have been and still am sick the past three days. tired, hurt, fever blistards. get angry people on my answering machine. these guys are the center of their own worlds. learned today that k has a heart problem, he is back doing speed on the streets, it tears my heart out, all i can do is wait and pray. de is still in hospital, in many ways he is a peter pan, never grows up, of course the same is said about me. i find myself worrying about my health, but trying to live in the "now", trusting in God. Deo Gratis! Thanks be to God!
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