Simon Peter beginning at the very start of his meeting Jesus and ending with his own death upon an upside-down cross. Read more...
She rounds out her talk with the description of his having two wives and two children, his boy died due to persecution against Peter, his daughter had a son before his death.
In the reading of the times in which the Church was founded, one reads of division, much as today, as people moved away from the central tenets of the teachings of Jesus, into their own cultural biases. One is taken by the violence throughout their time, which seemed very little different from today. The difference was there was no atomic bomb or means of destroying the climate. Ms. Huntman concludes with Peter being moved to Rome for trial as the leader of the Christian movement, and finally, crucifixion on a cross upside down. This is a very readable and touching book. She has done excellent research on the politics and the events of the time and bases her novel on the overall Biblical story. -------------------------------------------- Bibliotheca. Volume 5Translation from the Original Tongues being the Version set forth Anno Domini 1611 1881 The American Edition 1900 Newly Edited 2016 Bibliotheca. Volume 5 is a newly edited version of the King James Version. It conveys the poetic beauty of the original King James and is easily readable. Personally, the dignity and beauty of the language led me to read through this version in two days. It draws one into scripture. The editors allowed the words to flow freely by removing all verse numbers, and it was like reading a typical book. Following the tradition of the King James Version, it does not use inclusive language. Acknowledging the same translation faults as those of King James, this book is highly recommended for its magnificent readable language. We live in a time of a continual flow of news, and of spreading gossip on social media. A time when anger rages, and Christianity is under attack. There is little positive news on faith in Jesus of Nazareth on social media and in the news. We hear nothing of the social justice work of the various religious groups, nothing of people sharing their positive relationship with God. Personally, I am shredded to pieces over my faith. But what I have found over and over is that "if you want to save your life, Jesus said, "you must first be willing to lose it. You must be willing to take up your cross and follow me"--yes even through the Valley of the Shadow. For the Kingdom of heaven will cost you not less than everything. But here is a great secret: even when you only catch it in glimpses, like lightning flashing from east to west the kingdom of heaven is already you. And in this kingdom, all are welcome: The people walking by the window of the restaurant next door, on their way to a party. The homeless man on the corner, talking crazy, the young man on the corner selling drugs. All of us. Here, they that mourn will be comforted: the parents of the young man who committed suicide in Texas, the street youth who found out his parents are dead, and could not go to the funeral, and the young homeless girl with brain cancer. Here, where crosses can be so heavy, burdens are quietly made light. And when one's eyes open as a child's one will catch sight of the smile of another. Then: "Wow", he says, and smiles! These two books reminded me to "smile again! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God"! ------------------------ Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Tonight I picked up this year's Christmas cards. It will take me four months to address and write a note to my friends and supporters. Christmas is not a literal fact, but a mythological view of the incarnation.
In the same way, I view Christmas, our author approaches the book of Ephesians, from a mythological point of view. A myth is a story we do not take literally but speaks the truth. Ephesians was written a few years after the death of Paul, as a means to help the church to understand the Gospel apart from the early belief of the Second Coming, and to help keep people true to the Gospel in light of the many religious expressions around them. Its author used the pseudo name of Paul to give it more authority. Using the Buddhist approach of Zhirtis the author raises the understanding of the Trinity to a new level, seeing the emptying of God into believers and bringing the believer into a new source of awakening practice. In the cosmic vision, Read more...
Ephesians focuses on the fullness of God in which the Spirit takes on the mind of Christ and sums up all meaning, the cosmic equivalent of the parousia (Second Coming) that had not materialized. Because the end had not come, the author of Ephesians replaced the coming of Christ in linear time (parousia) with the spatial fullness of the cosmic Christ, our life on earth expands in a tripartite pattern that is concretizing ultimacy in the incarnate Christ by Spirit approach. Christ followers are to put on the mind of Christ--which means to embrace the dying of Jesus, as our own, to be united in the likeness of his death, and abandon the illusion that we foster in sinful hatred and lust, as well as the delusion that a distant God will spare us from suffering and death. It is better to follow the path, to have faith because we do not know where this universe will unfold because the vastness of the universe defeats our visions. Far from seeing into the vastness of cosmic evolution, we can see only our cosmic past as we examine the light from galaxies and stars in the heavens. We know nothing of the evolutionary path, of the vastness of the universe, and so our gospel path is to abide in Christ without knowing any of that. Being in the now, in this moment of living is all we have, our days are in Eternal life. Our calling is not to ourselves but to the cosmos. We are all one family, we are not owners of the Earth and our hope is to be one in all things. Keeman brings our faith in the Cosmic Christ down to earth, seeing ourselves as very minute, and trusting in God calls us to not judge, and to care for each other. -------------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
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IN Service We Encounter God!"For the grace of God, bringing salvation to all people.(Titus 2:11).
My journey has been one of seeking salvation. I was raised in a conservative environment and taught the only way to heaven was through Jesus, repenting my sins. I experienced baptism as a Baptist, Methodist, Roman Catholic, and Episcopal through this journey. I was given books to read on the sins of masturbation, having sex outside marriage, drinking alcohol, smoking pot, and cussing, among other things. These were sins keeping one from God. Therefore, since I could not refrain from sinning, my life was overwhelmed by guilt. I have been told you have to pray a certain way, like using the Lord's Prayer in a Eucharist Service or believing in certain ways to be a part of a community. Through the years of facing death, and horrors on the street, my faith and journey are summed up in the following quotes: Mark 12:28-34: ". . .Hear Lord O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is One. And you shall love the Lord thy God with all your heart, mind and strength and your neighbor as yourself. ." Read more...
and in the words of Fr. Henri Nouwen: Radical servanthood does not make sense unless we introduce a new level of understanding and see it as the way to encounter God. To be humble and persecuted cannot be desired unless we can find God in humility and persecution. When we begin to see God, the source of all our comfort and consolation, in the center of servanthood, compassion becomes much more than doing good for unfortunate people. Radical servanthood, as the encounter with the compassionate God, takes us beyond the distinctions between wealth and poverty, success and failure, fortune and bad luck. Radical servanthood is not an enterprise in which we try to surround ourselves with as much misery as possible, but a joyful way of life in which our eyes are opened to the vision of the true God who chose to be revealed in servanthood. The poor are called blessed not because poverty is good, but because theirs is the kingdom of heaven; the mourners are called blessed not because mourning is good, but because they shall be comforted. Here we are touching on the profound spiritual truth that service is an expression of the search for God and not just of the desire to bring about individual or social change." This has been my journey! John Milton once said, "They also serve who only stand and wait." This past year I have done a lot of standing and waiting, and have found God in prayer, and talking to people. We all can serve in our own way! ---- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
"God Stays With Us!"Luke 11:1-13
The Message Ask for What You Need 11 One day he was praying in a certain place. When he finished, one of his disciples said, “Master, teach us to pray just as John taught his disciples.” 2-4 So he said, “When you pray, say, Father, Reveal who you are. Set the world right. Keep us alive with three square meals. Keep us forgiven with you and forgiving others. Keep us safe from ourselves and the Devil.” Read more...
5-6 Then he said, “Imagine what would happen if you went to a friend in the middle of the night and said, ‘Friend, lend me three loaves of bread. An old friend traveling through just showed up, and I don’t have a thing on hand.’ 7 “The friend answers from his bed, ‘Don’t bother me. The door’s locked; my children are all down for the night; I can’t get up to give you anything.’ 8 “But let me tell you, even if he won’t get up because he’s a friend, if you stand your ground, knocking and waking all the neighbors, he’ll finally get up and get you whatever you need. 9 “Here’s what I’m saying: Ask and you’ll get; Seek and you’ll find; Knock and the door will open. 10-13 “Don’t bargain with God. Be direct. Ask for what you need. This is not a cat-and-mouse, hide-and-seek game we’re in. If your little boy asks for a serving of fish, do you scare him with a live snake on his plate? If your little girl asks for an egg, do you trick her with a spider? As bad as you are, you wouldn’t think of such a thing—you’re at least decent to your own children. And don’t you think the Father who conceived you in love will give the Holy Spirit when you ask him? Yesterday afternoon on Haight I ran into Reddick, who is 11, (not his real name) and was in a group of homeless people. And as I handed out different items, he asked: "None of this has been dosed has it?" (LOL), meaning injected with LSD, mushrooms, or another drug. I smiled and said, "No," and I shared the time I was "dosed" and had to go to the hospital. His mom, whom I have known for several years, asked me to take him for something to eat since he had not eaten all day. We crossed the street to have pizza and shared our "war stories". He had had many, and in looking back to when I was eleven, thought "you are old," for my childhood was playing games. Reddick's mom was born, raised, and prefers to live on the streets. "Flower Girl," sees herself as a "gypsy", moving from place to place, living outside. Continuing down the street, sitting alone, was an older man, as I handed him a pair of socks and food, he rose up and pushed me against a car, hitting me in the chest several times. I simply pushed him back and in the words of Jesus, "shaking the dust off my feet". It has been suggested by friends it is time for me to remove myself from "A violent environment with violent people." And the question I raise, is "Where might that be?" My shoulder was broken by a wealthy person in Marin. He always carries a huge stick for his "protection", saying it was an accident. I have been threatened by more people who are housed, than unhoused. There is violence in all areas of the City. No one is safe from violence. I have more true friends who are the poorest of the poor than otherwise. There is a quote from the series Bluebloods" that carries meaning for me "Down these mean streets a man must go who himself is not mean, tarnished or afraid." The streets have given me three gifts: learning to live in the moment, and secondly, seeing success in caring for each person I come in contact with. I really do not know if our earth, let alone our civilization will survive this century. Considering the ignoring of climate change, the divisions of people, and the continuing growth of poverty there is reason to wonder. But what is important to me is not if our world will survive or not but if we can continue to live with hope, and trust in the promise of God to stay with us at all times. He is the God of the living. Jesus has overcome evil and death and his love and compassion are stronger than any form of death or destruction. That is why I feel that we should continually avoid the temptation of fear, and despair and deepen our awareness that God is present in the midst of the chaos that surrounds us and that presence allows us to live in joy. How do I know: Simply because that trust has saved my ass, many times, and is my ultimate hope and joy! ---- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org [email protected] |
"Looking Death in the Eye!""Death has been swallowed up in victory.
Where. O death is now thy sting?.. But thanks be to God who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ"( I Corinthians 15:57-58). For the past three years, I have looked death in the face often, but no more so than when sitting at Club Trinidad in Palm Springs, on my birthday in 2021, talking on snap chat to a fifteen-year-old in Texas. Skip (not his name) blew his head off. I see the blood spattering all over the computer screen in my dreams from time to time. I have realized that accepting death is not making a mountain out of a molehill. Death is real, it will come, calling us to walk with others, helping them to find hope in the midst of the chaos around us. Life is preparation for death, fear of death keeps us from living. Read more...
Paradise is not a place, but participation in our inheritance of the resurrection, it is here and now, and we are to make every moment count. Through the past year and two months, I have learned that choosing joy in the midst of chaos gives us hope. I have learned the meaning of life is to rejoice in the words of Jesus when he tells us: "I am the resurrection of life." Let us rejoice in the resurrection. Choosing joy in all things leads to a tenderness which leads to a transformation. Tenderness leads to loving with more vulnerability. In trying each day, and it is hard as hell, to keep my mind where my body is, I can find joy at the moment, and be more tender. It seems the closer I come to death, the closer I come to the poor and broken people on the street, and see that same brokenness in everyone. I find it my desire to be present to people, and the less I feel impelled to deal with the burning issues of our day. My new tattoo, the butterfly, above is symbolic of the resurrection, and of a renewed commitment to keeping my eyes on the prize until the day death brings me into the presence of Jesus and I hear the words, "Well done, my good and faithful servant". Deo Gratis! Thanks be to God! ------------------------ Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 415-305-2124 temenos.org --------------------------- "God wants you to see things differently. He wants you to see all that you are capable of doing, being, and becoming. With this new sense of yourself, he wants you to live differently" (Matthew Kelley). |
Walking Into Joy and Tenderness!"in the new light of each day's questions, I am never prepared.
Today again I have nothing, to offer but a handful of old prayers worn down by the relentless abrasion of doubt, and a fragment of dream that plays on in my head only half-remembered. Still, the doves coo and circle through the pines as they do when I pass each morning. Their sorrow is so nearly human, it rings sweet with regret. By dusk, the trees will bow down, and I too, will make my appeal, will find again your mercy, your solace. (Elizabeth Drescher) A student participated in outreach with me Thursday night and talked of studies he had read on how to end homelessness. Looking around to see tents, and people on the street now for nearly twenty-seven years, I listened, and we walked on. Read more...
"in the new light of each day's questions, I am never prepared. Today again I have nothing, to offer but a handful of old prayers worn down by the relentless abrasion of doubt, and a fragment of dream that plays on in my head only half-remembered. Still, the doves coo and circle through the pines as they do when I pass each morning. Their sorrow is so nearly human, it rings sweet with regret. By dusk, the trees will bow down, and I too, will make my appeal, will find again your mercy, your solace. (Elizabeth Drescher) Friday afternoon in the Haight there was a stabbing, and as I held the young man in my arms while waiting for an ambulance, my arms and clothes were bloodied. A nurse walked out of the examining room and guided me to a shower, gave me some scrubs, and told me to shower, handing me disinfectant soap, for the young man had monkeypox. "in the new light of each day's questions, I am never prepared. Today again I have nothing, to offer but a handful of old prayers worn down by the relentless abrasion of doubt, and a fragment of dream that plays on in my head only half-remembered. Still, the doves coo and circle through the pines as they do when I pass each morning. Their sorrow is so nearly human, it rings sweet with regret. By dusk, the trees will bow down, and I too, will make my appeal, will find again your mercy, your solace. (Elizabeth Drescher) In the last four years, as I have struggled through the injury of a shoulder, my hip, a stabbing, and the coronavirus, I have learned to let go, and find joy in all situations. To begin to enter the mystery of life. Entering the mystery we are no longer afraid of pain, but embrace it, and in doing so become tender with others. Tenderness is revealed in the understanding of presence within the midst of annoyance, and to see every person as simply our brothers and sisters. Tenderness is letting people enter into our hearts, being vulnerable, knowing full well we will be broken, but like the Velveteen Rabbit was told, "Now you shall be Real to everyone." Tenderness is enduring love that sustains anything, offering no judgment, simply care. Tenderness is letting go of the false god of success and finding joy in serving others. Tenderness is knowing Paradise is not a particular place, but a participation in the here and now for Jesus is the Resurrection in our midst. Tenderness is not about saving people but redefining lives into one another. Simply loving people. Choosing joy leads us into a life of transformation, into a life of service in tenderness. Letting go of the fear of death, and living in the moment, allows us to choose joy. Find joy in the here and now, find joy in being tender to others! What a gift! "in the new light of each day's questions, I am never prepared. Today again I have nothing, to offer but a handful of old prayers worn down by the relentless abrasion of doubt, and a fragment of dream that plays on in my head only half-remembered. Still, the doves coo and circle through the pines as they do when I pass each morning. Their sorrow is so nearly human, it rings sweet with regret. By dusk, the trees will bow down, and I too, will make my appeal, will find again your mercy, your solace. (Elizabeth Drescher) Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! -------- Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
A Review and Reflection on Monastic Disciplinesby Sam Hamstra, Jr. and Samuel Cocar
Hamstra and Cocar in 145-pages review the disciplines of the desert fathers and hammer on the reality of the failure of the institutional Church. The institutional Church has become a shell, steeped in secularism. They present the basics of the desert fathers as found in the early Church, which kept their faith blazing. The Little Office: Giving, Prayer, and Fasting, the core Triad of Practice: summarizing Matthew 6:1-16, introduced by Jesus as a regular role of the Christian life., "So when you give to the poor, do not sound a trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, so that they may be honored by men and women." Read more...
The first practice is giving. We should give as much as we can, and live simply. The authors suggest tithing, giving 10 percent of our income to the poor, and the disenfranchised: "it functions as an act of faith in God's promise of provision; a tutor for personal, planned, and proportionate giving (I Corinthians 16:2); and a weapon for victory over materialism." Henri Nouwen describes in more depth our journey of giving: "We who want to bring about change have first of all to learn to be changed by those whom we want to help. This, of course, is exceptionally difficult for those who are undergoing their first exposure to an area of distress. They see poor houses, hungry people, and dirty streets; they hear people cry in pain without medical care, they smell unwashed bodies, and in general, are overwhelmed by the misery that is all around them. But none of us will be able to really give if he has not discovered that what he gives is only a small thing compared to what we have received. When Jesus says: “Happy the poor, the hungry, and the weeping” (Luke 6:21), we have to be able to see that happiness. When Jesus says: “What you did to the least of my brothers, you did to me” (Matthew 25:40), he is addressing to us a direct invitation not only to help but also to discover the beauty of God in those who are to be helped. As long as we see only distasteful poverty, we are not really entitled to give. When, however, we find people who have truly devoted themselves to work in the slums and the ghettos and who feel that their vocation is to be of service there, we find that they have discovered that in the smiles of the children, the hospitality of the people; the expressions they use, the stories they tell, the wisdom they show, the goods they share; there is hidden so much richness and beauty, so much affection and human warmth, that the work they are doing is only a small return for what they have already received." "When you pray, you are not to be like the hypocrites; for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and on the street corners so that they may be seen by men and women."(v. 2.) Prayer, the second triad, is broadly considered communication with God-communication understood "as meaningful, interactive self-disclosure." We talk to God daily, we pour out our hearts. Prayer is more than just asking God for our needs. I spend my life having people ask me everything. It gets absolutely tiring to the point of taking three days off a month, and two weeks a year totally alone, with the phone off. God created us to praise, and simply be in his/her presence. (Psalm 63). Prayer is at the center of Christian spirituality, whatever strand of Christian tradition one enters. Evagrius, spokesperson of the Orthodox tradition: If you are a theologian, you will pray truly. And if you pray truly you are a theologian." We all struggle with the practice of prayer. Prayer is a powerful force. But pray, until the sweat from your brow pours out the presence of God. The final practice of the core triad is fasting: "Whenever you fast, do not put on a gloom face as the hypocrites do, for they neglect their appearance so that they will be noticed by men and women when they are fasting." (v. 16) Richard Foster argues the most important text in the Bible for establishing the importance of fasting is Matthew 9:14-15: "Then the disciples of John came to him saying, "Why do we and the Pharisees fast but your disciples do not fast.. And Jesus said to them, "Can the wedding guests mourn as long as the bridegroom is with them? The days will come when the bridegroom is taken away from them, and then they will fast." signifying that when Jesus is gone his disciples will fast. Fasting is an exclamation point at the end of the sentence: "We miss you! We want you! We can't wait until you come back!" When we fast we are witnessing the exclaiming, "Maranatha! Come, Lord Jesus!" We can fast in various ways: sitting down with someone on the street and giving of our time; working in an agency; fasting a day a week, and giving our money to a homeless person. There are many ways. This is a revolutionary vision, for as the Gospels show, Jesus did not closely identify with people from the elaborate metropolitan centers that housed the political, military, economic, and religious elite. He more closely identified with the working poor who built and sustained those centers and the often destitute people from backwater villages. Starvation, indebtedness, imprisonment, exploitation and violence were crushing realities that marked life for those who lived under Roman occupation in first-century Palestine (Sound familiar). It was in these boundaries that the revolutionary vision of Jesus, God's Reigh found its gravitational center. Today Jesus continues to understand the dehumanization of people through homelessness, lack of health care and struggles simply for daily living. He understands the yearning for water, bread, shelter, land, safety, and justice. It moved and moves him deeply because liberation from the yoke of oppression is always to be at the center of God's Reign. The "Little Office", brings us into line with Jesus so that we may become his hands, feet, and mouth! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! -------- Fr. C. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
PRIDE, 2022Journal of an Alien Street Priest:
San Francisco Pride, yesterday, was full of protest over the recent Supreme Court decision and full of joy, and pride over the freedom the LGBTQ community enjoys today. For over twenty years Temenos has been in charge of the Accessibility area, where seniors and people with disabilities sit. We had youth working, as you can see from our photos: Read more...
From different backgrounds, one homeless youth, and three others worked for us on this Pride Sunday.
Looking back through the years, seeing the countless youth we have worked with at Pride and all the youth they represent, witnessing their pain, confusion, fears, and desperation, we cry, we smile, and we give thanks to God for allowing us )and I mean all of us) the honor. People often wrestle with what we do, and looking at the faces of these young people--they are what we do. Listening, simply listening moment to moment, giving them of our time, the two greatest gifts of all. A number of years ago an outreach worker from another agency walked with me on the street. And as we always do we listened, gave food, and socks, and moved on. Sometimes we listened for an hour. In the end, this young worker, commented, "We have to carry a clipboard and check off how many people we see, required to talk with a certain number, and only certain ages, you simply spend time with everyone, and for as long as needed. How awesome that is." Our ministry is that of a pastor, who listens, and shepherds his flock. We hurt, we cry, and suffer along with these guys. Sitting at the base of a statue yesterday waiting for two of our workers, a young man, dressed in a skimpy leather outfit was crying. Someone had taken a picture of him and sent it to his dad. He said his dad would beat him because he was gay. He was afraid to go home. I gave him a card and told him to call me if that happened. I hear stories similar to his day in and day out. Homophobia is well and alive! San Francisco is different than most parts of the country and California itself. Homophobia is WELL AND ALIVE. It is deadly! Today's lesson from Matthew 8:18-22 where Jesus calls all of us to follow him with radical discipleship. He understands the way discipleship can be challenging, which is how we get to the non sequitur: "Foxes have dens and birds of the sky have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to rest his head.' We might read that line, wonder at the meaning, and simply move on, but it has meaning for us today. If we say that we will follow Jesus wherever he leads, do we understand that it will not be easy, that we too may find ourselves with nowhere to rest our heads? We don't get salvation without sacrifice, without embracing the radical--letting the safety nets drop away and trusting that God is the only security measure we need. Jesus calls us to embrace the radical! To go out and feed the hungry, clothe the naked, sit with the dead and dying, to walk and listen, and protest until our government leaders listen! Following Jesus is radical! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------------ This month we will continue our basic schedule of outreach five days and nights a week; talking to people on snap chat and phone. Thank you for your support during this first half of the year and hope you will remember us during July, money is short, and expenses for supplies continue to be needed. When I use "we" I simply mean those who have supported us financially, and with prayer are walking on the street as well, symbolically. Again we are beggars and we thank you for your support! Paypal and website: www.temenos.org |
LGBTQ+ Pride Month!On June 25 and 26 we will have our Pride Celebration. A million people will descend upon San Francisco, the flags flying, beautiful people around. A celebration of LGTBQ+ equality.
Our open and affirming churches will celebrate with the rainbow flag on their doors, and there will be sermons preached on equality. Yet in this celebration, we all fail to remember the individuals who have been persecuted, and psychologically damaged; and fail to remember the ones who are struggling. We think that it is better to ignore the past and look to the future, and yet the past will continue to haunt us until we embrace it and are reborn into a new life and understanding. Read more...
Personally, I am just beginning to begin putting the pieces together through the homophobia and hate experienced in the Church. I think of her as both my mother and a whore, as Dorothy Day commented.
Through my growing up years, and seminary I encountered ministers, who struggled with being gay, suffered from homophobia. One whom I will call Charlie, never married, suffered greatly, and being called to ministry Charlie believed he needed to stay in the closet. He ended his life at 40. He is one of the thousands. Every day I hear the stories of young men and women in their struggles and have been alienated from family, and friends. Four out of ten queer youth will commit suicide. I see parents while expressing their openness are happy, very happy when their child dates the opposite sex. Homophobia is engrained a little in all of us. Our lectionary text today is from Ezekiel 34: 15-16 calls us to be “shepherds”, to care for those who are “lost”: “I myself will be the shepherd of my sheep. I myself will make sure they get plenty of rest. I will go after the lost, I will collect the strays, I will doctor the injured. I will build up the weak ones and oversee the strong ones so they are not exploited.” Each one of us is called to be “shepherds” to those who are broken and coming out; we are called to feed and care for our brothers and sisters on the streets. Deo Gratias! Thanks be To God! (We are in charge of the Accessibility Booth at Pride in which provides the ministry of presence in welcoming individuals.) One hundred million wanderers Line the streets the sand the oceans Line borders marked with barbed wire Or impenetrable walls Seeking Hope Karen Melander-Magoon, D.Min. |
The Art of Marketing Jesus Unleashing the POWER OF THE GOSPEL through the Lives of Every day Peopleby Robert Wachter
The author describes Jesus as the "most attractive person in human history". The Art of Marketing Jesus is an easy-to-understand spiritual growth process that has helped many believers internalize the life-giving promises of the new covenant and produces an abundance of love, joy, and peace in their lives--which is precisely the attitudes and characteristics required to attract people to Jesus If you want to live free and attract more people to Jesus, perhaps it's time to become a new wineskin. It is time to say goodbye to old thoughts that keep us in bondage and place your light on the lampstand of spiritual freedom. What he is saying is very simply said by Jesus, "You shall love the Lord your God, with all of your heart, mind, and soul, and your neighbor as yourself." To care for people without expecting them to be what we want them to be, but simply as the broken children of God as we are. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
A Reflection On Inflamed Deep Medicine and the Anatomy of Injustice!By Rupa Marya and Raj Patel
"Don't pick on people, jump on their failures, criticize their faults-unless of course you want the same treatment. ." Matthew 7:1-5 Marya and Patel open with these words: "Deep medicine is the birthing of resistance to the oppression of those forces that keep us from being our true selves. .and engaging in deep medicine means understanding how every human's internal state synchronizes with the environment around them and helping them that DIALOGUE THAT SPEAK IN AS MANY LANGUAGES AS POSSIBLE." Read more...
By "speaking in as many languages as possible," we come together listening and coming towards understanding each other and supporting and caring for our fellow human beings and our environment.
Presently we are not listening to the language of others Rupa predicts, as a native of India, by looking away and not seeing,"the disparities of India were not the past of a backward nation, they were the future of places like the United States." My "dark night of the soul" came to me in seeing people on every corner sleeping in doorways, without blankets; mental ill and substance abusers walking around naked, witnessing the death of a youth on snap chat, and holding the hands of others dying from being stabbed, shot, and a number dying from the coronavirus. Housing, food, gas, and medical care are only available to those with money. We are becoming a country with a rich-poor divide. It literally tears my heart apart. I am nauseous and wonder what has happened to us as human beings. Patel tells us: "We can be healthy only when the entire community is also healthy meaning all beings: plants, animals, water, people, soil, and air, the ancestors, and those not yet born. And this is achievable only through social, economic, political, ecological, and cosmological spheres working in an integrated fashion for the benefit of all, not just for a privileged few.. " . During Pride month I remember queer youth are 4 times as likely to commit suicide than their straight peers. All over social media, the news, and where politicians speak we hear the hateful thoughts and words, churches and other institutions ignore queer youth. Violence results from the way Blacks and minorities are treated in actions and words. I was told recently that I was as tough as nails (LOL), I hear more words of hate and threatened violence than pleasant words. I suffer a lot from those words, I cry a lot, and suffer my own sense of failure. Our words and actions are where we start in saving our environment and we can in little ways. Today watching seated at a restaurant, people passing by, and their interactions with a homeless man sitting on the street. Out of one hundred and fifty, not one spoke to him, it was as if he did not exist. We can by speaking to our brothers and sisters on the street, give them a sense of being cared for, and will lead us to work in ways to provide for them. We need to be human beings to others.t We can begin by seeing our responsibility for the violence in our society, through the ways in which we treat minorities in words and our actions. In summary, the most important action we can do is to simply listen and "become humble once more in the face of life's greater intelligence. It is to create a community of care that can heal what has been broken, in which we can call take part with fire in our hearts, to cool our veins, our minds, our communities, and our planet, with recognition of our dependent we are on water,wind, earth, fire and the entire web of life. It is to become human again."" Fr. C. River Sims, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org |
The Dazzling Darkness!II Kings: 11:-4;9-18,20
Matthew 6:19-20 One of the most compelling images of our lives comes from St. John of the Cross: the dark night of the soul when the Holy Spirit leads us to the "darkness" of our own limited knowledge and awareness, it is to lead us into a hidden love that cannot be put into words or understood in a kind of logical sense. The nineteenth-century poet Coventry Patmore, offers this insight: "In the Higher Communion, the night of thought is the light of perception." Folk singer Arlo Guthrie puts it in more easy words: You can't have the light without a dark to stick it in. His point of darkness whether symbolically or in reality is not always wrong. Our bodies need darkness for a good sleep. So darkness and light are not always the symbols of good and evil. Read more...
For a long time now, I too have been experiencing this dark night of the soul, a darkness that is dazzling through over two years of the pandemic holding the hands of those dying of the coronavirus, witnessing a suicide, seeing young guys stabbed and brutalized, my own body beaten and broken, struggling to regain the ability to walk over the past year, and finally hearing very little positive.
Yet it is in this darkness there is an invitation into the cloud of unknowing: that sacred place where we meet God not by the radiance of our minds, but in a dazzling love that cannot be put into words or metaphor. The two things I am learning in this darkness are found in the words of T.S. Elliot: "Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go." Risk is the key to growth and change. Secondly one of the greatest human spiritual tasks is to embrace all of humanity, to allow our hearts to be a marketplace of humanity, to allow our interior lives to enter into and reflect the pains and joys of people who live everywhere, and have lived before us and will live after us. To embrace and walk with every person around us. Our own lives are a part of the journey of humanity We are simply a fragment of humanity. It is that dazzling love that enables us to not be afraid to touch the lives of each person, see ourselves in them, and most importantly seeing the broken body of the Cosmic Christ. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Fr. C. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T.
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In the Mists of Time!Matthew 25:31-46
John 21: 15-19 Last week I was attending a conference in Las Vegas, and as I sat in my nice hotel room I remembered the day before walking to the post office, a young woman, butt naked, simply out of her mind wandering around; as I returned home there was a young kid, with black paint around his eyes, wearing filthy shorts, and dirty legs, and could not even focus when I spoke to him; in the doorway was another lying in her excrement; the night before I took another young man to the hospital, sick with the coronavirus. found him lying on the street in chills. Read more...
The words of Jesus echo in my ears as I see the suffering, I struggle with my privilege and hear these words:
"When they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon, son of John do you love me?" He said to him: 'Yes Lord you know that I love you.' Jesus said to him, 'Tend my sheep...Jesus said to him the third time, Simon son of John do you love me?' Peter was grieved because he had asked him a third time, 'Do you love me?'. .'Truly, truly, I say to you, when you were young, you used to dress and walk wherever you wanted, but when you are old, you will stretch out your hands, and another will dress you and carry you where you do not want to go." June 4, is the anniversary of my ordination back in the mists of time, I was 21, and through the years to come I was confronted with a church that rejected me as a result of being queer, and that denominations being torn apart with the same issue; I found myself in that struggle being a hooker, and finally coming back to a new queer denomination. The call to ministry continues to burn like a fiery flame within me, in season and out of season. And the years have passed, my youth is gone, and am struggling with walking, the side effects of the coronavirus. The Church is a human institution, and as Dorthy Day once said, "The Church is both a whore and also our Mother." Looking through the years she has always been my Mother. And as I struggle with walking from an injury, and the side effects of the coronavirus, I find myself still answering the question: "Yes Lord I love you," even though like Peter I have failed so many many times. And on this anniversary I renew my vows of ordination, "To preach the Word, and Administer the Sacraments," and continue to "wait tables," My thanks to all of you who have supported me through these years! This is Pride month. The Pride celebration will be on June 25 and 26. We will be in charge of the accessibility section, and if anyone would like to volunteer please call.
In San Francisco, it is easy to think that all is well with LGBTQ rights, but throughout the country, those rights are being challenged, and people are suffering. In the past year there has been one suicide and several young people attempted to commit suicide we have worked with, and so there are many others in the closet and struggling. Forty percent of the homeless population is LGBTQ. So come to Pride, rejoice in our freedom in San Francisco, and protest the discrimination elsewhere in our state, and throughout the country. Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Walking Towards Joy!"..That was fuel on the fire. The quarrel flamed up and became violent..."
Acts 22: 30-23:11 Joy and Resentment Cannot Coexist "Of one thing I am sure. Complaining is self-perpetuating and counterproductive. Whenever I express my complaints in the hope of evoking pity and receiving the satisfaction I so much desire, the result is always the opposite of what I tried to get. A complainer is hard to live with, and very few people know how to respond to the complaints made by a self-rejecting person. The tragedy is that, often, the complaint, once expressed, leads to that which is most feared: further rejection. . . . Joy and resentment cannot coexist." Fr. Henri Nouwen Read more...
The Center for Disease Control estimates 1,002, 422 deaths and a 104, 00 getting ill daily from the Coronavirus. As of the end of last week, the Bay Area reported between 4,000 and 4500 new coronavirus cases a day--roughly double the daily reports from the start of the month.
In talking to people I hear of the numbers, and of how lucky we are with the vaccine for people who get less sick; how "blessed" they have been for living in a place where the disease is not near; and so on. I hear of "quarrels flaming up", over the non-vaccinated, and resentment towards them. We read the numbers, yet we fail to see the suffering.. Let me take a few minutes and share with you examples of the suffering: Joe: 45 years old, began feeling nauseated, and within a week was in the ICU, hooked to all of the needed medical devices. He gasped for breath, his whole body in pain, and he died in so much fear. Shannon, 20, a young street kid, began to have chills and fever, and went to the emergency room and was placed in isolation; he died in pain, and alone except for the priest holding his hand. Myself: I have had, five vaccines, from a study at Standford, yet, one morning I awoke feeling sick, nauseated, and with fever. Testing positive for the coronavirus I stayed in for three weeks, with few symptoms. Yet the lingering side effects, light as well, tiredness, complete exhaustion after being up for four hours and failing to remember names, and dates, still continue. I am more easily susceptible to other viruses. as well. I can list for hours the ones who have died on the streets, and those who have side effects far worse, much, much worse than mine. My best friend is an antivirus person, we joke, and he reminds me it is a matter of principle in his eyes, but I will never, never judge or stay away from his presence. To find more joy in our lives we need to let go of our resentment, and our anger, towrds others, for who they are; to find joy we all need to see the human toll in the suffering and pain this disease has caused. People are suffering, let us walk towards joy in seeing their suffering, and ministering to each one like our friends and neighbors. Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Journal of An Alien Street Priest:"You can measure your worth by your dedication to your path, not by your successes or failures." Elizabeth Gilbert
Luke 24:46-53 Today we celebrate the Ascension of Jesus into heaven and in two weeks Pentecost. For the modern world that is confusing and unbelievable. Yet when you understand that the Jewish mind functions in myth, and not literal understanding one can see that for them Jesus became the Cosmic Christ, the One who dwells within them in the form of the Spirit. As time has moved through the ages, this Cosmic Christ continues to evolve into seeing all spiritualities that practice the love of humanity as reflections of the One Divine Spirit. Today I sit outside a cafe on Polk Street, drinking tea, around me are people, playing with their dogs, shopping, and simply hanging out and my mind returns to coming here in 1994. Read More...
The street was full of lower-end gay bars, young boys hustling, drugs were plentiful, and as time has moved onward we have come to now, and all has changed. The same with the Haight.
Several years ago a group wanted to paint a mural of the old Polk, the bars, and the hustling, to recall a part of queer history, and the merchants association refused, they do not acknowledge that period. In so doing they erase history, and more importantly the lives of those who were struggling with coming out in a period of hatred. They forget about the youth, the drug addicts. The same in the Haight. The City continues to put out its millions to "solve the problem." The problem continues and worsens. Our ministry continues to be the Cosmic Christ to people on the street--food, pastoral care, needles, condoms, socks, and other supplies; we continue to minister without pushing religion or belief, but in love, respect, and care. As St. Francis once said, "Preach the Gospel using as few words as possible." During the past two years, we have held the hands of people dying of the coronavirus; three young men who were stabbed and shot and saw the face of one shooting himself on zoom. We see people without food, and without real friends. I can understand the Apostle Paul's words: "I have faced dangers from believers and non-believers, I have faced dangers on the deserts, the seas, and the streets. I have endured many sleepless nights. I have endured pain from injuries. I have gone without food. I have shivered in the cold without enough clothing to keep me warm. (from 2 Corinthians 11: 22). And from these years and experiences what we have learned and attempt with our heart to practice: First, not to place our expectations on others, we walk with them where they are; Second, to have no expectations of the government; Third, we have to suffer with people on their journeys in order to find life on ours; Finally see in each one the face of the Cosmic Christ, whose lives are at times touched by evil, but new life can come in love; and finally: "You can measure your worth by your dedication to your path, not by your successes or failures." Elizabeth Gilbert. Our prayer in the coming days is that we will love each person without judgment, seeing the positive, and the negative, the good and evil, and loving each as a precious child of God. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! Peniel--June-Pride Month
Newsletter of Temenos Catholic Worker P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org (pay pal) 415-305-2124 Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. Directer 2022 LGBTQ Pride will be on June 25 and 26th, and we will be in charge of the Accessibility Booth. If anyone would like to volunteer please let us know.
Pride is important this year. What we forget as each generation moves forward is many of the gains of the former are lost; We need to keep before the eyes of the world the equality of all and understand laws alone do not change the hearts of people. For only when hearts are transformed through our own witness of love can lasting change occurr. We are Truly Beggars!
We are truly beggars. Money is low! Socks are donated, but expenses regarding food, condoms, car upkeep gas, and our own living expenses have risen. So please find it within your heart to give!
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Love One Another All The Way!
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Remembering Stardust
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Feed My Sheep!
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The Great Digital Commission
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Luke 24:1-12At daybreak on the first day of the week the women who had come from Galilee with Jesus took the spices they had prepared and went to the tomb. They found the stone rolled away from the tomb; but when they entered, they did not find the body of the Lord Jesus. While they were puzzling over this, behold, two men in dazzling garments appeared to them. They were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground. They said to them, “Why do you seek the living one among the dead? He is not here, but he has been raised. Remember what he said to you while he was still in Galilee, that the Son of Man must be handed over to sinners and be crucified, and rise on the third day.” And they remembered his words. Then they returned from the tomb and announced all these things to the eleven and to all the others. The women were Mary Magdalene, Joanna, and Mary the mother of James; the others who accompanied them also told this to the apostles, but their story seemed like nonsense and they did not believe them. But Peter got up and ran to the tomb, bent down, and saw the burial cloths alone; then he went home amazed at what had happened.
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I received an email from a friend describing her confusion about Easter and in a few words: "Easter" was originally designated the Jewish Passover, but as the early Christians tend to do they adopted festivals to shape it in their own belief system. It has to do with the moon cycles as well; The Bible says three days for the resurrection--and technically it is three: Friday, Saturday, and Sunday; The Lord's Supper and the washing of feet: The Gospels were written by four different writers. Each with his own interpretation of the story--the washing of feet symbolizes our service to others and is attached to the Lord's Supper stories. So the early Christians placed these two stories together in order to remind us of sacrifice and service. Four different people, four different views of the events.
One must take the reading of Scripture through a mythological approach--a story told to provide a universal understanding of the truth. "He died for our sins." Sin is wrong. I spent my adolescence praying every night to be forgiven of "masturbation," when in reality that phrase means the wrongs we do in loving our neighbor; "he died for our sins" means the universal of sins of war fair, destruction our climate, and natural resources; and of not loving our neighbor--how we treat others.
The reality of some of these passages has been interpreted through time in ways detrimental to human beings. As Donn Hall points out the Easter story's interpretation by the Church, has driven him away from Christianity through her condemnation of homosexuality: As a former Christian Minister, I face Easter with a bit of trepidation, mixed with emotions and discomfort. Not because I feel "convicted" by the Christian Easter story, but rather pain because the religion of my youth was a source of brutality and rejection of the LGBTQ+ community. To me, the Christian imagery of the cross represents not "salvation" (as if I needed it), but rather a symbol of the violence of prejudice against the LGBT+ community and all others throughout history that didn't fit into religious/socially imported "norms". So during this Easter season, I choose to remember the victims of religion and of societally imposed "norms" and not the traditional Easter Story." This same interpretation of the Christian story drove the young man who painted the photo above to suicide, and so many others before him and after him. The Easter narrative is a story of Jesus being led to death resulting from his offending the ruling powers by preaching a new way of life--the Kingdom of God. Many who are believers in other traditions have met the same fate. The resurrections are symbolic of God saying a big "Yes" to the reign of God here and now and Jesus leads us forward to fight for that reign--a Kingdom on earth in which all are fed, loved, cared for, a Kingdom of peace, where all is well. The Easter story is not about the discrimination of anyone for their beliefs, sexuality, or being of a different race/societal background. In fact, Jesus never formed a religion. Jesus gave one commandment: 'Do unto others as you would have them do unto you; 'Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all they soul, mind and strength, and thy neighbor as thyself," and summed up in Matthew 25:31-43-- The Final Judgment31 “When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, then he will sit on his glorious throne. 32 Before him will be gathered all the nations, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. 33 And he will place the sheep on his right, but the goats on the left. 34 Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, 36 I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.’ 37 Then the righteous will answer him, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you drink? 38 And when did we see you a stranger and welcome you, or naked and clothe you? 39 And when did we see you sick or in prison and visit you?’ 40 And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers,[a] you did it to me.’ 41 “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. 42 For I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me no drink, 43 I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not clothe me, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.’ Recently I was asked: "How can you wear a cross, a habit, and/or clerical collar and not symbolize the superiority of Christianity?" As one walks around San Francisco, we see the rainbow of colors of various spiritual paths--in their dress; when one has a haircut in various shops of Asian proprietors we see a statue of Buddha on the floor with candles and food. We have these symbols on or around, ourselves, expressing our faith in the form of the God who supports and sustains us. St. Leo once said: There are many streams, flowing into one River: and from the book of Ecclesiastes: All the rivers run into the sea, yet the sea is not full; unto the place from whence the rivers come, is empty. We all are flowing into the same River, let us respect each individual's stream. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------ Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org |
TENDERLOIN STATIONS OF THE CROSS Good Friday/April 15, 2022 Noon-2:00 p.m.A Walk of Reflection on Bearing the Cross of Thorns-Our Haunting of Our Treatment of Native Americans
We Begin in front of City Hall-Polk Side Will Pray and Feed Anyone Who is Hungry Sponsored by Temenos Catholic Worker Read More...
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Mending Into A Beautiful Broken Pot
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Tis A Gift to be Simple"Then Jesus called the children. I tell you the truth, anyone who doesn't receive the Kingdom of God like a child will never enter it."
"Tis the gift to be simple," is a summary of one of the main requirements "to receive the Kingdom of God like a child." St. Francis lived his life as a child, simple in all things, caring for people, loving nature, and most importantly giving his total trust to Jesus. Through the years one can either become hardened as we experience tragedy, and the living reality of life, or approach life as a child with wonderment, flexibility, creativity, forgiveness, holding no resentments and trusting in God. I have a friend who when angry will say to me, "You are just a child." Personally, it is the highest compliment I have ever been given. Read more...
A psychologist friend told me at the beginning of this ministry my life would be like standing on a railroad track with twenty-four trains racing toward me at one time. And it has: slander, threats, being beaten up, attempts on my life, and personally the worst is becoming hardened against people. Each day I try to become more childlike.
Harry, I now invite you to become more simple, more of a child by:
That was the highest compliment I have received in a long time, and the message is to be simple, live like a child, do not use your power. Walk with people as equals. Finally, I leave you with these words as you walk as a child, words by Don Miguel Ruiz: Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T.
P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-2124 Salvation
By what are you saved? And how? Saved like a bit of string, tucked away in a drawer? Saved like a child rushed from a burning building, already singed and coughing smoke? Or are you salvaged like a car part -- the one good door when the rest is wrecked? Do you believe me when I say you are neither salvaged nor saved, but salved, anointed by gentle hands where you are most tender? Haven't you seen the way snow curls down like a fresh sheet, how it covers everything, makes everything beautiful, without exception? ~ Lynn Ungar ~ (Blessing the Bread)
TENDERLOIN STATIONS OF THE CR0SS Good Friday/April 15, 2022 Noon-2:00 p.m. A Walk of Reflection on Bearing the Cross of Thorns-Our Haunting of Our Treatment of Native Americans.
We Begin in front of City Hall-Polk Side. Will Pray and Feed Anyone Who is Hungry. Sponsored by Temenos Catholic Worker For More Info: Fr. River Sims, D.Min., D.S.T. 415-305-2124, [email protected] (We need seven more volunteers to read parts, please contact Fr. River if interested.) |
Ramadan Begins On April 2, 2022, and ends on May 1, 2022--An Explanation:Why are more than a billion people around the world abstaining from eating, drinking, smoking, and sex from dawn to sunset this month? They are Muslims who are fasting during the holy month of Ramadan.
Fasting is one of the Five Pillars of the religion of Islam and one of the highest forms of Islamic worship. Abstinence from earthly pleasures and curbing evil intentions and desires is regarded as an act of obedience and submission to God (Allah is the Arabic word referring to “the one God”) as well as an atonement for sins, errors, and mistakes. Read More...
Called Ramadan (or Ramazan), Muslims fast during this month from the moment when it first starts to get light until sunset. They fast as an act of faith and worship towards God, seeking to suppress their desires and increase their spiritual piety. Fasting together as a worldwide community (Ummah) affirms the brotherhood and equality of man before God. When Is Ramadan? Muslims follow a lunar calendar which is approximately 10 or 11 days shorter each year. The month of Ramadan is the ninth month and officially begins with a combination of the sighting of the new moon and astronomical calculations. Some Muslim authorities rely more heavily on the physical sighting of the new moon than on scientific calculations. An Imam (Muslim holy man) will declare the exact time of Ramadan just prior to its commencement. The fasting period ends upon the sighting of the next new moon, which occurs after 29 or 30 days. In 2022, Ramadan begins in the entire U.S. on April 2 and concludes on May 1. In some other parts of the world, it begins on slightly different dates. The exact date is not the same in all parts of the world because the actual time when the “new moon” begins varies around the world. What’s Ramadan All About? The name Ramadan is derived from the Arabic word ramida or ar-ramad, denoting intense scorching heat and dryness, especially the ground. From the same word there is ramdaa, meaning “sunbaked sand” and the famous proverb kal mustajeer minar ramadaa binnar — to jump out of the frying pan into the fire. Some say it is so called because Ramadan scorches out the sins with good deeds, as the sun burns the ground. Ramadan brings out a special feeling of emotional excitement and religious zeal among Muslims of all ages. Though fasting is mandatory only for adults, children as young as eight willingly observe fasting with their elders. Children look forward to the excitement of sighting the moon and eating special meals with their families. Adults appreciate the opportunity to double their rewards from God and seek forgiveness for past sins. As Ramadan emphasizes Muslim brotherhood and community, all feel a particular closeness towards their Creator and amongst their family and friends. Muslims must adapt themselves both physically and emotionally during these 30 long days of fasting. A typical day of fasting begins with getting up early, around 4:30 a.m. and sharing a meal called sahur together before the fast begins at dawn, about 5:10 a.m. As dawn breaks, Fajr, the first of five daily prayers is offered. As the day proceeds, fasting Muslims are constantly bombarded with messages from their stomachs that it is time for breakfast, snack, lunch, and so on. And each time, Muslims remind themselves that they are fasting for the sole purpose of pleasing God and seeking his mercy. They offer the second and third prayers during early and late afternoon, respectively. Fasting helps one to experience how a hungry person feels and what it is like to have an empty stomach. It teaches one to share the sufferings of the less fortunate. Muslims believe that fasting leads one to appreciate the bounties of God, which are usually taken for granted – until they are missed! Throughout the day Muslims are encouraged to go out of their way to help the needy, both financially and emotionally. Some believe that a reward earned during this month is multiplied 70 times and more. For this reason, Ramadan is also known as the month of charity and generosity. Ramadan Is More Than Just Fasting To a Muslim, fasting not only means abstaining from food, but also refraining from all vice and evils committed consciously or unconsciously. It is believed that if one voluntarily refrains from lawful foods and sex during Ramadan, he will develop self-restraint and be more able to avoid unlawful things and acts the rest of the year. The fast is broken at sunset. The Prophet Muhammed recommended breaking the fast with a meal of dates. Muslims are urged to invite others to break the fast with them. These gatherings are called iftar parties. Just after breaking the fast but before dinner, Muslims offer the fourth of the five daily prayers, which is called the Maghrib prayer. After dinner, Muslims go to their houses of worship, called mosques, to offer the Isha prayer, which is the last of the five daily prayers. The day ends with a special voluntary prayer, the Taraweeh, offered by the congregation reciting the Qur’an, the holy book of Islam. Closing the Month Off The last ten days of Ramadan are considered highly blessed, especially the 27th night which is called laylat al-qadr – the “Night of Power,” or the “Night of Destiny.” It is believed that on this night the prophet Muhammed received the first revelation of the Qur’an. For many Muslims, this 10-day period is marked by a heightened spiritual intensity, and they may spend these nights praying and reciting the Qur’an. After 30 days of fasting, the end of the month of Ramadan is observed with a day of celebration called Eid-ul-Fitr. On this day, Muslims gather in one place to offer a prayer of thanks. It is traditional to wear new clothes, visit friends and relatives, exchange gifts, eat delicious dishes prepared for this occasion, and wait patiently for the next year. Christians and Fasting In the Bible, we do not find anyone method of fasting required of us, but the Lord Jesus did say, however, “when you fast…” (Matthew 6:16), seeming to assume that His followers would imitate His own example. We fast as an outward symbol of our devotion to God, being willing to deny ourselves food for His sake. Fasting adds intensity to our prayer and often leads to breakthroughs. We do not fast to convince or persuade God, but rather to identify with His broken heart and with His desire for all mankind to know Him. “Is this not the fast that I have chosen: to lose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, to let the oppressed go free, and that you break every yoke? Is it not to share your bread with the hungry, and that you bring to your house the poor who are cast out?” (Isaiah 58:6-7) The name Ramadan is derived from the Arabic word ramida or ar-ramad, denoting intense scorching heat and dryness, especially the ground. From the same word there is ramdaa, meaning “sunbaked sand” and the famous proverb kal mustajeer minar ramadaa binnar — to jump out of the frying pan into the fire. Some say it is so called because Ramadan scorches out the sins with good deeds, as the sun burns the ground. Ramadan brings out a special feeling of emotional excitement and religious zeal among Muslims of all ages. Though fasting is mandatory only for adults, children as young as eight willingly observe fasting with their elders. Children look forward to the excitement of sighting the moon and eating special meals with their families. Adults appreciate the opportunity to double their rewards from God and seek forgiveness for past sins. As Ramadan emphasizes Muslim brotherhood and community, all feel a particular closeness towards their Creator and amongst their family and friends. Christians and Fasting In the Bible, we do not find anyone method of fasting required of us, but the Lord Jesus did say, however, “when you fast…” (Matthew 6:16), seeming to assume that His followers would imitate His own example. We fast as an outward symbol of our devotion to God, being willing to deny ourselves food for His sake. Fasting adds intensity to our prayer, and often leads to breakthroughs. We do not fast to convince or persuade God, but rather to identify with His broken heart and with His desire for all mankind to know Him. “Is this not the fast that I have chosen: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, to let the oppressed go free, and that you break every yoke? Is it not to share your bread with the hungry, and that you bring to your house the poor who are cast out?” (Isaiah 58:6-7) |
TENDERLOIN STATIONS OF THE CROSSGood Friday/April 15, 2022
Noon-2:00 p.m. A Walk of Reflection on Bearing the Cross of Thorns-Our Haunting of Our Treatment of Native Americans We Begin in front of City Hall-Polk Side Will Pray and Feed Anyone Who is Hungry Sponsored by Temenos Catholic Worker For More Info: Fr. River Sims, D.Min., D.S.T. 415-305-2124, [email protected] (We need seven more volunteers to read parts, please contact Fr. River if interested.) |
Sometimes the question determines the answer. In John 7 Jesus preaches in Jerusalem on the Feast of Tabernacles, the question from his hearers is not, "Is this true?" Instead, they are asking questions to show their knowledge of who the Messiah is, and question the invalidity of Jesus since he is from Galilee.
Rather than listen we doubt, we question, and place our own values on others. They do not see the purpose of Jesus, stemming from his relationship with God.
Often it is suggested I move to another town, and cook again large meals. When that happens I know I am not being listened to. First of all, many years ago I took a vow of "stability", where I would stay in San Francisco, and serve, and secondly, I have cooked large meals, and have been led to move in other directions. People place their wishes on my shoulders. We need to listen, not advise or judge. Bell Hooks tells us: The choice to love is the choice to connect--to find ourselves in the other." We have to enter into and let others enter into our lives to truly connect, true love is not telling others how to live their lives, but listening and allowing them to find their own way.
Only in listening can others become themselves, and find the answer to their questions.
Rather than listen we doubt, we question, and place our own values on others. They do not see the purpose of Jesus, stemming from his relationship with God.
Often it is suggested I move to another town, and cook again large meals. When that happens I know I am not being listened to. First of all, many years ago I took a vow of "stability", where I would stay in San Francisco, and serve, and secondly, I have cooked large meals, and have been led to move in other directions. People place their wishes on my shoulders. We need to listen, not advise or judge. Bell Hooks tells us: The choice to love is the choice to connect--to find ourselves in the other." We have to enter into and let others enter into our lives to truly connect, true love is not telling others how to live their lives, but listening and allowing them to find their own way.
Only in listening can others become themselves, and find the answer to their questions.
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Our purpose from the beginning is to be in a relationship with God, to be God's child. The Westminister Confession declares our purpose: "Glorify God, and worship him forever." What we do at work, be it washing dishes to being President of the United States, is sacred following that purpose. Each of us is precious in God's eyes, our purpose is simply to love Him/Her. Our purpose is simply to let God love us.
I became aware of my purpose at nine years old, as my parents shared of loving God, seeing God in all things, and at twelve, when the presence of God was felt in my heart, calling me to ministry, it was solidified even more so, when I became "a priest forever in the Order of Mechsidek."
The stole and Bible above are symbols of the journey of walking the road less traveled. The stole was given to me on my ordination to the priesthood, with the words: "This stole has been made from blankets of men who have died of AIDS, and in this ordination, you have chosen a road few walk, of ministry with street youth, in particular queer youth."
One, sunny warm day walking down Polk Street, a young, homeless boy of fifteen, in the summer of 1998 yelled my name and handed me this "Bible, with the Book of Common Prayer", saying, "I have learned from you that it is ok to be gay, and this Bible is my gift." He had stolen the Bible, which I treasure to this day.
Both symbolize personally "salvation" comes not through beating the Bible on a person's head, but truly listening and seeing salvation in all spiritual expressions, and within.
My friend Cindi Vian summarizes salvation in this poem she gave to us:
Salvation
By what are you saved? And how?
Saved like a bit of string,
tucked away in a drawer?
Saved like a child rushed from
a burning building, already
singed and coughing smoke?
Or are you salvaged
like a car part -- the one good door
when the rest is wrecked?
Do you believe me when I say
you are neither salvaged nor saved,
but salved, anointed by gentle hands
where you are most tender?
Haven't you seen
the way snow curls down
like a fresh sheet, how it
covers everything,
makes everything
beautiful, without exception?
~ Lynn Ungar ~
(Blessing the Bread)
I became aware of my purpose at nine years old, as my parents shared of loving God, seeing God in all things, and at twelve, when the presence of God was felt in my heart, calling me to ministry, it was solidified even more so, when I became "a priest forever in the Order of Mechsidek."
The stole and Bible above are symbols of the journey of walking the road less traveled. The stole was given to me on my ordination to the priesthood, with the words: "This stole has been made from blankets of men who have died of AIDS, and in this ordination, you have chosen a road few walk, of ministry with street youth, in particular queer youth."
One, sunny warm day walking down Polk Street, a young, homeless boy of fifteen, in the summer of 1998 yelled my name and handed me this "Bible, with the Book of Common Prayer", saying, "I have learned from you that it is ok to be gay, and this Bible is my gift." He had stolen the Bible, which I treasure to this day.
Both symbolize personally "salvation" comes not through beating the Bible on a person's head, but truly listening and seeing salvation in all spiritual expressions, and within.
My friend Cindi Vian summarizes salvation in this poem she gave to us:
Salvation
By what are you saved? And how?
Saved like a bit of string,
tucked away in a drawer?
Saved like a child rushed from
a burning building, already
singed and coughing smoke?
Or are you salvaged
like a car part -- the one good door
when the rest is wrecked?
Do you believe me when I say
you are neither salvaged nor saved,
but salved, anointed by gentle hands
where you are most tender?
Haven't you seen
the way snow curls down
like a fresh sheet, how it
covers everything,
makes everything
beautiful, without exception?
~ Lynn Ungar ~
(Blessing the Bread)
The Road Not Taken--Redirecting the Questions!The Road Not Taken
By Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, Read More...
And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. John 7:1--2, 10, 25-30 New Living Translation After this Jesus traveled around Galilee. 2 He wanted to stay out of Judea, where the Jewish leaders were planning his death. 10 But after his brothers left for the festival, Jesus also went, though secretly, staying out of public view. Is Jesus the Messiah? 25 Some of the people who lived in Jerusalem started to ask each other, “Isn’t this the man they are trying to kill? 26 But here he is, speaking in public, and they say nothing to him. Could our leaders possibly believe that he is the Messiah? 27 But how could he be? For we know where this man comes from. When the Messiah comes, he will simply appear; no one will know where he comes from.” 28 While Jesus was teaching in the Temple, he called out, “Yes, you know me, and you know where I come from. But I’m not here on my own. The one who sent me is true, and you don’t know him. 29 But I know him because I come from him, and he sent me to you.” 30 Then the leaders tried to arrest him; but no one laid a hand on him, because his time[c] had not yet come. |
Traveling The Thin Spaces With the Communion of Saints!Today Geo, who hangs on Haight Street, called and invited me to meet him at a piazza place on Haight. Arriving there were four other Haight Street guys and one girl. They wanted to celebrate my birthday.
As we talked and laughed, one item of humor was being approached by a City Outreach Worker asking if each wanted to start the process of getting off the streets. He called them "homeless," and Geo told him, "We are not homeless, we always have a place to sleep." The truth is these guys, as many others on the street, have a different view of life than the majority of the mainstream. We have to meet them where they are. Read More...
Geo for instance sees being homeless as having no friends or sense of meaning in life, has a lot of friends, and meaning in his life, so he is not homeless. This has been the heart of our ministry for over twenty years I have practiced, walking with them on their level, not trying to "help" them, but simply walking with each one, and letting each one make their own choice. George Bernard Shaw, in saying "The reasonable man adapts himself to the world. The unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself." In the article where this quote was found the author commented that the unreasonable man often creates chaos, which evolves into creativity. I am one of those unreasonable men, and out of these twenty-some years, there has been much creativity, and much joy. I am found difficult to work with, largely because as things change, so do I, simply walking with each person in the chaos of changing. Today was my mom's birthday and in thinking of her I thought of how unreasonable she was, and in the chaos which followed, was created. Saturday is my birthday, much sadness surrounds me, for on this day one year ago, I witnessed on zoom a young friend's suicide. And yet in this sadness, there is much joy, as I walk the thin line surrounded by the Communion of the Saints-- my mom, my dad, Shane, Zach, Dorothy, Damien, Francis, and the hundreds of kids who have died these years. I have learned you never that used to violence and death, but one learns to see it simply as a part of life, and God in the midst. My friend Matt Frederick wrote in one of my many Bibles: River, why else do think I'm here? You got me through some sh. .t and hard times. Happy almost . ."120th" birthday; you've helped so many unfortunate people, and you still took time to mentor me. I didn't know I needed you, but looking back, life wouldn't be nearly so rich without you. Thank you." Simply walking with others has led to a very, very rich life, filled with chaos, sorrow, pain, and so much joy! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
The Silence of Calvary--People!John 4:5-42
The Message 4-6 To get there, he had to pass through Samaria. He came into Sychar, a Samaritan village that bordered the field Jacob had given his son Joseph. Jacob’s well was still there. Jesus, worn out by the trip, sat down at the well. It was noon. 7-8 A woman, a Samaritan, came to draw water. Jesus said, “Would you give me a drink of water?” (His disciples had gone to the village to buy food for lunch.) 9 The Samaritan woman, taken aback, asked, “How come you, a Jew, are asking me, a Samaritan woman, for a drink?” (Jews in those days wouldn’t be caught dead talking to Samaritans.) Read More...
10 Jesus answered, “If you knew the generosity of God and who I am, you would be asking me for a drink, and I would give you fresh, living water.”
11-12 The woman said, “Sir, you don’t even have a bucket to draw with, and this well is deep. So how are you going to get this ‘living water’? Are you a better man than our ancestor Jacob, who dug this well and drank from it, he and his sons and livestock, and passed it down to us?” 13-14 Jesus said, “Everyone who drinks this water will get thirsty again and again. Anyone who drinks the water I give will never thirst—not ever. The water I give will be an artesian spring within, gushing fountains of endless life.” 15 The woman said, “Sir, give me this water so I won’t ever get thirsty, won’t ever have to come back to this well again!” 16 He said, “Go call your husband and then come back.” 17-18 “I have no husband,” she said. “That’s nicely put: ‘I have no husband.’ You’ve had five husbands, and the man you’re living with now isn’t even your husband. You spoke the truth there, sure enough.” 19-20 “Oh, so you’re a prophet! Well, tell me this: Our ancestors worshiped God at this mountain, but you Jews insist that Jerusalem is the only place for worship, right?” 21-23 “Believe me, woman, the time is coming when you Samaritans will worship the Father neither here at this mountain nor there in Jerusalem. You worship guessing in the dark; we Jews worship in the clear light of day. God’s way of salvation is made available through the Jews. But the time is coming—it has, in fact, come—when what you’re called will not matter and where you go to worship will not matter. 23-24 “It’s who you are and the way you live that count before God. Your worship must engage your spirit in the pursuit of truth. That’s the kind of people the Father is out looking for: those who are simply and honestly themselves before him in their worship. God is —Spirit. Those who worship him must do it out of their very being, their spirits, their true selves, in adoration.” 25 The woman said, “I don’t know about that. I do know that the Messiah is coming. When he arrives, we’ll get the whole story.” 26 “I am he,” said Jesus. “You don’t have to wait any longer or look any further.” 27 Just then his disciples came back. They were shocked. They couldn’t believe he was talking with that kind of a woman. No one said what they were all thinking, but their faces showed it. 28-30 The woman took the hint and left. In her confusion she left her water pot. Back in the village she told the people, “Come see a man who knew all about the things I did, who knows me inside and out. Do you think this could be the Messiah?” And they went out to see for themselves. It’s Harvest Time 31 In the meantime, the disciples pressed him, “Rabbi, eat. Aren’t you going to eat?” 32 He told them, “I have food to eat you know nothing about.” 33 The disciples were puzzled. “Who could have brought him food?” 34-35 Jesus said, “The food that keeps me going is that I do the will of the One who sent me, finishing the work he started. As you look around right now, wouldn’t you say that in about four months it will be time to harvest? Well, I’m telling you to open your eyes and take a good look at what’s right in front of you. These Samaritan fields are ripe. It’s harvest time! 36-38 “The Harvester isn’t waiting. He’s taking his pay, gathering in this grain that’s ripe for eternal life. Now the Sower is arm in arm with the Harvester, triumphant. That’s the truth of the saying, ‘This one sows, that one harvests.’ I sent you to harvest a field you never worked. Without lifting a finger, you have walked in on a field worked long and hard by others.” 39-42 Many of the Samaritans from that village committed themselves to him because of the woman’s witness: “He knew all about the things I did. He knows me inside and out!” They asked him to stay on, so Jesus stayed two days. A lot more people entrusted their lives to him when they heard what he had to say. They said to the woman, “We’re no longer taking this on your say-so. We’ve heard it for ourselves and know it for sure. He’s the Savior of the world!” This week is my birthday week. I am always asked "How old are you?", and I always, pretty much lie. The reason is I do not want to be judged by my age.
The life expectancy during the time of Jesus was 30-35, so Jesus was an old man when he died--he was an old man! I do not want to be judged or be asked, "When are you going to retire?" When I was 30 I was told by a CEO of a youth agency: 'You are too old to work with youth," well we see how that turned out. Every time I have been in Florida and gone to Walmart and observe all the grey-haired workers I tell myself," I can always get a job here." Looking back to my first church, an older man very successful businessman, working full time, gave this advice: "Never tell anyone your age, in fact, forget about the number, and keep working, and your life will be full." He dropped dad at 102, working. I tell people if they really want to know my age to wait until my ashes are placed at St. Luke's and go by and look at the engraving which will say: "Fr. Christian River Damien Sims, D.Min., D.S.T., "a priest forever in the order of Mecliesdek," date of birth and date of death." I love celebrating my birthday in the spirit of Fr. Henry Nouwen: "Birthdays need to be celebrated. I think it is more important to celebrate a birthday than a successful exam, a promotion, or a victory. Because to celebrate a birthday means to say to someone: "Thank you for being you." Celebrating a birthday is exalting life and being glad for it. On a birthday we do not say: "Thanks for what you did, or said, or accomplished." No, we say: "Thank you for being born and being among us." On birthdays we celebrate the present. We do not complain about what happened or speculate about what will happen, but we lift someone up and let everyone say, "We love you." In the devotional book, The Silence of Calvary, Meditations on Good Friday, by Christopher Webb, he writes of the people around Jesus, that faithful week. The week began with crowds hailing his entrance into Jerusalem--and as the week continued the crowd became smaller and smaller. Like all others who came to Jerusalem preaching a new Kingdom Jesus was judged by the kind of Kingdom, he was bringing. The great majority wanted a political kingdom, where all would be well. Jesus came pronouncing a far different kind of Realm--one of love and grace. Walking passed James (in the photo above), giving him food, and a smile, I remembered three quotes which are my guides: "You can measure your worth by your dedication to your path, not by your successes or failures." Elizabeth Gilbert. "Compassion is not a relationship between the healer and the wounded. It's a relationship between equals. Only when we know our own darkness well can we be present with the darkness of others. Compassion becomes real when we recognize our shared humanity." (Pema Chodron) "The most fundamental aggression to ourselves we commit the most fundamental harm we can do to ourselves is to remain ignorant by not having the courage and the respect to look at ourselves honestly and gently." (Pema Chodron) And so when my spirit enters into the presence of Jesus, looking into those eyes, my prayer is that like among those who came into Jerusalem singing praises to Jesus, to be one of the few who heard his voice, seeking to follow him into his Kingdom of peace, love, and justice, to hear saying, "Well done my good and faithful servant, enter into my Kingdom." For like Dorothy Day all I can say is "I tried," and I keep trying into this next year. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!" |
"You can measure your worth by your dedication to your path, not by your successes or failures."
Elizabeth Gilbert
Compassion is not a relationship between the healer and the wounded. It's a relationship between equals. Only when we know our own darkness well can we be present with the darkness of others. Compassion becomes real when we recognize our shared humanity.
(Pema Chödrön)
.es, the most fundamental harm we can do to ourselves, is to remain ignorant by not having the courage and the respect to look at ourselves honestly and gently.” (Pema Chödrön)
Self-esteem is the commitment to treat yourself in a kindly, loving manner when you're alone. This is an active process that requires effort and energy.
-- David Burns, Intimate connections, 1985.
Haunted by ZOOM! The Freeing of Forgiveness--IT HEALS US!A Story About Forgiveness—Matthew 18:21-35 (The Message)
21 At that point Peter got up the nerve to ask, “Master, how many times do I forgive a brother or sister who hurts me? Seven?” 22 Jesus replied, “Seven! Hardly. Try seventy times seven. 23-25 “The kingdom of God is like a king who decided to square accounts with his servants. As he got under way, one servant was brought before him who had run up a debt of a hundred thousand dollars. He couldn’t pay up, so the king ordered the man, along with his wife, children, and goods, to be auctioned off at the slave market. Read More...
26-27 “The poor wretch threw himself at the king’s feet and begged, ‘Give me a chance and I’ll pay it all back.’ Touched by his plea, the king let him off, erasing the debt. 28 “The servant was no sooner out of the room when he came upon one of his fellow servants who owed him ten dollars. He seized him by the throat and demanded, ‘Pay up. Now!’ 29-31 “The poor wretch threw himself down and begged, ‘Give me a chance and I’ll pay it all back.’ But he wouldn’t do it. He had him arrested and put in jail until the debt was paid. When the other servants saw this going on, they were outraged and brought a detailed report to the king. 32-35 “The king summoned the man and said, ‘You evil servant! I forgave your entire debt when you begged me for mercy. Shouldn’t you be compelled to be merciful to your fellow servant who asked for mercy?’ The king was furious and put the screws to the man until he paid back his entire debt. And that’s exactly what my Father in heaven is going to do to each one of you who doesn’t forgive unconditionally anyone who asks for mercy.” ------------------------------------------------------- A year ago on March 26, on my friend Rio's birthday, Sean (not his name) from another state zoomed him before his birthday dinner in Palm Springs. The day had been beautiful, sunny, hot, a great day for a hike and swimming all day, and a birthday dinner with friends. All that changed in an instant as the seventeen-year-old shared of telling his friends he was pan-sexual in his small conservative town. Rumors flew, and as in small towns, rumors tend to become truth. They caused much pain, a sense of isolation. As his fourteen-year-old brother sat by him, and I talked to him, he pulled his dad's gun out and blew his head off in an instance. The blood-spattered all over the screen. Rio went into shock, seeing the parents rushing in and discovering all that had happened. The year followed has been a blur much of the time. With a great therapist, the pain has moved into the piece of rough wood of his ministry being carved into the beauty of service. And most importantly has come the fresh air of forgiveness of self, and of others, finding peace. He will always be haunted, and he will see the smiling face of Sean in the Great Cloud of Witnesses calling him forward in ministry. Forgiveness frees! Holding grudges, hate, resentment destroys! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------------------ Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www. temenos.org 415-305-2124 |
Haunted by the Pandemic Through Thin Places!Gospel Lk 16:19-31
Jesus said to the Pharisees: “There was a rich man who dressed in purple garments and fine linen and dined sumptuously each day. And lying at his door was a poor man named Lazarus, covered with sores, who would gladly have eaten his fill of the scraps that fell from the rich man’s table. Read More...
Dogs even used to come and lick his sores. When the poor man died, he was carried away by angels to the bosom of Abraham. The rich man also died and was buried, and from the netherworld, where he was in torment, he raised his eyes and saw Abraham far off and Lazarus at his side. And he cried out, ‘Father Abraham, have pity on me. Send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, for I am suffering torment in these flames.’ Abraham replied, ‘My child, remember that you received what was good during your lifetime while Lazarus likewise received what was bad; but now he is comforted here, whereas you are tormented. Moreover, between us and you a great chasm is established to prevent anyone from crossing who might wish to go from our side to yours or from your side to ours.’ He said, ‘Then I beg you, father, send him to my father’s house, for I have five brothers, so that he may warn them, lest they too come to this place of torment.’ But Abraham replied, ‘They have Moses and the prophets. Let them listen to them.’ He said, ‘Oh no, father Abraham, but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.’ Then Abraham said, ‘If they will not listen to Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded if someone should rise from the dead.’” --- Thin places are spaces of mystery and encounter where we meet God in ourselves, in others, and in the wider world. In each person's life are thin places where we experience God's presence in a powerful way that stirs the soul. Entering thin spaces is an opportunity that we do not normally have--to slow down, to pause, to look with fresh eyes, and to recover a sense of wonder about the world. In these thin spaces we are broken open, and we encounter ourselves, our relationship with ourselves, with others, and with God, in a deeper and more authentic way. Truth makes its home in these broken-open spaces, and we often receive a gift of new insights and memories. And we become more understanding, compassionate, and authentic, we open up to new ways of seeing, fresh avenues of thinking, and ultimately being transformed into new ways of being. Today on the second anniversary of the lockdown, of the pandemic closing everything down, I look back and see the thin spaces that I have walked and continue to walk. The photo above is that of two canes I use-one with the head of a bird, the other a dragon, both symbols of my life. The canes are symbolic of my brokenness, and the healing that comes through those splinters. They remind me of Jacob being wounded in the hip by God, Jacob a dishonest, conniving rascal, who was used by God. He reminds me of my own weakness, and God using them for his glory. The pandemic haunts almost everyone that I know, young and old. And during these years personally, I have never felt alone. Three learnings in these thin places have come to mind: --- Trust as a Thin Place Through holding the hands of people dying, my own sense of worry about catching the disease, the suicide of a young friend in front of me on zoom, my injury, leaving me with a limp, and having the coronavirus myself with the side effects of having spots in my eyes, being dizzy, and difficulty in remembering, I have learned to pray the words of St. Ignatius, as an act of trust and the knowledge that it is only God that holds me safely in his hands: "Take Lord, and receive all my liberty, my memory, my understanding, and my entire will, all that I have and possess. Thou hast given all to me. To Thee, O Lord, I return it. All is Thine, dispose of it wholly according to Thy will. Give me Thy love and thy grace, for this, is sufficient for me." --- Finding the Gifts of God in All Things I have learned to find the gifts of God in all things. Through pain, grief, and fear, one learns to simply trust; in dizziness, illness, pain, mistakes, and threats, there is only God to trust. That is the greatest gift of all. Through seeing and being faced with death, violence, and hatred, one comes to see the gifts of God in loving each person, regardless of their actions. One comes to see each individual as the wounded Christ. --- Leaning Into the Mercy of God Sometimes the decisions we make in life or experiences that happen to us through no fault of our own can bring us low and to the edge of despair. Thin places are often wild, messy places of rawness and beauty where God is waiting to renew and restore us. And in this journey we find encouragement to confront whatever we might find in our thin places and move forward with God's grace. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
Stations of the Cross During COVID19 Pandemic
And Our Bearing the Cross of Thorns
Introduction—Fr.River Sims, D.Min.
“Haunting. .Is the relentless remembering and reminding that will not be appeased by settler societies assurances of innocence and reconciliation. Haunting is both acute and general; individuals are haunted, but so are societies. The United States is permanently haunted by the slavery, genocide, and violence entwined in its first, present and future days. Haunting aims to wrong the wrongs, a confrontation that settler horror hopes to evade. Eve Tuck and C. Ree”
Introduction—Fr.River Sims, D.Min.
“Haunting. .Is the relentless remembering and reminding that will not be appeased by settler societies assurances of innocence and reconciliation. Haunting is both acute and general; individuals are haunted, but so are societies. The United States is permanently haunted by the slavery, genocide, and violence entwined in its first, present and future days. Haunting aims to wrong the wrongs, a confrontation that settler horror hopes to evade. Eve Tuck and C. Ree”
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The past two years of the pandemic has gracefully allowed us to walk the thin lines, breaking ourselves open to the pain around us.
As we walk through the streets of San Francisco, in particular the Haight and the Tenderloin, we are very award of the suffering of individuals who are homeless, and their enslavement by our neglect.
Walking by Mission Delores and St. Boniface Churches we become are aware of the enslavement of the California Native Americans, and the inability of Franciscans to acknowledge that cross of thorns.
We are award of the neglect of the church towards homeless individuals. “There are roughly 380,000 churches in the US. On any given night there’s likely 554, 000 people living unsheltered in America. That’s less than 1.5 people per church. Math doesn’t life but it does incriminate. (James Neal”). The church is haunted by homelessness.
And so as we walk the Stations of the Cross, let each of us look deep within our souls and see our lives haunted, and it’s damage, and grasp the Cross, to free us from being haunted, opening our lives to new paths.
“Teach Your Children
What we have taught our children
That the earth is our mother.
Whatever befalls the earth
Befalls the sons and the daughters
of the earth.
We did not weave the web of life,
We are merely a strand in it.
Whatever we do to the web
We do to ourselves.”
Chief Seattle (1786-1866)
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The First Station: Jesus is Condemned to Death—Kevin Frederick, Esquire
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Mark 14:61-64)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, at the beginning of this Lenten season, ashes are placed on our forehead and reminding us that we are dust and to dust we shall return. The Coronavirus has made us realize this very clearly. We are nothing but dust. We feel our helplessness in the face of this virus which we cannot even see. Humanity is condemned to death. But we are
not afraid, O Lord You have already conquered death by rising again. O Lord Jesus, help us to trust in you during this difficult time in our history. May we remember our homeless brothers and sisters as they are condemned by our apathy, and suffer on the street, and our Native American brothers and sisters, who are suffering from our neglect greatly during this time. Amen.
The Second Station: Jesus Carries his Cross: Ms, Kathy Carpiaux
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
John 19:14-17)
LET US PRAY: Lord, you take upon yourself the burden of the cross all that weighs us down. Give us the strength to walk onward, uncrushed by the weight this pandemic has placed upon our shoulders. May we help others to endure in the trials and suffering of their lives, with undefeated joy. May we walk with our homeless brothers and sisters, our Native American brothers and sisters and all minorities, and serve them as equals, seeing their pain. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Third Station: Jesus Falls for the First Time:Matthew Frederick, Esq.
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(John 15: 18-20)
LET US PRAY: Jesus, when we fall and feel discouraged, may we know that you are especially close to us, bearing our shame and giving us the strength to stand up on our feet and begin to walk again. Make our hearts tender toward all those who fall under the weight of this cross. May we feel the weight of our Native American brothers and sisters as well as all homeless and minorities and open our eyes to their suffering; Grant us renewed charity and unity during this worldwide crisis. May the desire for holiness burn within us. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen
The Fourth Station: Jesus Meets His Afflicted Mother:Ms. Cindy Reinert
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(John 19:25-27)
LET US PRAY: All suffering is embraced by God when Jesus and his mother meet on the way of the cross. Jesus is every, Native American, homeless and minority person; Mary is every parent grieving for his or her child. Lord be close to all who lose or become distant from people they love. During this pandemic draw all of closer together as one family, let barriers fall down and closer relationships form. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Fifth Station: Simon of Cyrene Helps Jesus to Carry His Cross: David Alben
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world
(Mark 15:20-22).
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, may I be unashamed to accept help when I need it, and may I be eager to offer it when others have needs. May our mutual dependence be a source of joy and an occasion of grace, knitting us together in the community of your love. As we walk these streets we pray for our eyes to be open to the needs around us on every corner. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Sixth Station: Veronica Wipes the Face of Jesus:Fr. Stephen Bartlett-Re
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Matthew 25:37-40)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, may I see with your compassion and smile with your radiance, so that your unfailing tenderness is made flesh and blood in me. May I always be alert to those who feel invisible and despised. May I help them to recognize that they are your brothers and sisters sharing in your dignity and are equal with us. We implore special graces for Native Americans, homeless people, and all minorities. We ask you to provide for the employed and the unemployed, for the economic
needs of all people during this worldwide crisis. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Seventh Station: Jesus Falls for the Second Time:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Isaiah 53:4-6)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, lift me to my feet when fear of the virus brings me down. When I feel battered by the storms of life, with neither the energy or strength to carry on, then may I know that you, the strong Son of God, will bear me onward until I arrive at home in God. Open our eyes to our continued guilt and participation in the haunting of Native Americans and all minorities.
We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
Eighth Station: Jesus Meets the Women of Jerusalem:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Luke 23:27-29):
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, give me a new heart of flesh so I may rejoice with those who rejoice and share sorrow with those who are saddened. Peel away the shell of my selfishness that holds others at a distance, so I may be one with their lives, free to act with your own
spontaneous generosity as I help and serve those affected by coronavirus. Dress us in the armor of your protection. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Ninth Station: Jesus Falls for the Third Time:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Psalms 118:25-28)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, after so many falls, let me not lose hope for happiness and holiness. If you are with me, then I am not doomed to be stuck in the endless repetition of my failures. May your grace arise in the wilderness of my heart. Grant a new beginning even today. May your grace arise in our awareness of how our Native American, and minority brothers and sisters have been pushed aside, mistreated, and abused. Help your people to arise beyond what is physical to see the spiritual dynamic at work in the present crisis that besets the world. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Tenth Station: Jesus Is Stripped of His Clothes:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Matthew 27:34-35)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, I fear to be seen as I am, with my foolish fears and hidden failures. I would be ashamed and wish to hide, like Adam and Eve. But for us, you have been stripped naked and borne the jeers of the world. Our homeless, and Native American brothers and sisters, and all minorities bear the jeers of the world every day. Comfort those who feel despised. Clothe me with your love, please. Clothe humanity in your garment of love. We pray for a swift end to this
pandemic. Amen.
The Eleventh Station: Jesus is Nailed to the Cross:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Luke 23:33-34)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, your life had seemed so full of promise, and yet it ended in the disgrace of the cross. Embrace all those who seem to be utter failures. Embrace our Native American and homeless and minority brother and sisters in their feelings of abuse, neglect, Embrace us as we see our fault in that abuse, and move us to walk forward in the light of ending that abuse. And as you are close to us in these dark moments in the history of the world, so may we share with you in the radiance of your resurrection. As we journey our way of the cross now, help us to focus on the light at the end of the tunnel—resurrection. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Twelfth Station: Jesus Dies on the Cross:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Luke 33:44-46)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, be with us in the hour of our death. May those who feel abandoned by God know that he is closer than we can imagine. May those who feel that there is no God at all discover his intimate presence. Before our death, inspire us to offer reparations given
to our Native American, homeless and minority brothers and sisters that we may be well prepared for our particular judgment. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Thirteenth Station: Jesus is Taken Down from the Cross:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(John 19:33-34, 38)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, now you are lowered from the cross into the hands of those who loved you and who stayed by your side to the end. May we have the courage to remain faithful to you despite the difficulties and fears we are experiencing right now. Grant, us to be faithful to you and our homeless, minority, and Native brothers and sisters. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Fourteenth Station: Jesus is Placed in the Tomb:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Matt 27:59-60)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, now you are laid to rest in the tomb. May we rest in your love, confident that even when the future is obscure, we nestle in your Father’s care. Grant us patient endurance until we hear your final summons to the fullness of life. Graciously calm our fears, and increase faith, hope, and love. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic and we pray for our homeless brothers and sisters who suffer on the street from the Pandemic. We pray for our Native American brothers and sisters who suffer on their reservations with the disease and poverty. Please
impart your divine wisdom to our medical experts that a cure for the COVID-19 virus is soon discovered. Amen.
The Closing Station: The Resurrection of Jesus:Fr. River Sims, D.Min.
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Mark 16: 1-6)
LET US PRAY:
I believe in God,
the Father Almighty,
Creator of heaven and earth,
and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died and was buried;
He descended into hell;
on the third day He rose again from the dead;
He ascended into heaven,
and is seated at the right hand of God the Father Almighty;
from there He will come to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the Holy Catholic Church,
the communion of Saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and life everlasting. AMEN
Hopi Prayer for Peace!
“Great Spirit and all unseen, this day we pray
and ask: You for guidance,
humbly we ask you to help us and our fellow men and women to have recourse to peaceful ways
of life, because of uncontrolled deceitfulness
by humankind.
Help us all to love, not hate one another. We
ask You to be seen in an image
of Love and Peace. Let us be seen in beauty,
of the colors of the rainbow. We
respect our Mother, the planet, and our corn
fields, with our loving care, from Her breast.
we receive our nourishment.
Let us not listen to the voices of the two-
hearted, the destroyer of mind,
the haters of self-made leaders, whose lusts
for power and wealth will lead
us into confusion and darkness. Seek visions
always of world beauty, not violence not battlefields.
It is our duty to pray always for harmony
Between humanity and earth, so that the
earth will bloom once more. Let us show our
emblem of love and goodwill for
all life and land.”(Contributed by: Billie Campbell)
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Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min.
P.O. Box 642656
San Francisco, CA 94164
www.temenos.org
415-305-2124
As we walk through the streets of San Francisco, in particular the Haight and the Tenderloin, we are very award of the suffering of individuals who are homeless, and their enslavement by our neglect.
Walking by Mission Delores and St. Boniface Churches we become are aware of the enslavement of the California Native Americans, and the inability of Franciscans to acknowledge that cross of thorns.
We are award of the neglect of the church towards homeless individuals. “There are roughly 380,000 churches in the US. On any given night there’s likely 554, 000 people living unsheltered in America. That’s less than 1.5 people per church. Math doesn’t life but it does incriminate. (James Neal”). The church is haunted by homelessness.
And so as we walk the Stations of the Cross, let each of us look deep within our souls and see our lives haunted, and it’s damage, and grasp the Cross, to free us from being haunted, opening our lives to new paths.
“Teach Your Children
What we have taught our children
That the earth is our mother.
Whatever befalls the earth
Befalls the sons and the daughters
of the earth.
We did not weave the web of life,
We are merely a strand in it.
Whatever we do to the web
We do to ourselves.”
Chief Seattle (1786-1866)
----------------------------------------
The First Station: Jesus is Condemned to Death—Kevin Frederick, Esquire
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Mark 14:61-64)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, at the beginning of this Lenten season, ashes are placed on our forehead and reminding us that we are dust and to dust we shall return. The Coronavirus has made us realize this very clearly. We are nothing but dust. We feel our helplessness in the face of this virus which we cannot even see. Humanity is condemned to death. But we are
not afraid, O Lord You have already conquered death by rising again. O Lord Jesus, help us to trust in you during this difficult time in our history. May we remember our homeless brothers and sisters as they are condemned by our apathy, and suffer on the street, and our Native American brothers and sisters, who are suffering from our neglect greatly during this time. Amen.
The Second Station: Jesus Carries his Cross: Ms, Kathy Carpiaux
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
John 19:14-17)
LET US PRAY: Lord, you take upon yourself the burden of the cross all that weighs us down. Give us the strength to walk onward, uncrushed by the weight this pandemic has placed upon our shoulders. May we help others to endure in the trials and suffering of their lives, with undefeated joy. May we walk with our homeless brothers and sisters, our Native American brothers and sisters and all minorities, and serve them as equals, seeing their pain. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Third Station: Jesus Falls for the First Time:Matthew Frederick, Esq.
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(John 15: 18-20)
LET US PRAY: Jesus, when we fall and feel discouraged, may we know that you are especially close to us, bearing our shame and giving us the strength to stand up on our feet and begin to walk again. Make our hearts tender toward all those who fall under the weight of this cross. May we feel the weight of our Native American brothers and sisters as well as all homeless and minorities and open our eyes to their suffering; Grant us renewed charity and unity during this worldwide crisis. May the desire for holiness burn within us. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen
The Fourth Station: Jesus Meets His Afflicted Mother:Ms. Cindy Reinert
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(John 19:25-27)
LET US PRAY: All suffering is embraced by God when Jesus and his mother meet on the way of the cross. Jesus is every, Native American, homeless and minority person; Mary is every parent grieving for his or her child. Lord be close to all who lose or become distant from people they love. During this pandemic draw all of closer together as one family, let barriers fall down and closer relationships form. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Fifth Station: Simon of Cyrene Helps Jesus to Carry His Cross: David Alben
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world
(Mark 15:20-22).
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, may I be unashamed to accept help when I need it, and may I be eager to offer it when others have needs. May our mutual dependence be a source of joy and an occasion of grace, knitting us together in the community of your love. As we walk these streets we pray for our eyes to be open to the needs around us on every corner. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Sixth Station: Veronica Wipes the Face of Jesus:Fr. Stephen Bartlett-Re
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Matthew 25:37-40)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, may I see with your compassion and smile with your radiance, so that your unfailing tenderness is made flesh and blood in me. May I always be alert to those who feel invisible and despised. May I help them to recognize that they are your brothers and sisters sharing in your dignity and are equal with us. We implore special graces for Native Americans, homeless people, and all minorities. We ask you to provide for the employed and the unemployed, for the economic
needs of all people during this worldwide crisis. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Seventh Station: Jesus Falls for the Second Time:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Isaiah 53:4-6)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, lift me to my feet when fear of the virus brings me down. When I feel battered by the storms of life, with neither the energy or strength to carry on, then may I know that you, the strong Son of God, will bear me onward until I arrive at home in God. Open our eyes to our continued guilt and participation in the haunting of Native Americans and all minorities.
We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
Eighth Station: Jesus Meets the Women of Jerusalem:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Luke 23:27-29):
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, give me a new heart of flesh so I may rejoice with those who rejoice and share sorrow with those who are saddened. Peel away the shell of my selfishness that holds others at a distance, so I may be one with their lives, free to act with your own
spontaneous generosity as I help and serve those affected by coronavirus. Dress us in the armor of your protection. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Ninth Station: Jesus Falls for the Third Time:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Psalms 118:25-28)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, after so many falls, let me not lose hope for happiness and holiness. If you are with me, then I am not doomed to be stuck in the endless repetition of my failures. May your grace arise in the wilderness of my heart. Grant a new beginning even today. May your grace arise in our awareness of how our Native American, and minority brothers and sisters have been pushed aside, mistreated, and abused. Help your people to arise beyond what is physical to see the spiritual dynamic at work in the present crisis that besets the world. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Tenth Station: Jesus Is Stripped of His Clothes:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Matthew 27:34-35)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, I fear to be seen as I am, with my foolish fears and hidden failures. I would be ashamed and wish to hide, like Adam and Eve. But for us, you have been stripped naked and borne the jeers of the world. Our homeless, and Native American brothers and sisters, and all minorities bear the jeers of the world every day. Comfort those who feel despised. Clothe me with your love, please. Clothe humanity in your garment of love. We pray for a swift end to this
pandemic. Amen.
The Eleventh Station: Jesus is Nailed to the Cross:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Luke 23:33-34)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, your life had seemed so full of promise, and yet it ended in the disgrace of the cross. Embrace all those who seem to be utter failures. Embrace our Native American and homeless and minority brother and sisters in their feelings of abuse, neglect, Embrace us as we see our fault in that abuse, and move us to walk forward in the light of ending that abuse. And as you are close to us in these dark moments in the history of the world, so may we share with you in the radiance of your resurrection. As we journey our way of the cross now, help us to focus on the light at the end of the tunnel—resurrection. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Twelfth Station: Jesus Dies on the Cross:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Luke 33:44-46)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, be with us in the hour of our death. May those who feel abandoned by God know that he is closer than we can imagine. May those who feel that there is no God at all discover his intimate presence. Before our death, inspire us to offer reparations given
to our Native American, homeless and minority brothers and sisters that we may be well prepared for our particular judgment. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Thirteenth Station: Jesus is Taken Down from the Cross:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(John 19:33-34, 38)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, now you are lowered from the cross into the hands of those who loved you and who stayed by your side to the end. May we have the courage to remain faithful to you despite the difficulties and fears we are experiencing right now. Grant, us to be faithful to you and our homeless, minority, and Native brothers and sisters. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic. Amen.
The Fourteenth Station: Jesus is Placed in the Tomb:
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Matt 27:59-60)
LET US PRAY: Lord Jesus, now you are laid to rest in the tomb. May we rest in your love, confident that even when the future is obscure, we nestle in your Father’s care. Grant us patient endurance until we hear your final summons to the fullness of life. Graciously calm our fears, and increase faith, hope, and love. We pray for a swift end to this pandemic and we pray for our homeless brothers and sisters who suffer on the street from the Pandemic. We pray for our Native American brothers and sisters who suffer on their reservations with the disease and poverty. Please
impart your divine wisdom to our medical experts that a cure for the COVID-19 virus is soon discovered. Amen.
The Closing Station: The Resurrection of Jesus:Fr. River Sims, D.Min.
We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you.
All: Because by your holy Cross, you have redeemed the world.
(Mark 16: 1-6)
LET US PRAY:
I believe in God,
the Father Almighty,
Creator of heaven and earth,
and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died and was buried;
He descended into hell;
on the third day He rose again from the dead;
He ascended into heaven,
and is seated at the right hand of God the Father Almighty;
from there He will come to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the Holy Catholic Church,
the communion of Saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and life everlasting. AMEN
Hopi Prayer for Peace!
“Great Spirit and all unseen, this day we pray
and ask: You for guidance,
humbly we ask you to help us and our fellow men and women to have recourse to peaceful ways
of life, because of uncontrolled deceitfulness
by humankind.
Help us all to love, not hate one another. We
ask You to be seen in an image
of Love and Peace. Let us be seen in beauty,
of the colors of the rainbow. We
respect our Mother, the planet, and our corn
fields, with our loving care, from Her breast.
we receive our nourishment.
Let us not listen to the voices of the two-
hearted, the destroyer of mind,
the haters of self-made leaders, whose lusts
for power and wealth will lead
us into confusion and darkness. Seek visions
always of world beauty, not violence not battlefields.
It is our duty to pray always for harmony
Between humanity and earth, so that the
earth will bloom once more. Let us show our
emblem of love and goodwill for
all life and land.”(Contributed by: Billie Campbell)
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Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min.
P.O. Box 642656
San Francisco, CA 94164
www.temenos.org
415-305-2124
Counting the Stars!Luke 9: 28-36
In our journey towards God, we experience high moments, spots when we find ourselves on holy ground and God shows himself. That was the state of Peter as he witnessed the transfiguration of Jesus: 'Lord let us build here three dwellings, for you, for Moses and for Elijah.' Peter wanted the party to go on forever. Jesus brought him down to earth, led him down the mountain, and told him to stop talking about the vision and instead be ready for the cross. Read More...
Three times have I experienced the transfiguration in my life: around a campfire, during a church camp time, I clearly felt the presence of Jesus, hearing his call to ministry; my ordination; and in the Cathedral in Los Angles where the presence of Our Lady of Guadalupe summoned me off the street, back into ministry. Each time the summons was to go "wait tables", and move towards the cross. During this past year of injury, assault, the coronavirus, vertigo, exhaustion, I hear the summons to move towards the cross, to take the road of Calvary. There were many people who came to hail Jesus on Palm Sunday, in the end, they turned on him because he did not fulfill their dreams. On this Feast of the Transfiguration you are invited to take up the cross, and with the "Stations of the Cross" below you may pray each day a Station, and focus on the mystery of Calvary: |
Work/Prayer/Weeping!Luke 6:27-38
Through the past two years seeing so much pain, fear, and death; each day as I walk out my door and talk to people I know and love sleeping and living on the street, I weep, a lot. My heart breaks open, and in the weeping, I am pushed into working my ass off to ease their pain and driven to prayer. We are dust and to dust, we shall return. We leave our small mark in our work, but for the most part, it soon will be erased, about as soon as these words will be forgotten; I will feed someone, and spend time listening, and it soon will turn into dust. Read More...
But our work matters. Be it drudgery or joy for in doing it well the work adds to the truth and goodness in the world. Our work pushes back the darkness. Our work weaves us together, for we are all vulnerable and dependent on one another. I know nothing about cars, Bob my mechanic repairs my van, without him I could not drive. Leslie Warren writes that not only our bodies but our work, as well will be raised up on the last day: "All the faithful labor of God's servants which time seems to have buried in the dust as failure will be raised up, and found to be transfigured in the New Kingdom." We take up our work knowing that through its practice, we participate in the eternal work of God. The practice of prayer becomes a compulsive force binding our participation in God's work. The Christian story dares us to believe that the work of prayer is not so far away from the gift of working in the sewer. Prayer pushes us into knowing that all work is holy. Along with prayer and work, we are given the gift of weeping. The gift of weeping pushes me to seek to ease the pain on the streets and in the alleys. The gift of weeping is a force that propels me to listen to people in their pain. The gifts of work, prayer, and weeping tie us together into hearing the words of Jesus, and to practice them: Gospel Lk 6:27-38 Jesus said to his disciples: “To you who hear I say, love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. To the person who strikes you on one cheek, offer the other one as well, and from the person who takes your cloak, do not withhold even your tunic. Give to everyone who asks of you, and from the one who takes what is yours do not demand it back. Do to others as you would have them do to you. For if you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners love those who love them. And if you do good to those who do good to you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners do the same. If you lend money to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, and get back the same amount. But rather, love your enemies and do good to them, and lend expecting nothing back; then your reward will be great and you will be children of the Most High, for he himself is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked. Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful. “Stop judging and you will not be judged. Stop condemning and you will not be condemned. Forgive and you will be forgiven. Give, and gifts will be given to you; a good measure, packed together, shaken down, and overflowing, will be poured into your lap. For the measure with which you measure will in return be measured out to you.” |
Miracles!Then Yeshua came down with them and stood on a level place. A large crowd of His disciples and a multitude of people, from all Judea, Jerusalem, and the coastal region of Tyre and Sidon,
18 had come to hear Him and to be healed of their diseases. Even those disturbed by defiling spirits were being healed. 19 Everyone in the crowd was trying to touch Him, because power flowed from Him and He was healing them all. Read More...
20 And looking up at His disciples, He said, “Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God.
21 Blessed are you who hunger now, for you shall be satisfied. Blessed are you who weep now, for you shall laugh. 22 Blessed are you when people hate you, and when they exclude you, and revile you, and spurn your name as evil on account of the Son of Man. 23 Rejoice in that day and jump for joy! For behold, your reward is great in heaven! For their fathers used to treat the prophets the same way.” 24 But woe to you who are rich, for you are receiving your comfort in full. 25 Woe to you who are full, for you shall be hungry. Woe to you who are laughing now, for you shall mourn and weep. 26 Woe to you when all men speak well of you, for their fathers used to treat the false prophets the same way. -------------------------- The theologian Karl Rahner, SJ was once asked whether he believed in miracles. His answer, 'I don't believe in them, I rely on them to get through each day.' Miracles are always present within our lives, ones of birth, love, and hope. Miracles of people letting go of hurt, hate, resentment, and giving forgiveness. A miracle is not always against nature--it is something that causes faith and love. People ask me "How have you done this work for so long, and not burned out?" The answer is simple--the little miracles that come my way. The miracle of my friend Matthew coming into the City and taking me out to dinner on Friday night; the miracle of seeing a young woman, acting out in her mental illness, becoming calm as we spoke; the miracle in sharing with a young person last night, overcome with her fear of a judgmental God, the amazing grace of God's love and forgiveness; the miracle of having compassion, when there is little compassion around us (Mark 8:1-10); the miracle of continuing to see each person as a child of the living God. It is difficult constantly being criticized, hated, spit upon, but the little miracles overshadow all with God's goodness and bring purpose and meaning. Our reading of the Beatitudes on Sunday is the center of our miracles, the center of seeing goodness in others. Happy are unhappy, Jesus seems to be saying! What can he mean? 'Blessed' is the condition of being righteous before God, of living as one should before God. The poor are not only those who are economically poor but include those who have been marginalized in any way in society. They are blessed because God is on their side, as opposed to the 'rich' who often hold them in contempt and oppose them. Jesus is appealing for love and respect for all those who are outside one's social milieu. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! ------------------ Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T. P.O. Box 642656 San Francisco, CA 94164 www.temenos.org 415-305-21224 |
A Book ReviewCommon Spaces Between Us
Nurturing the Good in the Midst of Difference by Melynne Rust Polarization occurring in the United States today is not only a social concern, it is also a spiritual condition of the heart. How can we connect with each other in the midst of our differences, when deep in our hearts we might harbor shadows, which brings judgment and fear.
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Rust explores that question in her book. She takes the readers to a diverse college campus where she served as chaplain and gives us short stories of how her ministry was practiced in a pluralistic manner. She worked with fundamentalists, Muslims, atheists, and doubters. Rust shared her fears, and yet she pushed ahead, and discovered that "spiritual referred to that part of us--our spirit-that seeks connection, meaning and purpose. .and that the Eucharist is "an experienced of the ordinary."* Melynne ultimately discovered that true connectedness and spirituality occur when we embody practices that recognize honor, and nurture the good--in both ourselves and others in the common spaces between us. |
Call Up Samual!"Behold there was a woman in Endor, a medium. So Saul disguised himself. .and asked: "Please conjure up for me a ghost..Call up Samual. ."(I Samual 28:7-13)
My very first sermon was based on this passage, I preached at Grace United Methodist Church, in Cape Girardeau, Missouri, my parents beamed with such pride.
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So many years later as I sat with my friend Matthew,as we both always do after we eat, sitting for several hours, Matt was viewing the internet on his phone, me reading, or today just looking out at the hills at BJ's, North Gate Mall, Marin, my feelings were sadness and my mind viewed the years. There was a sense o foreboding, sadness. Ghosts were fluttering around me. North Gate is soon to be torn down, malls are now in the past, new housing built, and all left will be my memories of hanging out with kids, many long gone, being present, listening. I have witnessed and experienced, much joy and pain, hanging out atNorth Gate. The ghosts of North Gate hang around me. I now transitioned to Polk Street, twenty-plus years ago, and view my ministry. There are so many ghosts both then and now. I have viewed so much pain, and death, hundreds of young men and women. Walked with them, held their hands as they died, and buried them. Now on the gentrified street are countless older homeless individuals, suffering from neglect, homelessness, hunger, and lack of caring. People walk by as if they do not exist. The ghosts, hover around me. They hover and bring much darkness and pain.* And finally, we go to Haight Street, with young men and women, who basically smoke pot, LSD, etc. Why are they there, all sorts of reasons, family problems, sexuality, or simply choose to live the life. There is so much tragedy, being beaten, abused, and murdered. So many nights called out to be with someone hurt or dead; so many have Itaken to the hospital and sat for hours in the emergency room waiting. The ghosts move around BJ's laughing at me. I am reminded of being told many years ago, "You have been given a gift of letting people into your life, to truly enter in and feel at home, and you in theirs, and if you choose to use it, will bring you much pain and even more joy;" over my desk, there is a small drawing of a character worn out, with a red heart in his center, with the title, "counselor", sent years ago, reminding me of the pain, and joy experienced every day. Now I simply live in the moment, I walk with a cane, pulling a wagon; my bones hurt; and I remember the words of an anonymous author: The smallest deed is better than the greatest intention," and so hear the voice of Dorothy Day saying, "I will continue to try." * The ghosts that surround me are always dispelled when I call up Jesus, whose radiance is that of life, found in caring and loving. Call up Jesus, giving our lives in love, being his presence! Kindle your heart, no matter what or who you believe in! Go out and give of your time and money to the Joe's, and the Sharon's who sleep on the street corners, who are cold, sick, and scared.! Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God! |
A Book Review
The Emptied Christ of the Philippians
Mahayana Meditations by John Keenan
Mahayana Meditations by John Keenan
"He emptied himself." (Philippians 2:7).
Before the gospels were written, long before the creeds of the Church hammered out, Christ followers in Philippi sang a hymn of the Christ who "although he was in the form of God. .emptied himself taking the form of a slave being born as are all humans."
Before the gospels were written, long before the creeds of the Church hammered out, Christ followers in Philippi sang a hymn of the Christ who "although he was in the form of God. .emptied himself taking the form of a slave being born as are all humans."
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A problem arose when this "emptied Christ" did not fit neatly into later theologies of the church, shaped by Greek thought concerned with being and essence.
In Philippians, Paul struggles, stumbling over his own awkward words to express his hope, his eschatological faith, that he might, "gain Christ and be found in him. . .and participate in his sufferings by being conformed to his death, if in some way I may reach to what goes beyond the resurrection from the dead."
This book seeks to move us out of a less empirical world of thought than our western heritage offers, into the thinking of Mahayana Buddhism, guiding us towards an awareness of a truth in the Christian faith that is more profound than anything reducible to historical "facts" or even to human language.
The Mahayana Buddhist theology calls its followers to live in the present, the now, there is nothing else.
The heart of this book can be found in Philippians 2:7: "He Emptied Himself." For in that verse we find the theme of Christian theology: we are called to practice the sacrament of service and not be concerned over the past or worry about the future and live a life of unconditional love.
Through emptying ourselves we see that the world in which our lives are in constant search of money, of a better life, is futile, for our lives move towards death, and we suffer throughout life. Emptying ourselves we grasp this suffering and gain that in letting go of ourselves and serving others we find meaning and purpose.
I look back through the years and find my life was about gaining a reputation (which flows up one minute and down), material security, and being loved. All of which is futile. Only in service, of working at emptying my life have I found hope
and peace.
In Philippians 2:13, Paul calls us to work out our salvation with fear and trembling," meaning to work at emptying ourselves, to the service of others.
Walk the streets and you will find the result of our centering on ourselves, striving to gain "better life," and look within yourself, and ask yourself the question, do I look away from those on the street because each person we see calls to our own fear of suffering.
Paul calls us to look at others, see we all suffer, and empty our lives in service. Deo 'Gratias! Thanks be to God!
In Philippians, Paul struggles, stumbling over his own awkward words to express his hope, his eschatological faith, that he might, "gain Christ and be found in him. . .and participate in his sufferings by being conformed to his death, if in some way I may reach to what goes beyond the resurrection from the dead."
This book seeks to move us out of a less empirical world of thought than our western heritage offers, into the thinking of Mahayana Buddhism, guiding us towards an awareness of a truth in the Christian faith that is more profound than anything reducible to historical "facts" or even to human language.
The Mahayana Buddhist theology calls its followers to live in the present, the now, there is nothing else.
The heart of this book can be found in Philippians 2:7: "He Emptied Himself." For in that verse we find the theme of Christian theology: we are called to practice the sacrament of service and not be concerned over the past or worry about the future and live a life of unconditional love.
Through emptying ourselves we see that the world in which our lives are in constant search of money, of a better life, is futile, for our lives move towards death, and we suffer throughout life. Emptying ourselves we grasp this suffering and gain that in letting go of ourselves and serving others we find meaning and purpose.
I look back through the years and find my life was about gaining a reputation (which flows up one minute and down), material security, and being loved. All of which is futile. Only in service, of working at emptying my life have I found hope
and peace.
In Philippians 2:13, Paul calls us to work out our salvation with fear and trembling," meaning to work at emptying ourselves, to the service of others.
Walk the streets and you will find the result of our centering on ourselves, striving to gain "better life," and look within yourself, and ask yourself the question, do I look away from those on the street because each person we see calls to our own fear of suffering.
Paul calls us to look at others, see we all suffer, and empty our lives in service. Deo 'Gratias! Thanks be to God!
A Journey on the Edge!
Reflections Given to High School Students!
My name is River, I am a priest, our non-profit is Temenos Catholic Worker, and my information is on the handout you have been given.
I started literally by moving into my apartment on Polk Street, and handing out food, becoming friends with the young adults on the street. At the time on Polk, they were young homeless prostitutes, and today it is older homeless people, using drugs; on the Haight, they are all young homeless youth, from broken homes, homes where they are not wanted, many born of homeless parents, others simply for the freedom of not being told what to do. They mainly smoke dro, acid, and LSD. In the summer we have what is called "summer punks," they come from home or college, simply to be free and at the end of the summer return to their lives. They are out there for a million reasons.
I started literally by moving into my apartment on Polk Street, and handing out food, becoming friends with the young adults on the street. At the time on Polk, they were young homeless prostitutes, and today it is older homeless people, using drugs; on the Haight, they are all young homeless youth, from broken homes, homes where they are not wanted, many born of homeless parents, others simply for the freedom of not being told what to do. They mainly smoke dro, acid, and LSD. In the summer we have what is called "summer punks," they come from home or college, simply to be free and at the end of the summer return to their lives. They are out there for a million reasons.
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My work is being on the streets and simply being a listener, without judgment, without expectations of my friends; I am their friend, whom they can come to when they are sick, depressed, or just simply to hang out.
Carl Rogers once said: "I don't try to control the sunset, I watch with awe as it unfolds. " He also said; "The good life is a process, not a state of being, it is a direction, not a destination." For many, it is a good life. For others, it is the best life they can have.
On New Year's Eve, I attended a party in Marin on the beach with a bond fire, and all the trimmings of what high school, college students love doing, many are my friends. Their problems, and their actions--smoking pot, drinking, etc, are no different than the guys on the street, they simply have places to live and families who care for them. They are simply adolescents, young adults on their journies.
Success isn't measured by money or power or social rank, race, creed, color, religious background, but simply by inner peace, and never giving up through hell or high water.
What works for me, what is effective for me is to be a listening ear, a good friend, walking with each one on their journey, and seeing where it leads.
In each person--the gang banger, murderer, thief, and all I look in their eyes and can see the beauty, that is present, and see the broken body of Christ.
And if someone tells me how to live my life, and I have a hunch if I or someone else told you, you would tell them like I do, to "rub their di..k's with sandpaper."
I came here with nothing, and when I die will leave here with nothing, and in between, I beg and sometimes work to do the joy of this work. I journey on the edge.
My invitation to you is to see the beauty and goodness within yourselves and share that beauty, that goodness with others, and you will see the world change. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!
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Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T.
P.O. Box 642656
San Francisco, CA 94164
415-305-2124
www.temenos.org
[email protected]
snap chat: riodamien2
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Please feel free to contact me at any time.
Volunteers are welcome if they have vaccination and booster.;
Good Friday, 2022, Stations of the Cross through the Tenderloin, with participants being housed and unhoused youth, if you are interested, give me a call;
San Francisco LGBTQ Pride, June 22-23
We host the area where older, and people with disabilities sit, Good view of events. Pay: $20.00 an hour.
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Carl Rogers once said: "I don't try to control the sunset, I watch with awe as it unfolds. " He also said; "The good life is a process, not a state of being, it is a direction, not a destination." For many, it is a good life. For others, it is the best life they can have.
On New Year's Eve, I attended a party in Marin on the beach with a bond fire, and all the trimmings of what high school, college students love doing, many are my friends. Their problems, and their actions--smoking pot, drinking, etc, are no different than the guys on the street, they simply have places to live and families who care for them. They are simply adolescents, young adults on their journies.
Success isn't measured by money or power or social rank, race, creed, color, religious background, but simply by inner peace, and never giving up through hell or high water.
What works for me, what is effective for me is to be a listening ear, a good friend, walking with each one on their journey, and seeing where it leads.
In each person--the gang banger, murderer, thief, and all I look in their eyes and can see the beauty, that is present, and see the broken body of Christ.
And if someone tells me how to live my life, and I have a hunch if I or someone else told you, you would tell them like I do, to "rub their di..k's with sandpaper."
I came here with nothing, and when I die will leave here with nothing, and in between, I beg and sometimes work to do the joy of this work. I journey on the edge.
My invitation to you is to see the beauty and goodness within yourselves and share that beauty, that goodness with others, and you will see the world change. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!
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Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min., D.S.T.
P.O. Box 642656
San Francisco, CA 94164
415-305-2124
www.temenos.org
[email protected]
snap chat: riodamien2
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Please feel free to contact me at any time.
Volunteers are welcome if they have vaccination and booster.;
Good Friday, 2022, Stations of the Cross through the Tenderloin, with participants being housed and unhoused youth, if you are interested, give me a call;
San Francisco LGBTQ Pride, June 22-23
We host the area where older, and people with disabilities sit, Good view of events. Pay: $20.00 an hour.
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Haight Street Christmas 2021
Haight Thanksgiving, 2021
The HauntingHaunting. . .is the relentless remembering and reminding that will not be appeased by settler society's assurances of innocence and reconciliation. Haunting is both acute and general, individuals are haunted, but so are societies. The United States is permanently haunted by the slavery, genocide, and violence entwined in its first, present, and future days . . .Haunting aims to wrong the wrongs, a confrontation that settler horror hopes to evade. (Eve Tuck and C. Ree)
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Recognizing God’s OwnRecognizing God’s Own Wisdom 3:1-9; Romans 5:5-11; John 6:37-40 ————————– Recently, PBS explored Inside the Animal Mind, exploring the awareness of animals in the face of death. In remarkable photography elephants re- turned to a previous encampment where they tenderly touched the skeleton remains of their fellow elephants who have passed. Each year on All […]
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Heaven Begins Now
Heaven Begins Now! All Saint’s Day, November 1, 2021 You’re Blessed-Matthew 5:1-12 The Message 5 1-2 When Jesus saw his ministry drawing huge crowds, he climbed a hillside. Those who were apprenticed to him, the committed, climbed with him. Arriving at a quiet place, he sat down and taught his climbing companions. This is what he said: […]
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Clarification
It is funny, I am getting notes congratulating me on my retirement. LOL! I have not quit working, not doing my ministry. What I meant was that twenty seven years ago I stepped out of the traditional means of working, and have been lucky to do this ministry. Retirement means having the ability to look within one’s self, […]
November Newsletter Temenos Catholic Worker, Day of DeadPeniel Newsletter of Temenos Catholic Worker November 2021 All Saints and Day of Dead Remembrance Celebrating the Lives of Homeless Youth and Adults on Polk and Haight Street —————————– Journal of An Alien Street Priest: Wisdom 3:1-9 “3 The souls of those who do what is right are in God’s hand. They won’t feel the pain […]
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A Long Retirement!A Long Retirement! This morning I drove to Northridge Mall to meet Matt at BJ’s for lunch; and returned to the Haight, where I talked to people and put posters around for the Day of the Dead Service on Tuesday. I arrived home around 7, and prayed the Liturgy of the Hours, and read for […]
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Judgment Diminishes Our HumanityJudgment Diminishes Our Humanity! “Jesus said, “What is God’s Kingdom like? What shall we compare it with? It’s like a mustard seed that someone took and placed in his garden. It grew, and became a tree, and the birds of the sky made nests in its branches.” Luke 13:18-19 (The Kingdom New Testament, A Contemporary […]
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Mercy Bone Deep!Mercy Bone Tired! Luke 13:10-17 Tonight as I settled down, with candles burning, and looking at the painting of the gang member above I saw myself as the crippled woman in the passage above. I was bent over not from a physical ailment but from choosing to hear God’s voice or the voices around […]
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Giving in FriendshipGiving in Friendship Last night sitting outside an Italian restaurant down the street, it was getting ready to rain, and I watched the cars pass, reminding me of Puerto Vallario when Matt and I went visiting a couple of years ago, and the cars drove continually up and down the street, and I remember the […]
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Inside and OutInside and Out! “So the then,” they said, “who is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven?” Jesus called a child and stood her in the middle of them.’ “I’m telling you the truth. ” he said, “Unless you turn inside and out and become like children, you will never, ever, get into the Kingdom […]
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Measuring Our Lives by ProductivityMeasuring Our Lives By Productivity Is A Killer! Around 3:AM on Tuesday night, my phone rang, and Jimmy was at the door requesting some socks and food. In reality, he simply wanted someone to listen to him. And so for the next hour, I listened. Jimmy is 50 and has lived on the streets, […]
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Hanging on the Haight!Hanging on the Haight! This week our daily readings will be from the book of Luke, and as I walked down the Haight yesterday evening his stories of the Prodigal Son, and many others, emphasizing the care for the homeless, and the disadvantage became a living reality. Come with me on a brief journey of […]
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The Call of the ChildA Reflection on A Call of the Child Cultivating Peace in a Climate of Conflict by Bruce McKibben Romans 4:1-8; Luke.12:1-7 St. Teresa of Avila This book is a jewel. At first glance, we see the language of a conservative, and as we read we see a diamond reflecting in the sun. The […]
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Evil TwinsEvil Twins! “I’ve had it with you, you’re hopeless! You Frauds! You keep meticulous account books, tithing on every nickel and dime you get, but manage to find loopholes for getting around basic matters of justice and God’s love. Careful bookkeeping is commendable, but the basics are required. 43-44 “You’re hopeless, you Pharisees! Frauds! You […]
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Reflection on the Breed of Heaven by Kris BrowerA Reflection on The Bleed of Heaven or Luke and Me by Kris Brown Kris Brown takes us in The Bread of Heaven on a gentle and moving spiritual journey. At the core of this book are powerful readings and poetic readings of texts and equally insightful and poetic accounts of her life. […]
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Questions! Questions! Questions!““Questions, Questions, Questions! Joel 3:12-21; Luke 11:27-28 “While Jesus was speaking, a woman from the crowd called out and said to him, “Blessed is the womb that carried you and the breasts at which you nursed.” He replied, ” Rather, blessed are those who hear the word of God and observe it.” There are always […]
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All for the Sake of Love (God Is Not A Working Number)All For the Sake of Love (God Is Not A Working Number)! Mark 10:17-30 I just asked Siri for “God’s phone number, and received such numbers as “God’s Gym,” but no phone number where God can be contacted. Institutional churches are dying. Driving through parts of Tennesee and Missouri I found that mainline […]
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Ask, Seek, Knock!Ask, Seek, and Knock! .. .” And I tell you, ‘ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and it will be opened to you. .” Luke 11:9-10. Reading this text we can take it literally and be disappointed- Jesus will give us everything we ask, and when […]
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