Thursday, February 03, 2005
January 3, 2005
Mark 8-13
“Poverty is a treasure,” is the mantra of an old nun. I find myself worrying about money, and I realize that I have all I need—the presence of Jesus. As we enter Lent next week I want to work on letting go of, trusting God more, simplifying my life more, making “poverty is my treasure” my mantra.
Visited 30 year old G, on life support, from drug related abscess, overdose, have known for ten years. As I held his hand, anointed him, there were tears in his eyes, and Jesus was most present in those moments. Life and death all of a part of the journey. Deo Gratis! Thanks be to God!
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Monday, January 31, 2005
January 31, 2005
Matt. 18:1-5
The past few days have at times been difficult, struggling with my old dark dragon depression, with worries over my health. People are desperate on streets, a murder in hemlock alley, more fights. Have called paramedics a number of times for people.
Todays reading is about trust, that trust that a little child so often gives with out question, and for me that is the key word in my relationship with God—trust, to trust, to move forward, to continue the journey holding onto trust. The other scripture given is Mark 5:1-20—the legion of demons. Reminds me so much of the kids I work with, their enslavement to the drugs, and the enslavements we all have to money etc. only when we find that Center we can trust in, we can give ourselves to that gives value to our lives can we truly be whole.
For me each day is a struggle to move into Jesus, only he makes sense, when I move away I become enslaved, bound in chains. The word is trust., Deo Gratis! Thanks be to God!
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